I Will Raise this Baby as Another Man’s Child - Chapter 30
Lowering her bloodshot eyes, Hinael answered in a mosquito-like voice.
“Alright, just go in first.”
But as soon as she finished speaking, he grabbed her arm and turned her around. His upper body was already bare.
Not knowing where to place her eyes, she fumbled, and he pulled at her clothes.
“I didn’t originally intend this.”
Lutz licked his lower lip with a face that couldn’t hold back his thirst.
Hinael couldn’t understand why Lutz was so excited.
Especially his panting breath.
At first, she thought he was struggling due to the exhausting journey. But recalling the constant state of his center throughout the trip, it didn’t seem to be the case.
It wasn’t exhaustion; it was the inability to control his excitement that made him pant.
‘So why can’t he control himself when he doesn’t even have feelings for me? It’s really strange.’
She hadn’t heard any rumors about Lutz Viant having a history with women…
As he aggressively pressed his body against hers, thoughts of the baby vanished, leaving only Lutz in her mind.
“We’ll have to have relations for an heir eventually, but I thought it wouldn’t be until after we entered the prince’s palace.”
“Isn’t that okay?”
“Well… This is a first for me too.”
The word ‘first’ sounded strange as well.
Being of noble status with nothing to regret, I thought he would have already embraced a woman. He even seemed experienced in relationships between men and women.
One thing was certain. Lutz and Chetter were completely different people from birth.
Even though he could have forced her to undress by invoking the duty of a wife, Lutz did not do so. The aura he exuded was certainly oppressive, but he was not violent. It felt as if he was deliberately prolonging the conversation to help her prepare mentally.
Soon, his large hand groped the inside of her wrist.
“If we stay apart, my condition might calm down. But honestly, I don’t want that.”
With his touch, her outer garment fell away.
“I can’t guarantee how roughly I’ll treat you, and that’s a bit concerning.”
His hand moved to her back and untied the string of her dress.
Her heart started pounding uncontrollably, as if it would burst. Hinael took a deep breath, her chest heaving.
Half dazed, she had no choice but to let Lutz do as he pleased. She was so tense that her muscles seemed paralyzed.
When only a single piece of underwear covering her private parts was left, she wanted to run away in shock, but even that slid down her legs according to his will.
Lutz, who admired her bare, white body with an appreciative expression, also undressed. He lifted Hinael lightly and entered the wooden tub.
‘This is really too embarrassing.’
Sitting on his firm thighs, Hinael hung her head low like a guilty child, biting her innocent lips. If Lutz hadn’t patted her back, she might have embarrassingly fled the bathtub.
After holding her quietly for a while without rushing, Hinael suddenly raised her head, overwhelmed by a thought.
“Your Highness.”
“What?”
“Nothing happened…”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, the Count…”
Feeling ashamed to have to explain this, she opened her mouth again, thinking she shouldn’t leave any room for doubt.
She felt she had to repay Lutz with loyalty for giving her a new life.
“The Count didn’t…”
“I know.”
Cutting her off abruptly, he suddenly lowered his hand and pushed it between her thighs.
“I believe nothing happened between you two, but it would be more accurate to confirm it.”
Is he saying he’ll check by touching?
Hinael squeezed her legs together at the touch of his hand on her bare skin. Unconsciously, she gripped his thick arm tightly and met his gaze.
Lutz’s eyes narrowed thinly, then he furrowed his brows.
“Oh, I’m sorry.”
She released his arm from between her legs, but for some reason, his expression did not relax. His hand moved underwater.
“You can tell just by brushing it.”
His large palm covered her lower region.
Lutz boldly touched a place no one had ever seen or touched before.
A blunt finger slid over her delicate skin.
“Hng.”
“Does it hurt?”
“No… I was just surprised.”
A light breath fell on her cheek. He was smiling faintly.
“I told you I knew nothing happened with that guy. I couldn’t not know since we were riding the horse.”
“Even without checking, you knew?”
Hinael pretended not to understand and replied naively.
She vividly remembered lying in bed all day after her first night with Chetter because it hurt and stung so much.
It was a memory she didn’t want to recall anymore.
With an innocent expression, she tilted her head. Then he explained while parting her tightened flesh to the side.
“They say it hurts when a woman accepts a man for the first time. They say even sitting is difficult. But you were fine even in the jolting carriage.”
In fact, it was Lutz who suffered more from the pain.
Of course, men and women’s bodies are different, but anyone would think Lutz couldn’t sit properly due to his first experience. She let out a small laugh at the absurd thought.
As she, who had been stiff all along, suddenly laughed, Lutz furrowed his brows.
“I think I know what you’re imagining. Although I was weak on the way here, men don’t… have such things. Of course, I didn’t embrace any woman.”
“I see.”
“I’m not joking, it’s true. Did I have any time to meet a woman? I was bedridden all the time, and as soon as I woke up, I ran to you.”
“Yes, I believe you.”
She really did believe him. Although she answered honestly, Lutz’s expression still did not relax.
As the tense atmosphere eased with a few words of conversation, her tense muscles also relaxed. Watching Hinael, who had returned to a peaceful expression, he shook his head slightly.
“You better not let your guard down. You might not be able to walk tomorrow.”
“No way.”
“Did you forget I said I don’t know how rough I’ll get?”
His fingers, which had stopped, began to touch her skin again. They fumbled on the surface and then slowly pried open the closed gap.
She unconsciously moaned at the unfamiliar sensation of his knuckles entering.
“Hng.”
“This is nothing compared to what’s coming, so be prepared.”
Had he inserted about one knuckle?
Just as she thought that, his sharp and hard knuckle thrust deeply. He repeated the motion of inserting and withdrawing his finger completely into her vaginal wall.
He became aroused unbelievably quickly.
Although she was the one being stimulated, Lutz restrained himself from the boiling sensation. His breathing soon became unstable, and his rough breath mixed with his hoarse voice.
“I can’t control myself because my body is different from usual. Phew…”
No matter how she thought about it, it didn’t make sense.
If the body is abnormal, it should rest more.
Even if she wanted to maintain a composed expression, doubts clouded her brow. Thinking it would be better to wash up quickly and rest early, Hinael pushed against his chest.
“I’ll wait outside, so wash up and come out.”
“What are you doing?”
“Your body feels different than usual. Rest should come first.”
“Hinael.”
“It doesn’t have to be right now.”
“Unbelievable. After getting so close, you want to stop now?”
Lutz was frustrated by how little she knew about men.
Should he explain why he insisted on bathing together?
The effects of frequently leaving the almoner behind while tracking Hinael were still lingering. His unrefined instincts had not completely subsided.
That’s why he even bathed with her, not wanting to waste any time. He had to touch and taste her soft flesh. If he didn’t do something, he felt like he might devour her piece by piece right then.
Lutz took a deep, suppressed breath. Then, in an instant, he pinned her beneath him and climbed on top.
“Your Highness…”
His gaze looking down at Hinael, who stared up at him with wide, rabbit-like eyes, was intensely fervent. Rather than considering her surprise, he was desperate to satisfy his own desire.
“Mm!”
Grabbing her nape, he pressed his lips against hers. He pried her teeth apart with his tongue and thrust it inside in one go.
Hinael squeezed her eyes shut at the primal sensation. The hot flesh coiled around her small tongue. Her tongue, pulled along by his strong suction, was sucked into his mouth.
Perhaps because they were in the water, even the sound escaping from their joined lips felt wet.
Unable to move her tangled flesh without a gap, she could only gasp for breath as he tightened his grip on her. Grasping her nape tightly, he turned her face to the side.
For a brief moment, their tongues separated, allowing air to enter.
“Haah. Haah…”
Hinael hurriedly inhaled oxygen and pulled her hips back. She wanted to distance herself from him, even a little, to catch her breath.
But as Lutz stirred the water vigorously and grabbed her waist, she was swallowed back into his embrace. It was a moment that made her realize the saying about losing one’s mind.