April 26th, Unknown

I am a f*cking bastard, a crazy bastard, a pervert bastard, a criminal bastard.

I deserve to die.

I told Raseti to restrain me and protect Kim In-woo 5 minutes ago, so they’ll arrive here soon.

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In the end, Raseti didn’t take me into custody. Instead, they grabbed me by the collar.

They demanded to know what the hell I’d done for Kim In-woo to be so soaked in my pheromones, then couldn’t hold out long and opened the window to dry heave outside. As a fellow alpha, my pheromones seemed to be too much stimulation for Raseti.

From the night of April 24th until the dawn of April 26th, I kept Kim In-woo captive and had continuous s*x with him.

As soon as I judged that Kim In-woo had given something like permission, I pounced on him. I bit, sucked, and licked him as much as I’d wanted to until now. From head to toe, there wasn’t a spot I hadn’t sucked.

Yes, that’s when I finally realized I didn’t want to eat Kim In-woo, but wanted to caress him everywhere.

The scent from Kim In-woo’s body was too good. Though Kim In-woo wasn’t an omega, it was more enchanting than any scent from any omega. I couldn’t even get properly hard with the omegas Ezel forcibly pushed into my bed (at that time, Ezel suspected I might be impotent) (they didn’t know I had unusual s*xual desires), but now I felt like I could come just from licking Kim In-woo’s skin.

Kim In-woo seemed to be very sensitive. Even before when I’d rubbed his n*pples with my fingers he’d twisted his waist, but when I licked them directly with my tongue, he begged “please, please” in a crying voice.

I had no idea what he was begging for. Whether he wanted me to move faster, or if he really wanted me to stop.

While pondering this, I took his member in my mouth while my fingers probed his back entrance. Whatever he meant, there was only one thing I would do. Putting it inside Kim In-woo and coming.

Though Kim In-woo pleaded for me to go slower saying it was too fast, that was just his pretense. Kim In-woo likes it fast and a bit rough. Still, since it was his first time, I should have been more considerate.

But… at that time, I was a f*cking worthless bastard and didn’t listen to Kim In-woo’s words. What little reason I was barely holding onto quickly evaporated as soon as Kim In-woo started squirming as if he might run away.

I spread Kim In-woo’s legs and thrust into his unprepared entrance. Kim In-woo’s inside was too tight, hot, and soft. Enough to make me lose my mind completely.

Kim In-woo fainted briefly from the shock of penetration. But I didn’t hesitate and just held his waist, desperate to satisfy my desires. With each thrust of my hips, Kim In-woo’s small and slender body shook violently.

Even then, I didn’t like his face turning deathly pale. Without stopping my movements, I bit and licked his neck and chest. With one hand, I stroked Kim In-woo’s wilted member.

After diligently biting, sucking and kneading him until his whole body was marked, Kim In-woo started letting out low, sweet moans. His member also responded faithfully, growing bigger and harder bit by bit. Kim In-woo’s member was large and straight in proportion to his body. Not all humans would have such a shape, but the pretty pink thing leaked white fluid from its tip.

I wished I had eight arms or tentacles with mouths. Then I could have sucked his member while penetrating him, or caressed his body more skillfully. It was very difficult with just two hands and one mouth.

Making do, I was licking Kim In-woo’s lips like a dog when he moaned and opened his eyes. As if unable to grasp the situation at first, Kim In-woo moaned softly before realizing the heat filling his body.

With tears in his eyes, Kim In-woo condemned me as a pervert. Though it was true, it somewhat excited me. Despite acting disgusted, contrary to his words, he held and embraced me tightly.

Once aware, it seemed he couldn’t control himself as sounds of pleasure kept bursting from Kim In-woo’s mouth. His usually white skin was flushed completely red as if it would burst if touched, and his tear-filled eyes sparkled and bewitched me as they looked at me.

I felt incomparably more satisfaction than when dealing with the limp Kim In-woo. I thought I would be happy to die with Kim In-woo.

I finally came when Kim In-woo embraced my neck and called me “Sunho hyung.” While satisfied, I felt the urge to hear him call me “Radel” instead.

I wanted to possess Kim In-woo. I wanted to own him. At the same time, I wanted to be owned by Kim In-woo.

F*cking crazy bastard.

So I knotted Kim In-woo. At the time, without even hesitating, my member swelled and locked firmly inside Kim In-woo.

When my member suddenly swelled inside him, Kim In-woo was extremely shocked and in pain. The Kim In-woo who had been melting with a happy face just moments ago disappeared, leaving only a Kim In-woo in agony.

Only after seeing that face did I come to my senses. But I didn’t know what to do. This was my first time knotting, and even having s*x with a living being was a first. When problems arose during s*x with androids, I could just destroy them, but I couldn’t destroy Kim In-woo.

I couldn’t give any answer when Kim In-woo asked what this was. I instinctively released pheromones, but the pheromones meant to calm a knotted omega had no effect on the human Kim In-woo.

In the end, I anxiously held and comforted Kim In-woo as he started sobbing. Since it was difficult to give a specific explanation, I apologized to Kim In-woo, saying I was sorry that my body was strange.

Kim In-woo seemed to interpret my words differently. Suddenly trying to act composed, he comforted me instead, saying it was okay, that I wasn’t strange at all.

But that’s not what I meant. I was just deceiving you.

Instead of honestly confessing, my mouth spoke wicked words. I asked if he would accept me no matter who or what I was. Kim In-woo said he would…

If he knew the truth, Kim In-woo would never have nodded. I just got drunk on that answer. Greedily pushing my swollen member deep into Kim In-woo, I licked his white, slender neck.

Kim In-woo endured for several dozen minutes, deathly pale. When the knotting finally ended and my member decreased, instead of pulling out, I started stirring up Kim In-woo’s insides again.

Kim In-woo, who thought it had finally ended, burst into tears. While constantly soothing Kim In-woo who said it hurt, I satisfied my desires fully. I kept penetrating and coming inside him. Even though he wasn’t an omega, my rut calmed somewhat after knotting, but I still couldn’t control myself.

I did briefly order room service to fill Kim In-woo’s stomach, but otherwise didn’t rest at all. I even continued thrusting without stopping into Kim In-woo when he dozed off from exhaustion.

I couldn’t even control my size properly. Even when the hole that had been tight but manageable to thrust into moments ago became impossibly narrow, I didn’t notice the problem for a while. Only after Kim In-woo gasped and said it was too painful did I realize I wasn’t maintaining control.

Though I usually keep my height around 190cm, I think I grew to 230-240cm at the time. Consequently, my member also grew proportionally larger. It was a problem caused by compressing my size too much. Since 3m is the size I can comfortably reduce to, I had been uncomfortably cramming and cramming my body in.

I hurriedly reduced my body to its original size. Only then did Kim In-woo, who had been struggling to breathe properly, look more comfortable. Though he still whined that it was big…

It would have been good if I could at least reduce my member’s size. But I didn’t know how to conveniently reduce just a part of my body. If it were smaller, it wouldn’t have been such a burden on Kim In-woo’s body…

Though there were problems throughout, I still couldn’t grasp my reason. Or perhaps it’s more accurate to say I didn’t try to.

So yesterday, when I finally fully regained my senses, Kim In-woo’s condition was terrible.

His waist was bruised with marks from where I had gripped too hard, and various parts of his body were as wretched as if mauled by a beast. His lower area that had received my member was also very swollen and looked painful just to look at.

The limp Kim In-woo didn’t wake even when I took him to bathe, or when I got excited again and thrust and rubbed my member between his tightly closed thighs. It was natural that I felt guilty after coming on Kim In-woo’s pure white stomach.

So I called Raseti right away.

…

It seems Raseti was weak to me. Though I’ve been running wild since coming to Earth, Raseti considers me their benefactor.

They noticed that I had imprinted on Kim In-woo.

Many Arkeans die from depression along with their imprinted partner’s death, or commit suicide immediately. Raseti couldn’t bear to separate me from Kim In-woo, thinking I might die.

Instead, they told me to try to do well with Kim In-woo. It was completely crazy talk. Though I responded that way, honestly I wanted to try to do well.

When did I start liking Kim In-woo anyway?

I’m certain it wasn’t since coming to Earth. When I skimmed through my journal and roughly realized when it started, I briefly wanted to die. I might have unusual s*xual desires. No matter how lovable Kim In-woo is, how could I…