June 30th, Rainy ☂

Even though all the wounds had been treated, the human’s fever that had been lingering finally broke. However, the human was still sniffling and crying under the blanket. Seeing him cry continuously made me anxious.

He must be in shock. After all, he almost got eaten by those filthy Lavas. Wanting to make amends, I carefully took the human out of the cage. Pitifully, the human who had been terrified outside was completely frozen and couldn’t move at all.

I carried the human to the bed. I lay down and placed the human on my chest, stroking him with my fingertips. The faint smell of flesh and his uniquely soft body temperature was so pleasant that I dozed off.

When I woke up, I was truly surprised. I had insomnia and couldn’t easily fall asleep unless I took medicine or gave myself suggestions, but today I slept soundly.

The human who had been on my chest suddenly woke up and when my body shook, he helplessly rolled down. Though he wasn’t hurt, I was startled thinking I might have crushed him for a moment. Of course, the human seemed more startled, so I kept stroking him until he calmed down. The human who finally settled down leaned against my finger.

Perhaps I should have reduced my body size and slept together. But I didn’t want to do such a suffocating thing… Rather, it would be better to buy a bed for the human.

Order List:
• Human-sized bed and box

***

July 1st, Clear ☀

Even though I succeeded in handling him, it seemed the human didn’t like being carried around in hands normally, so I bought a box. But seeing the human sitting alone in the small box looked somewhat empty.

First, I moved the human to the cage and bought things to put in the box. The various color combinations were incomparably crude, but surprisingly, checking the product example pages, this seems to be Earth’s universal aesthetic. The combination looked terrible, but I closed my eyes and bought them.

Order List:

• Canopy bed

• Frozen bedding set (light blue)

• Wallpaper – Red camellia pattern

• Floor – Warm yellow flooring

• Bathroom set (for installation/red)

• Bedroom side table (cherry color)

• Bath robe

• Stock Investment for Beginners

• Wise Parents’ College Entrance Planning

• The Little Prince

• Meditation for Managing Anger

***

July 3rd, Clear ☀

Having bought furniture to fill the small box, I put the human in it.

The human who entered the box hid in the enclosed bathroom while being extremely wary of me. He still seems to think he can’t be seen when he goes in there. That stupid behavior was quite cute.

When I moved while holding the box, the human whimpered noisily alone in the bathroom.

The words the human frequently uses are <bastard>, <f*ck> or <f*cking bastard>, <die>, <crazy bastard>, <help me>.

Since he keeps repeating similar words, I became quite curious about what the human was saying. Seeing how he always says <f*cking bastard is here again> when he sees me, <f*ck> seemed like it might be a greeting.

Actually, understanding what the human says isn’t difficult for me.

Of course, I was warned not to use my abilities. But compared to when I was connected to amplification devices aboard the ship, manipulating and breaking down the minds of hundreds of thousands at once, looking into the mind of a stupid human is nothing.

If I just look inside, I can immediately know everything about the human. How the human has lived until now, what he’s thought about, even things he’s forgotten with his crude memory capabilities – I could grasp it all and understand his language system to comprehend his speech. It’s not a difficult thing at all.

I actually talked to my doctor about this, but he shook his head with a very worried expression. He advised me not to get too immersed in the human. He suggested wouldn’t it be cuter to keep a pet without being able to understand what he’s saying. He said it would be too exhausting to understand everything.

He had a point. Honestly, it wasn’t pleasant to completely see through others’ inner thoughts. For that reason, I put aside the minor impulse for now.

Instead, I enjoyed the cute whimpering sounds in a language the human couldn’t understand. I consumed meal capsules with the human beside me (I gave proper meals to the human. Waiting for the human to eat took much longer than me eating capsules), and I also bathed with the human beside me.

Throughout the bath, the human kept glancing at me. Sometimes his gaze would fix between my legs with astonishment. Thinking perhaps he liked my g*nitals, I grabbed it and thrust it toward him, but the human was greatly shocked and ran away to the small bathroom. Well, I suppose I thrust something bigger and thicker than the human too suddenly.

Leaving the human alone, I finished bathing and completely dried off. Then sitting in the bathroom, I suddenly felt the urge to wash the human. The human was washing well on his own, but there could be spots he hadn’t cleaned properly. It would be perfect to wash the human thoroughly and dress him in the bathrobe I impulsively bought yesterday.

I brought a small bowl and filled it with warm water. It would feel lukewarm to my original body temperature, but this would be just right for the human. I remembered the temperature the human usually bathed in, so it was accurate.

I carefully took out the human who was trying to stay hidden. When I placed the human in the bowl filled with water, he struggled at first but soon gave up and went limp, perhaps realizing my intention to wash him. His obedient behavior was quite cute.

The bowl was small for me but quite large for the human. Still, I didn’t fill it with too much water, so the human settled comfortably inside like when he went into the box.

I carefully lathered up human body wash and scrubbed him. He had been staying still and started struggling again at some point.

When I looked to see why, the human’s g*nitals were pointing up sharply through the bubbles. Sexually sensitive humans can’t easily endure the sensation when their g*nitals become *rect. I had learned well enough from experience so far that it’s better to resolve this quickly in these situations.

I sat the whimpering human on one side of the bowl to hold them in place and gently rubbed their g*nitals with my fingertip. The human trembled while clinging to my hand with their cheeks and ears bright red. I ordered the android to bring a human-sized d*ldo.

It takes some time to wash and sterilize the d*ldo one more time. Rather than waiting quietly, I chose to actively touch the human.

When I gently stroked from behind his ear to the earlobe with my pinky finger, the human whimpered. I slowly moved my hand down to press his light-colored n*pples that were slightly protruding (just carefully applying a little pressure easily makes the human *rect) and rubbed his waist while applying soap bubbles. I didn’t forget to massage his thin, soft thighs.

The human’s body had quite a few *rogenous zones. Befitting a creature that’s in heat all year round, he was sensitive and easily drawn to s*xual pleasure.

While I rubbed various parts of his body, the human lay limp with a dazed expression. He used to resist with all his might before. But recently, perhaps realizing I was doing something good for him, he now entrusted his body to me obediently. This must mean trust has built up between us as owner and pet.

When the human had gone limp with pleasure, the android brought the d*ldo coated with gel. The handle part of the very small d*ldo was a suction-type that was firmly attached to my finger. With the d*ldo fixed to my fingertip, I carefully pushed it into the human from behind.

The human grimaced, probably because it was a bit too big to insert from the start. There was no need to move forcefully (by human standards) from the beginning. I carefully held the d*ldo to prevent the accident of pushing it all in, and slowly rubbed it back and forth.

There’s a spot inside where the human feels pleasure. At first they would be in pain and their *rection would die down, but when I rubbed that spot with the d*ldo, the human would get *rect again and whimper happily.

However, this time the human’s g*nitals didn’t wilt even when I inserted the d*ldo. He seemed to have gotten quite used to the act. Unable to endure, the human twisted their slender body and kept clinging to the bowl while maintaining his *rection. But he kept slipping, unable to firmly grip the smooth surface of the bowl.

I held out my finger to the human. He desperately clung to my finger. While giving one finger to the human, I diligently moved the d*ldo. When I gradually increased the speed, the human whimpered while biting and scratching at my fingertip.

The human’s face contorted intensely. He seems close to *jaculation. But since he couldn’t reach *rgasm with just the d*ldo inserted from behind, I used my third finger to hold the inserted d*ldo in place while rubbing the human’s g*nitals with my second finger. The human bit my finger and *jaculated right then.

His cloudy s*men spread over the bubbles. The human, who was about to go limp drowsily, panicked and straightened up, seemingly disgusted by the s*men. I pulled out the d*ldo and washed the human again in clean water. The human, who had lost his strength and gone limp, docilely followed as I washed them.

It was a satisfying bath time. I dressed the freshly cleaned human in the sky blue bathrobe. He didn’t resist this clothing as it seemed to suit his taste, and it looked very good on him.

I came out of the bathroom and collapsed on the sofa. Meanwhile, I placed the cute human on my hand and fiddled with and rubbed him. The human I had tamed leaned his body against my finger and enjoyed my caresses with my other hand.

It was time spent with no particular gain. But spending time with a pet creature that was simply cute felt quite enjoyable. The past me would have considered time doing nothing as inefficient, but now it didn’t feel wasteful at all.

Suddenly I remembered what Raseti had told me. That I needed to learn to take some leisure time and enjoy it.

At the time, I dismissed it as nonsense, but Raseti was right. This was not a bad sensation at all. Rather, it was good.

When I was the Sovereign of Arkea, time was something to be divided and used, and after retirement, time was something to be spent sleeping or spacing out.

Now it’s different. Not using time as a resource, nor letting it flow by. The sensation of simply existing wholly in this moment was fascinating. Even that sense of fascination was something I hadn’t felt in a long time.

Just a year ago, I wanted to kill anyone and everyone. I actually did kill quite a few. But it’s been a while since I’ve had such thoughts. It was a change that came from raising the human.

I felt very sorry for taking out my anger on the human a few days ago. Even that feeling of remorse was an emotion I hadn’t felt in far too long.

At this rate, perhaps my depression has improved significantly. Making a resolution to treat the human really well from now on, I went out to the terrace for some fresh air after a long time.

I was thinking of letting the human get some fresh air too. If he had been caught by Lavas after leaving this mansion, he wouldn’t have seen proper scenery. He wouldn’t have even made it through the underground passages that were Lavas’ territory. Though the scenery of this planet isn’t particularly beautiful, seeing the outside would normally be refreshing.

Since it would be dangerous for me to carry them directly, I moved the human in the box. Though I couldn’t take him out of the box, I had made a small window in the box containing the human so there was no problem seeing outside. When I put down the box so the human could see outside, he came out of the bathroom and opened the window to look out.

The human, who had been watching outside without moving, suddenly sat down. Then he started crying while whimpering.

Suddenly?

Why is he crying? It seems like it would be better to cry properly and get it out, but the human wept painfully while trying to muffle his sounds.

Maybe I shouldn’t have shown him outside. Is it because of bad memories from the Lavas? Should I kill all the Lavas on this planet?

While I was confused, the human got up. After wiping his tears, he hung onto the window and looked outside. I stopped my plan to take the human back inside and left them alone to view the outside.

The human kept looking outside for hours.

Actually, there wasn’t much to see on this planet. I built the mansion on high ground because I didn’t want to mingle with worthless creatures, but I wasn’t particularly interested in landscaping so the view of the old city was exposed unfiltered beyond the moderately low walls. Most of this planet is made up of water, so the population density is high on what little land there is. The buildings packed tightly on the small land were extremely old and looked grotesque.

What could be so good about that scenery that they’re so entranced? Even though I decorated the cage environment nicely, was it still lacking? Or do they just like the outside? I wanted to stroke the human whose thoughts I couldn’t understand, but I held back.