July 5th, Clear ☀

I decided to decorate the human’s cage a bit more lavishly. Since they seemed to like the outside scenery, I set up not just artificial sunlight but also configured the sky to look real, and made the view outside the cage look like a real city.

When the android asked if I wanted to set the city scenery to Earth, I just set it to match the most spectacular planet’s scenery in the vicinity. They won’t be able to return to Earth anyway, so wouldn’t it be better to see the scenery of a much more developed place than their homeland?

The human was shocked when they woke up and saw the outside scenery. The brightly lit view would perfectly recreate all five senses to appear real.

The human stared blankly outside for a long time. Looking at their face closely, they appeared almost startled. The human trembled very slightly. Though they seemed somewhat anxious, I thought there wouldn’t be any major issues.

That’s when an unexpected situation occurred. The human who had been watching blankly suddenly ran out. Though they clearly came from the house inside the cage, they seemed to forget the cage’s existence and ran with all their might, crashing their face hard into the transparent wall at the outermost part of the cage.

What a pathetic human. I took out the human who was dripping with a nosebleed and turned off the scenery settings. The human climbed onto my hand with a dazed face and looked around. They seemed quite disappointed, probably thinking the illusion was real. But since I didn’t want them to bleed again from another misunderstanding, I had no intention of turning it back on.

The human cried again while whimpering. I ordered the android to treat the human and left the room.

The human who soon went back into their house has stayed shut in bed and won’t come out. I think I shouldn’t have shown them that.

***

July 6th, Cloudy ☁

Ezel came to visit me with their pet human.

The human Ezel keeps was male like my human. Their name is Blue (the actual pronunciation is different, but it means blue in our language). Blue was much bigger in build than my human and had more distinct features.

Unlike my human who wore plain sweatpants, Blue wore a blue dress with a blue bonnet. The dress and bonnet had adorable ribbons and frills attached. Every time Blue moved, their full petticoat and blue patent leather shoes sparkled. It was clothing I had also coveted when shopping, wanting to dress my human in it. I think it would look prettier on my human.

But contrary to how prettily they were dressed, Blue’s responses seemed rather stupid. Drool dripped from their open mouth and their eyes were glazed over.

I asked Ezel if Blue might be sick with something. Ezel answered that they had lowered Blue’s cognitive abilities because they were too rebellious. Then they recommended that method to me as well. I refused since I liked having a human that moved around actively.

Ezel seemed somewhat displeased. They asked if I wouldn’t like to watch the humans mate. I don’t understand why everyone is so interested in mating.

When I refused, Ezel persuaded me saying that ‘humans are naturally very interested in mating acts, and it has a stress-relieving effect after doing it.’ Since I help with the human’s m*sturbation almost every night, there’s probably no need to do it with another human. But it felt awkward to reveal the truth, so I just told them to do as they pleased.

Ezel sprinkled a drop of drug on my human’s head. My human got completely soaked from just one drop. Next to my startled human, Ezel put down Blue.

It seems what soaked my human was a pseudo-pheromone substance. Blue, who had been docile to the point of stupidity until then, had their eyes roll back. Blue rushed at my human while grunting. My human panicked and ran away, apparently not liking Blue’s advance.

My human ran away quite nimbly. But there was a limit to escaping within the cage. My human was eventually caught by Blue and pinned down.

Blue tore at my human’s clothes and rubbed their *rect g*nitals. Then my human started crying while whimpering. Anyone could see it wasn’t a reaction of enjoying the mating.

Watching made me feel sorry for my human, so I forcibly pulled Blue off and placed my human on my hand. The human must have felt very upset, as they clung to me and wouldn’t stop crying. While I was carefully trying to comfort the human, Ezel became serious.

It seems everything from bringing Blue to suggesting mating was all just to test me.

Ezel got angry asking why I was so obsessed with just one human. They said it wasn’t normal to be attached to just one pet human, doting on it while becoming a shut-in.

I got annoyed too. I’m not a child that Ezel needs to look after anymore.

We got into an argument after I warned them to stop concerning themselves with me. After bringing up very old things, things I couldn’t even remember, Ezel left with their face turned purple with anger.

The human I had put down was trembling in a corner. I felt sorry for doing something unnecessary and sorry again for showing an unpleasant side. As an apology, I kissed the human several times. The human seemed to like it quite a bit, whimpering with their usual sound.

I thoroughly washed the anxious-looking human with warm water and placed them on my palm. The human, who would usually try to get down, clung to my palm while being extremely wary of Blue who had already left, refusing to let go. I quietly patted the human, and they fell asleep after nodding off, probably from exhaustion.

I couldn’t move for fear of waking the human. I sat still in the same position for several hours until the human woke up again. It wasn’t such a boring time since I could keep watching the human.

***

July 11th, Clear ☀

Today the human suddenly exhibited strange behavior. They suddenly started whimpering alone and banged their head against the wall. Though the thump, thump, thump was a minimal sound by my standards, it must have been a big impact for the small human.

Self-harm? I don’t understand what the problem is.

It seems too long after the incident with Blue a few days ago for it to be stress from that – the human has been eating, sleeping, and playing comfortably without any issues these past few days. I don’t see anything that could be problematic.

It’s been several months since I started raising the human. That means I’ve become quite accustomed to caring for the human.

For example, with the data accumulated over the past few months, I’ve perfectly grasped the human’s eating habits. The androids created perfect meals based on the results of closely checking the human’s reactions. Thanks to this, since coming here the human has grown 2.3cm taller and gained 4.5kg in weight. Sometimes when I put the human on my hand and fed them, they would happily eat.

Above all, helping with m*sturbation recently has been very successful. Today the human reached climax repeatedly just from insertion, and in the end *jaculated quite a large amount.

Come to think of it, the human’s strange behavior was after I helped with m*sturbation. The human violently pulled at their hair and then banged their head against the wall. When I picked them up in surprise after they did it three or four times, they bit my finger rather fiercely (of course it just tickled me) and desperately tried to escape. And whenever they saw me, they would hiss and get angry.

This isn’t good. From what I’ve observed so far, once a specimen shows violence, they tend to keep showing violence. Moreover, I’ve often seen cases where the violence is directed not just at others but at oneself. While it was cute when they pointed spears at me, if the human harms themselves… I don’t want to see that. I don’t even want to imagine it.

It’s a strange feeling. I’ve seen enough corpses to be sick of them over hundreds of years, yet I don’t want this one human to die.

My head hurt badly for the first time in a while. I shouldn’t have raised a human after all. But it’s too late to regret it now.

I need to find a good solution.