Chapter 9.2

Kadis, enjoying Lyla’s reaction, pulled his undergarments down without hesitation. His manhood sprang free, as if it had been waiting for this moment.

Lyla’s breath caught in her throat.

It was her first time seeing Kadis’s manhood up close.

The dark red flesh, veined as though scarred, reminded her of the marks on his body. Its sheer length required several seconds to take in from base to tip. The shaft was notably thick in the middle, resembling the shape of a bulging, elongated vase.

From its color to its scent and size—

It seemed almost impossible for something like this to belong on a human body. 

Such an overwhelmingly large and intimidating organ—it was no wonder it had hurt so much, as if her insides were being torn apart.

Moreover, while it stood firmly upright from the front, from the side, it curved slightly upward. That must have been why it scraped against her insides like a hook. 

As the vivid sensation flashed through her memory, Lyla instinctively clutched her lower abdomen.

While Lyla was still overwhelmed by the monstrous sight, Kadis cupped his hand under the part that hadn’t fully emerged yet, revealing the entirety of his manhood.

He then shook the heated shaft slightly and asked, 

“Do I need to put it in your mouth myself?”

“Ah!”

When the tip brushed against her cheek, Lyla flinched and trembled. Her face, quivering before the er*ect organ, only further fueled Kadis’s sadistic urges.

Gently, Kadis gripped Lyla’s chin, lifting it as he rubbed the tip against her lips. The fluid seeping from the slit moistened her lips, making them glisten as if coated with honey.

“I won’t ask twice.”

“Ugh…”

“Suck it.”

At Kadis’s wickedly amused command, Lyla’s lips slowly parted.

The heavy tip rested on her petite tongue.

The sharp, raw taste of flesh stung her tongue.

Lyla hesitantly reached out with both hands, which had been hovering in midair, and gently grasped the shaft. The veins beneath her palms throbbed as if pulsating with life.

With the tip resting on her tongue, Lyla moved her lips slightly, trying to gauge how wide she would need to open her mouth to take it in.

But there was really no need to gauge it. Even if she opened her mouth as wide as possible, it would barely fit.

No, would it even be possible to fit it in my mouth at all?

Couldn’t I just lick it instead?

“What are you hesitating for? Don’t tease me.”

“Ngh…”

Finally, Kadis, unable to wait any longer, forced the tip into her mouth.

As the sensitive ridge of the head scraped against the roof of her mouth, the sensation shot straight to his brain, leaving him momentarily dazed. It felt as though his entire head was filled with the sensation of her mouth. Lyla squeezed her eyes shut, revealing the whites of her eyes.

“Haah… Damn.”

Kadis cursed under his breath. Even with just the tip inside, the sensation was enough to make his hips feel weak.

The hard roof of her mouth and the soft, pliable texture of her tongue pressed tightly against him from above and below. When he pushed in a little further, Lyla’s breath tickled the hair above his groin.

“Mm… Mmngh…”

Each time she trembled, her mouth tightened, amplifying the sensation. It was enough to make Kadis think he could stay like this forever, with her mouth wrapped around him.

“Open your mouth wider. I don’t want to hurt you.”

Lyla wanted to comply.

But she had reached her limit. Even with just the tip, her jaw felt as though it were about to dislocate.

“Damn. Your mouth is so tight.”

Fixing Lyla’s head in place with both hands, Kadis began thrusting his hips, pushing himself deeper.

It was as though he intended to carve the shape of his manhood into her throat, thrusting repeatedly.

“Mmgh… Ngh…”

As the tip scraped against her tongue, saliva pooled in her mouth. Though it didn’t spill out, blocked by the thick shaft, she could feel it sloshing around inside.

The wet sounds of her struggling turned into strange, gurgling noises as her mouth filled with saliva.

“Mmgh…”

Lyla swallowed hard, tightening her throat around him. The pressure even reached the tip, which hadn’t yet touched her throat.

“Ugh…”

Kadis’s hips froze momentarily.

“You’re trying to squeeze me dry.”

The intense pressure made Kadis frown, but then, as if struck by an idea, he firmly planted his feet on the ground.

“Mmgh?!”

Instead of moving his hips, he began moving Lyla’s head back and forth.

The effort Lyla had made to swallow her saliva became meaningless as her mouth filled with it once more. The tip now reached deeper than when Kadis had been moving his hips alone.

‘I feel dizzy… Can’t breathe…’

Before she knew it, the tip was pressing against the back of her throat.

It seemed as though it would soon force its way into her esophagus.

Lyla, powerless to resist, trembled as her eyelids fluttered. Her eyes threatened to roll back. If she let her guard down for even a moment, she felt like she might lose consciousness.

“Haah… Damn. Is there no part of you that doesn’t clench? Ugh…”

Kadis tightened his grip on her head. Her hair became tangled in his hands.

When they were intimate, her inner walls would mold themselves to fit him perfectly. Now, during this act, it felt as though his manhood was reshaping itself to fit her throat.

It was as if the act of using her mouth in this way was a sin being punished by the gods. The forbidden nature of it only heightened his arousal, and finally, Kadis cl*maxed, thrusting deep into her throat.

“Ugh…”

The fluid that spilled into her esophagus flowed straight down into her stomach.

“Haah…”

As he finished, Kadis pressed himself against the soft inner lining of her mouth, exhaling a satisfied breath.

Kadis slowly leaned backward, savoring the lingering sensation of release. With a soft pop, his massive member slipped out, leaving a thick string of milky white fluid stretching between its tip and her lips before it broke and dripped to the floor. 

Lyla hastily wiped the s*men from around her mouth, glancing nervously at Kadis as if worried he’d scold her again. 

“…!”

The moment their eyes met, a sharp pang struck her chest. 

She was the one who had been treated so harshly, so why did it feel like Kadis was the one about to cry? His eyes, glistening with the remnants of his release, were tinged with a reddish hue, creating an oddly sensual atmosphere. Lyla felt as though she had stumbled upon something she shouldn’t have seen.

A strange expression that evoked guilt.

‘He’s anxious.’

Kadis was still anxious. 

He was afraid and uncertain, worried that something might have gone wrong. Perhaps, clashing their bodies like this was the only way he could find reassurance.

Lyla wanted to alleviate his fears, to let him know that she was unharmed.

“Lord Kadis.”

Lyla opened her mouth hesitantly. The thick remnants of s*men in her mouth startled her, and she bit her lower lip in surprise. Gathering saliva and s*men together, she swallowed it down. Once again, her stomach felt heavy, filled with Kadis’s essence.

‘No, the truth is…’

It was she who wanted reassurance. 

She wanted to be held by Kadis, to satisfy her own desires. 

She had thought she had been deceiving others all this time, but in reality, she had been deceiving herself. She wanted to live truthfully now. Maybe she could start anew without leaving the North. 

She wanted to reveal the truth—that she was a woman—and spend the rest of her life with Kadis.

“Lord Kadis, I am…!”

Yes. She would tell him everything—her feelings for him. 

Resolute, Lyla lifted her head, but Kadis was already tucking his manhood back into his trousers.

“Uh… Lord Kadis?”

“What?”

Kadis responded nonchalantly to Lyla’s blinking, surprised gaze.

“Well, um… is this the end?”

As Lyla’s words sank in, Kadis let out a laugh, his shoulders shaking.

“Want me to go again?”

“W-What? No, that’s not what I meant…”

Flustered by his blunt question, Lyla stammered. Kadis cut her off firmly.

“Not here.”

“Huh? Why?”

“…Because I want to do it properly.”

Kadis glanced briefly at Lyla’s chest before turning his head away. 

Lyla, accustomed to Kadis’s usual reckless behavior, failed to notice his shy demeanor.

“Does that mean… you haven’t been doing it properly until now?”

Just yesterday, he had moved his hips like a beast. If he were to do it even more properly, wouldn’t I die? 

Imagining such a scenario, Lyla’s face turned pale.

‘What a ridiculous thought.’

As Lyla trembled, clutching her stomach, Kadis let out a sigh. 

She doesn’t even consider how hard it is for the one holding back. Was she naive or just indifferent?

Kadis irritably ran a hand through his hair and growled.

“Stop acting cute before I lose control.”

“Eek…!”

“Let’s go. I want to leave this rundown inn as soon as possible.”

Kadis slipped a hand under Lyla’s arm and effortlessly lifted her to her feet. The sight reminded him of pulling a radish from the ground, and he couldn’t help but chuckle. 

She’s so light. No wonder she could disappear in the blink of an eye if I’m not careful. 

But never again. He would never lose her again. 

Not ever.