He took Olivia’s hand and made her wrap it around the base of his p*nis that couldn’t enter. His c*ck, already wet with flowing saliva, increased in size, raising its veins in response to her clumsy, uncertain touching. With its growing size, Olivia could barely keep her eyes open and hardly breathed through her nose. Her breathing was as unstable as though she might die at any moment.

But Alois, who pushed his c*ck inside her with small thrusts of his hips, showed no intention of going easy on her. Hic, as Olivia swallowed her sobs, her throat naturally sucked in his gl*ns, and a gasp of pleasure escaped from Alois’s mouth.

“What did I……”

Alois blankly caressed the corner of Olivia’s lips. Fortunately, there were no visible tears or wounds. He couldn’t distinguish whether the memory that suddenly came to him was his own delusion or something that had actually happened. Even if it was a delusion, it was unacceptable. He felt disgusted with himself for trembling with pleasure while thrusting his c*ck into her mouth as she gasped for breath like she’s about to die.

As Alois’s expression darkened like a criminal’s and he lowered his head, Olivia thought for a moment, then took his hand and guided it to her neck.

“It’s stiff, so could you gently massage it?”

A criminal had nothing to say. Alois gently rubbed her neck and shoulders with his fingers, treating her preciously, afraid that he might aggravate any wounds. Olivia closed her eyes languidly, feeling his touch, then suddenly opened them again.

“Don’t you remember anything else?”

He wished he didn’t remember. He wished that only the moment of holding her preciously in his arms and returning to the mansion was real, and the rest was all his delusion, but cruelly, the curse didn’t completely take away Alois’s memories.

‘Ahng! Hot, mmng! Al… ois, aah.’

He grabbed both of Olivia’s wrists with one hand. He raised them up and pressed them against the mirror in front of them. Like someone being punished, Olivia had to endure the massive weight penetrating her insides with her hands forcibly raised.

‘This, mmng, slip, aah, haang.’

The mirror she leaned against was already so dirty with her juices that it didn’t reflect properly. Leaning against the mirror covered with sticky liquid, Olivia barely managed to support her constantly slipping body on tiptoe. But even this became impossible as her toes began to cramp. Olivia called out to Alois pleadingly, but he, already unable to hear anything, instead lifted one of her thighs. As the angle shifted slightly, his c*ck inside her thrust diagonally into a deeper spot. With a cry of pleasure, the inside of her thighs trembled violently.

Each time she turned her head to the side and breathed heavily without strength, a faint mist appeared and disappeared on the mirror. The mirror, dirtied by saliva and breath, was as mottled as Olivia’s skin leaning against it.

‘Ah, haa, mmng, ah!’

With each thrust of Alois’s hips, both she and the mirror squeaked and pushed backward. When his long fingers kneaded her br*asts and twisted her n*pples between his fingers, Olivia arched her back and convulsed like a fish just pulled from water. Then the mirror would shake ominously again.

‘Ah, aha, huh, huh, mmng!’

Finally, Olivia, who had been bouncing on the slippery mirror without resistance as Alois pushed, violently twisted her rigid body with her climax, and the mirror that had been precariously supporting her body fell backward and shattered. Fragments flew in all directions, and Olivia’s body staggered greatly……

As all the memories came back, Alois threw back the blanket and urgently examined Olivia’s body. His hands trembled as he checked her body, his face pale. Fortunately, there were no marks from being stabbed by sharp glass. Seeing his surprised expression, Olivia also sighed with relief. Then she embraced him and lightly touched a wound that he still seemed unaware of. Alois flinched from the sharp pain.

“When you caught me and turned your body, I wasn’t hurt. But you got wounded on your back.”

She was upset and lightly punched his shoulder with her fist. If she wasn’t hurt, he didn’t care much if his own body was slightly wounded. Rather, if all these revived memories were true, he felt he should have been hurt more to reduce his guilt.

After meticulously examining Olivia’s body, Alois wasn’t sure if he should consider this fortunate. Compared to previous heat cycles, there weren’t many wounds left on her body. However, bruises and bite marks remained where he still couldn’t properly control his strength. Alois’s expression immediately hardened. His sorrowful fingertips gently caressed the bruised skin.

“I hurt you again.”

During their intimate moments, even Olivia didn’t realize she was being wounded. The dominating lust was too great, and her fully aroused body accepted even pain as a form of pleasure. And since it was a heat cycle where reason didn’t function properly, she thought it couldn’t be helped, but ever since Alois started caring about her wounds, Olivia couldn’t ignore them either.

“Even if I say I’m fine, you’ll still be upset, won’t you?”

He silently embraced her and buried his face in her shoulder. Though large in stature, his actions were just like a child’s, so Olivia patted his back soothingly as she nestled in his arms.

“But they’re decreasing a bit, aren’t they? If we keep training, it’ll get better.”

“……”

“Besides, this time it was an unnaturally sudden heat cycle. Even during your heat cycles, you can still hear my voice, right?”

Alois slowly nodded. No matter how confused and noisy it became with the heat fever consuming his reason and controlling his body, and the voice of the curse, he could clearly hear Olivia’s voice calling him. Like a lighthouse illuminating a dark sea. He stared at Olivia as if he were a person seeing the world for the first time. How could such a being exist in this world? No, how could she be by my side?

Under his intense gaze bordering on reverence, Olivia felt shy and darted her eyes around. Finally bursting into laughter at his persistent gaze, she sat on his thigh facing him. His hands wrapped around her slender waist, supporting her, as Alois briefly tasted her lips.

“I’m sorry I was late when I promised.”

“It wasn’t your intention, so it’s okay.”

“Still. You were upset because I didn’t show up.”

As if to comfort that day’s wound, Olivia’s palm gently stroked near Alois’s chest. A warm feeling. Heat rose wherever her touch brushed.

“But I’m glad you came to find me.”

Was this something deserving of praise? Alois was momentarily confused about whether he could package his search for her outside the forest so beautifully. It was true that he went to rescue her, fearing what the administrator might have done to her, but Alois knew that even if that hadn’t been the case, he would have eventually gone out to find her.

A pain far stronger than previous betrayal. The healing wounds of the past had disappeared completely, as if burned away with hot iron, along with the pain and fear. He knew that if she had left of her own accord, he should have accepted it and remained alone, knew that was what proper love meant, but Alois couldn’t be certain if he could truly protect such love and remain behind.

“Don’t, don’t leave my side.”

He wanted to remain fully human, not a monster, forever by Olivia’s side. He wanted to be with her not as a beast who injured her during heat cycles, not as a beast who would forcibly capture and imprison her if she left, but as someone who loved her beautifully and completely, as the impressive human she wanted him to be.

“Ah, right. I had something I needed to tell you.”

At Alois’s plea, Olivia remembered what she had forgotten and composed her expression while blushing slightly. She would have preferred to hear it in a prettier, more impressive place, but this wasn’t bad either. On the morning bed after making love. Thinking this was rather sensual and atmospheric in its own way, Olivia’s eyes sparkled with anticipation.

“So did you bring the answer I want?”

The meaning of kissing, feeling each other’s body heat, desiring and exploring each other’s bodies even outside of heat cycles.

The answer he needed to give to her, who stayed because she liked him.

The definition of the new relationship they needed to build to continue being together.

“Just as you like me……”

Receiving Olivia’s expectant gaze, Alois slowly revealed the answer he had found. With the earnest hope that it was the correct answer she so desired.

“I love you too.”

A bright smile slowly appeared on Olivia’s face as she stared at him. Her eyes, which had been staring intently, wanting to remember every movement of his lips, grew moist with tears of excitement and joy.

“So stay by my side……”

“Alois. Will you be my lover?”

Olivia decisively cut off Alois’s urgent words. The order is wrong. Soothing Alois as he became impatient, Olivia said “Hmm?” and waited for his answer again. Ah. Alois sighed deeply and kissed her. He tasted her lips repeatedly, moistening them and mixing their breaths.

“Yes. As much as you want.”

As he answered, Alois realized he had received permission. The qualification to stay by her side without any contract or coercion. If it meant being tamed and staying by her side for life, Alois promised before Olivia that he would gladly wear the collar named “lover.”