CHAPTER 5 – For the Abandoned Innocence (Part 1)

The fragrance of the mint is in the air. It has a refreshing and clean scent.

Her lips were soft and velvety.

Even at first glance, those small lips, when actually kissed, felt like jelly. It was exactly like that, a sweet taste coming out every time he sucked on them.

[Mmm….]

A moan that sounded like a groan escaped. Cedric tightened his grip on her thin waist, pressing his lower body firmly against hers.

Under the tight clerical robe, his g*nitals were tightly pressed against the flat lower abdomen of the slender woman.

Ugh, even the slightest stimulation was intense for Cedric.

Just a little more… just a little more.

Unconsciously, he found himself rubbing against her lower abdomen. His c*ck, which had been stretched along the left thigh, had gradually hardened and slowly poked its head up.

[Cedric, this is too hasty… It’s not even our first night.]

Cedric didn’t miss the moment when she, surprised, tried to subtly pull away. Sucking in her shy tongue between her jelly-like lips, he simultaneously grabbed her cute a$s.

[Ah!]

As he pulled her towards him, her slender body eagerly responded.

[Tell me what you want.]

[Let’s do something else on our first night, not this.]

[Not this?]

[I want to suck you… right now.]

Ah, the sense of cl*max overwhelmed him. The woman’s lips, whispering urgently with sparkling eyes, were flushed red.

[Will you put mine in that mouth of yours?]

[Yes, my love.]

His heart felt like it was going to burst. Cedric tore his clothes off, almost ripping them off. She looked up at him with an admiring gaze, slowly parting her small lips.

[I’m ready, Cedric, darling.]

Cedric was always in the position of looking down on his opponent. Being exceptionally handsome and tall and coming from the noble Edelgard family as the son of the Duke, he was not only a lord but also a noble in the court. He was the object of admiration even among his peers in the knight’s order.

Looking down on someone was nothing new for him, but the person kneeling in front of him now was quite special.

Well, she was the woman who had dominated his entire adolescence.

His entire body boiled with need. As he roughly pulled down his underwear and pulled out his p*nis, she stuck her tongue out long and hard as if she’d been waiting for it. Then, with a mischievous smile, she looked up at him.

[Please put it in my mouth. Right here, on my tongue…]

Unable to resist, Cedric thrust his pillar into the woman’s mouth. She effortlessly engulfed the forearm-sized sh*ft all the way to the root.

[Ah! Goodness!]

Holding her head tight, Cedric rocked his hips back and forth like an animal, her cheeks hollowing out. The sensation of tightness reached the tip of his head.

[Swallow it all. Suck me until it’s all out……].

This was certainly not a phrase that would normally come out of his mouth. However, Cedric lost in ecstasy, had no room to be surprised by the current situation.

He plunged into an endless cl*max.

[I love you, Cedric.]

He was flying above the clouds without wings.

[I love you so much… I’ve always loved you, my love.]

In the midst of the tremendous pl*asure, somewhere, a clear bell rang.

Ding, ding, ding…….

Cedric’s eyes fluttered open.

Dusky dawn light seeped through the parted curtains. Angels leaping across the elegant ceiling painting and intricately carved sculptures on the ivory walls came into view one after another.

“Damn it….”

Again.

This damn nightmare…

* * *

Damp pants and unpleasant residues.

Cedric woke up with the worst feeling. Although it was an unconscious act, the guilt pressed down on his entire body.

It had been going on for days.

A great comrade and a woman who liked him. Moreover, having such a filthy dream with a sincere and loyal priestess as the partner. How could he have such a disgraceful dream?

It’s not like he was in the midst of adolescence, and to have such a dream again…

Underwear soaked with milky s*men mocked him. He couldn’t believe how d*sgusting it was to feel his still-hard c*ck soaking through his pants.

Cedric gripped the thick sh*ft, which rose stiffly to his navel, in a punishingly tight grip.

He wondered if he should …… just cut it off.

He’d rather do that if he could. Cedric had always lived a life of self-restraint, a life of complete control.

However, this greedy and uncontrollable filthy flesh was mockingly destroying his clean everyday life.

“To the Lord, I humbly pray… please take pity on this foolish soul and prevent it from committing any more sins….”

Cedric laid his hand on the Bible next to his console and prayed a confessional prayer. But the enticing face of the woman he had seen in his dream still flickered before his eyes.

‘This is truly madness. How could I have such a dream against someone I knew so well?’

“…I’m sorry, Lilian.”

She had no idea. That it was she who was the object of his lustful dreams.

Moreover, in this damn nightmare, he was the epitome of depravity. In reality, Cedric would never utter the filthy and repulsive words he did in the dream. He demanded lewd acts from her, things he would never even think of saying, let alone doing.

It was unbelievable. Cedric had never entertained such fantasies about Lillian, even when shaking his own m*mber with his hand, he had compulsively avoided such thoughts. It wasn’t proper etiquette.

So how could he dream such vulgar and shameless dreams?

Of course, he knew that even fantasizing about Lilian in that way was highly inappropriate. However, he swore that it wasn’t his intention.

For several days, suffering from these feverish dreams, Cedric had even resorted to tying a rope around his manhood as a desperate measure. He figured that if he physically blocked his er*ect*on, he wouldn’t be able to ej*culate, and he’d stop having nightmares about Lillian. He felt so pathetic and miserable for doing this, but Cedric was desperate.

But as if to mock his resolve, the nightmares on that night became even more perverted and relentless.

Doubting whether a vile demon had attached itself to him, Cedric went straight to Priest Johann the next day to seek confirmation. Fortunately or unfortunately, there were no signs of any ominous premonitions.

He would have been relieved if it had been the ghosts of the battlefield that were giving him these nightmares, and Cedric would have willingly offered his body for an exorcism if it meant resolving the ghostly apparitions.

It was challenging for Cedric to admit that he was completely sane. The fact that his subconscious had desired her so intensely was difficult to acknowledge.

His desires manifested through the dreams that had been persisting for several days.

Since the day Lilian had come to his office and thrown bomb-like threats, not a single day had passed without these vivid dreams.