Chapter 1 – Part 8

Reina was so startled that she closed her eyes tightly, having no time to prepare herself for whether the necklace would change color.

She wanted to calm down and check the necklace’s color.

“Lady Reina?”

Patrick’s voice was filled with confusion at her strange behavior.

“Oh, I guess I’m still not feeling well.”

Reina pretended to be unwell, placing her hand on her forehead and slightly opening her eyes. With the hope that the color would change, she slowly lowered her gaze.

But.

If they were sexually compatible, the gemstone should have turned red, but it remained unchanged….

Reflecting the moonlight, it sparkled with a transparent light, indicating that her insides were inadequate to accommodate his massive size.

Reina looked at the transparent gemstone with a hollow gaze.

I can’t contain him….

She felt an inexplicable sense of disappointment and her confidence plummeted. A deep sigh escaped her lips.

Why am I like this? It’s not like I even like him.

“Are you alright?”

Seeing her suddenly downcast, Patrick asked with worried eyes, not knowing the reason.

“I’m fine.”

She answered, showing him her palm, and walked past him, leaving him standing there in surprise.

“Lady Reina…?”

Whatever expression he was making behind her didn’t matter. She didn’t want to see his face or talk to him right now.

She heard his voice calling her from behind, but she walked toward the mansion without looking back.

* * *

If s*xual compatibility naturally draws people to each other, then what about me?

Lying on her bed, Reina stared blankly at the ceiling. Then she shifted her gaze to the necklace in her hand.

Thinking about how it had remained transparent in front of Patrick made her feel heavy-hearted.

What strong force beyond willpower…. The fact that the color hadn’t changed seemed to indicate her one-sided interest.

Realizing that she was just drowning in lewd fantasies by herself left her feeling bitter.

At the same time, she felt it was unfair that she was the only one imagining the knight commander n*ked. She wished he would experience the same mental turmoil and distress.

Would I feel better if I showed my n*ked body to the commander and made him fall into absurd fantasies like me?

The problem was that even if she suddenly appeared in front of him and stripped, there was no guarantee that Patrick would have erotic thoughts.

She might end up being labeled a perverted lady trying to harass the commander.

Moreover, if this got out, her mother would undoubtedly drag her away and issue a ban on approaching the knights.

“Sigh.”

Reina let out a big sigh. She gripped the necklace tightly.

“I shouldn’t have followed. I shouldn’t have gone…. If I knew this would happen, I wouldn’t have followed secretly.”

She wished she hadn’t seen the necklace either.

Even after realizing that the color hadn’t changed, Patrick’s presence still caused turmoil in her mind. Reina began to regret her reckless actions.

She had tried various things to satisfy her curiosity before, but she had never regretted her actions. This was the first time.

So, she finally understood that excessive curiosity could be harmful.

“But the water has already been spilled; there’s no way to gather it back….”

Unless she gouged out her eyes and removed her brain, she couldn’t erase the image of the king-sized club lingering in her mind.

Even though we aren’t sexually compatible! So why does it keep popping up?

She didn’t know how to describe this indescribable sensation, which only made it more bothersome. Anyone would think she had fallen in love at first sight with Patrick’s… part.

No. There’s no way I’m such a pervert!

Reina absolutely refused to acknowledge that. Her pride wouldn’t allow it.

“I just happened to see several at once, and his was the most impressive, so my eyes were drawn to it.”

Although her mind remained unsettled, Reina wanted to force herself to a conclusion. She thought everything would be resolved with time.

But she immediately contradicted herself.

What’s the point of drawing a conclusion when Patrick’s image still vividly appears before her eyes?

Am I supposed to just stay still while feeling this tormented?

Waiting for it to fade away on its own seemed unreasonable. So, it was better to find another way to shake off that day’s events from her mind.

Ah! Maybe seeing another man’s large member would make it better?

Suddenly, a good solution popped into Reina’s head. It was to see another person’s large member.

If she got used to seeing large members, she might stop thinking about the captain’s manhood. Then the halo she saw around him might also disappear.

It might be a ridiculous idea, but it could be a quicker solution than waiting indefinitely for his image to fade from her memory.

The problem, however, was that she couldn’t just go up to anyone and say, ‘Show me yours.’ Moreover, finding someone with a size comparable to Patrick’s wouldn’t be easy.

Even though she had seen many knights’ members in the order, only one had caught her eye. The rest were just not….

At the very least, it had to be larger than what she saw then, or at least similar. The problem was that it was hard to find by eye, and she couldn’t just ask someone to show it.

Unless one is a pervert, who could ask for such a thing? The only other way would be to ask someone who wouldn’t mind doing something embarrassing.

Come to think of it, she heard that Kyle, Richelle’s lover and a former priest who used to teach the three Lennox sisters, has a large member.

She remembered Richelle mentioning it in passing when she went to ask about the necklace. But if she asked Kyle to show her, Richelle would half-kill her.

‘But the only big one I know is Kyle’s….’

After much contemplation, Reina eventually went to find Richelle.

“What’s it like dating a man with a large member?”

“….”

Richelle seemed at a loss for words at Reina’s blunt question as soon as she saw her. Instead of answering, she just gave Reina a bewildered look.

“I-I’m just curious.”

Feeling guilty as the silence dragged on, Reina tried to use curiosity as an excuse instead of a poor justification.

“….”

But Richelle still didn’t say anything. After a few minutes of silence, she finally spoke, seemingly in disbelief.

“You…! You’ve just become an adult. You’ve only recently debuted in society, and you’re already thinking about s*x?”

“I-I’m just curious, that’s all.”

Flustered by Richelle’s scolding, Reina stammered.

“Haa…. I know you’re curious about many things, but don’t you think it’s too soon?”

“I’m an adult now. I can be curious. Isn’t that right?”

Reina argued with an indignant look.

“What exactly are you curious about? What do you want to know to ask such a strange question?”

Richelle asked, as if deciding whether to answer after hearing her out.

“…Can I see Kyle’s member just once? I just want to see what a large one looks like.”

After a moment of hesitation, Reina finally spoke, and Richelle’s gaze turned deadly.

“What? Wait a minute. Did I hear you wrong…? Whose?”

Richelle shook her head, trying to deny the name she had heard.

“I asked if I could just see Kyle’s once….”

Seeing Richelle’s fierce reaction, Reina trailed off.

“….”

Another silence followed, but this time the atmosphere turned cold.

“Just once. Okay? I’ll only look for a second. Just for a second and then I’ll give it back.”

When Richelle didn’t respond, Reina started pleading, and Richelle, feeling dizzy, held her forehead.

“Just for a second. Isn’t that okay?”

Richelle, who had been bowing her head, looked up and glared sharply at her sister.

“Do you want me to grab you by the hair? Are you targeting my man because there are no other men around?”

Richelle’s eyes were already filled with enough murderous intent to have killed at least one person.

“I-I’m not after him. I’m just curious….”

Feeling intimidated, Reina avoided her gaze and bowed her head.

“You’re not in your right mind. Should I splash you with cold water to wake you up? What’s so interesting about that? If you want to see it, read a book! I’ll get you one if you want.”

Richelle didn’t know this, but Reina already had a stack of books that reached the ceiling. So there was hardly anything new to read.

“N-Not a book. I want to see it in real life.”