Rian lifted her effortlessly. Belita’s breathing was rough, showing how much she had drunk. Feeling her breath on his neck, Rian hurriedly headed to her room. Now that he had made up his mind, he had no more reservations.
As soon as they entered the room, unable to control their heated bodies, Belita and Rian kissed repeatedly while undressing each other. Once the fire was lit, the intense heat began to burn uncontrollably. Even so, Rian looked at her through narrowed eyes and thought,
I have no idea what’s going on. I don’t understand how this situation came about. I only intended to maintain an appropriate distance, respecting her and being respected as husband and wife. Since I wanted neither love nor her body, I thought that was enough.
But today, that line was crossed. Intoxicated, she had entered the boundary he had drawn. Though he could have stopped her, he didn’t push her away. Surprisingly, kissing her was more intoxicating than repulsive.
He hated the touch of a woman’s flesh. Seeing a woman moaning and writhing in pleasure reminded him of scenes he didn’t want to recall. So why was this woman fine? Because they were married? Far from recalling unpleasant memories, he felt like he was losing his mind. Despite years of celibacy, Rian had completely fallen for Belita.
As they kissed until their lips swelled, it was as if his sealed lust had awakened. The deeper the kiss, the more his thirst for greater pleasure grew. To satisfy this lacking sensation, he bit and sucked on her slender neck while grabbing her br*asts.
“Hngh…! Rian….”
“……!”
Suddenly, Rian’s movements stopped abruptly. His name from her lips sounded terribly unfamiliar. The woman who had always respectfully called him “Your Grace” was now calling his name with unusual familiarity. Moreover, it sounded so natural coming from her lips, as if she had been saying it for a long time.
Come to think of it, she had been calling him by name since they were in the dining room. Earlier, he had been too shocked by the sudden kiss to notice….
‘Did I allow this while drunk? Even so, how can she say it so naturally?’
His body, mounted on Belita’s stomach, awkwardly paused. With his mind tangled in complexity and lust, he couldn’t fully immerse himself in the situation. Then, Belita’s words cleared his complicated thoughts completely.
“Hmm…. More… More…. Hold me tighter like before….”
“……!”
Rian’s eyes widened as Belita pulled at his neck, desperately clinging to him. But her words didn’t end there.
“Mmm…. You said you’d do it to me hotly. It’s not hot at all. If you brought me here before the drinking was over, you should take responsibility…! And why aren’t you saying you love me today…? Did you get bored already…?”
As Belita mumbled incomprehensibly with her heavily slurred tongue, something snapped in Rian’s mind. Anger began to rise as intensely as his lust had. This must have been the inexplicable anger he had felt earlier. Under his coldly lowered gaze, Rian’s lips twisted fiercely.
“……I never knew my wife had this side to her.”
“So you hate it…? And why are you imitating that person again? Who do you think you’re fooling…?”
“That person…… I have no idea what you’re talking about, but let’s ask about that tomorrow when you’re sober. For now, let me give you what you want.”
I can’t hold back anymore either.
Swallowing his last words, Rian devoured Belita’s lips.
“Ah…. Mmph.”
He fiercely covered her lips and roughly intertwined their tongues. He glared as she eagerly sucked on his angry tongue while moaning.
‘Was she always like this? Has she been acting in front of me all this time? Are you the same kind of woman as her?’
His anger boiled over. He gritted his teeth at the inexplicable sense of betrayal. The woman before him began to look repulsive. It felt like scenes he didn’t want to see were playing out before his eyes. But why am I acting like this? He couldn’t control himself. Instinct had devoured reason, and his body was uncontrollably desperate for her. He didn’t want to do this, yet he felt like he would go mad with desire.
“Damn it!”
“Aah!”
He bit into Belita’s br*ast as if he would tear it apart, then spread her legs wide. When was the last time he had been this aroused by lust? His entire body tingled with this unfamiliar sensation, and his heart raced chaotically.
Though he found the panting woman under his touch hateful, he couldn’t take his eyes off her. He wanted to splash water on her to bring her to her senses and question her, but his body wouldn’t listen. Even as his reason screamed no, his body desperately wanted her.
He rubbed his enraged c*ck against her lower body. He licked his lips while coating his member with her abundantly flowing wetness. He had no idea she was such a lewd woman. Yet he slowly began to fill her with his body.
“Ahng…! Rian……!”
“Kugh!”
The woman’s inner flesh was so hot that he felt like he would lose his mind. He barely managed to hold back from climaxing several times by gritting his teeth. The sight of the woman constantly squeezing his c*ck, moaning seductively, and trembling her eyelids was both unfamiliar and captivating.
However, while his body was intoxicated, his mind grew increasingly cold. The more he saw her seductive appearance, the more her words kept circling in his mind.
‘Hold me tighter like before….’
A grinding sound came from between Rian’s teeth. He had naturally assumed she was a virgin. Even after hearing those words earlier, he had dismissed them. That’s why he had tried to move as gently as possible, fearing he might hurt her. But she truly wasn’t a virgin. Not just from her words, but seeing how easily she took his c*ck made it clear. And now she was mocking him to his face by calling his name. His anger surged.
‘Did she have an affair? Since when?’
Bang!
“Agh…! Rian, it hurts. Hng…”
Tears formed in her eyes as he thrust into her roughly, consumed by anger. Only then did Rian come to his senses, momentarily pausing his movements and exhaling deeply. He found it difficult to control his emotions as anger kept boiling up. Her strange words and mockery kept circling in his mind. And he was desperately curious about who that man was.
“Haa…. Rian, hurry….”
“……”
The thrusting that slowly resumed was gentler than before. Though it was an act devoid of any emotion or meaning, Belita gripped Rian’s shoulders, trembling and moaning.
Everything felt unfamiliar—her bouncing br*asts, the way her inner flesh tightly gripped his c*ck, and the expression of pleasure on her face from his movements. However, he couldn’t deny how good it felt to be joined with her now. The problem was that as his lust boiled over, so did his anger. Though she was calling his name, she was mistaking him for another man.
With an expressionless face, he grabbed Belita’s br*asts. In response, Belita’s body became even more seductive. The more forcefully he thrust his hips, the more her moans turned to cries of pleasure. As though she desired something more intense, she looked at him with yearning eyes and continued to moan. She was lewd and lascivious. Like a beast thoroughly trained by men. Like that woman.
The modest and timid woman was nowhere to be seen; today, Belita was completely raw and uninhibited.
“Hngh…! Ri, Rian…. I, I think I’m coming…. Hic, what should I do…!”
“……”
Despite Belita’s desperate cries, Rian continued to move his hips without responding. His eyes were fixed on her ecstatic expression as he moved mechanically. It felt good but not good. He wanted to fully feel her body, but he couldn’t. Rian’s expression grew increasingly distorted due to all the questions swirling in his mind.
“Haaang…! Hngh, haa…! W-wait, Rian. Rian…!”
After ruthlessly penetrating her body with incredibly violent movements, Rian soon released his lust inside Belita. Then he withdrew and gathered his clothes. He had no desire to hold or comfort her. He only wished for the sun to rise quickly and for her to come to her senses. He had too many questions. Thoroughly angry, Rian bit his lip tightly and left Belita’s room.
* * *
“Ugh, my head….”
Waking up late, Belita grabbed her throbbing head and gulped down the water at her bedside.
Ugh, how much did I drink? She grumbled, trying to recall yesterday. But she couldn’t remember anything about what had happened. She seemed to recall talking with Rian about something, but she couldn’t even remember what they had done.
Feeling something was off, she lifted the blanket to find herself n*ked, and the area between her thighs was still mysteriously damp. The man who always cleaned her after their encounters had disappeared today without any aftercare.
“Ha, what on earth happened……”
Holding her throbbing forehead, Belita tried hard to recall last night. But still, she couldn’t remember anything.
“Sigh, forget it…. It was probably just what we always do, why bother trying to remember? Ugh…. My head hurts. But where did he go? Did he already leave…?”
- dorothea
feeling burnt out. updates for some novels will be slow please understand(ㅅ•́ ₃•̀)