Though he was grumbling as if annoyed, there was a strange pleasure in his tone. His monologue continued.
“Is it because of those words? Have I been brainwashed?”
“……”
“Perhaps I’m feeling anxious because of this bastard.”
I hope he hasn’t gone even crazier from hitting his head…….
Belita was secretly worried about the man’s condition as he kept muttering endlessly. While concerned that he might have seriously injured his head, she also wondered why he was acting this way.
“Belita.”
“……”
With her face buried in the man’s firm chest, she couldn’t even answer. But it seemed he wasn’t expecting a response, as Rian just kept talking. However, his unexpected words made Belita’s heart pound again.
“I love you.”
“……”
Another silence fell. But this time, two strong drumbeats resonated between their pressed chests. There was no need to figure out whose they were. Two heartbeats in syncopated rhythm couldn’t come from a single heart.
“They say words become seeds, and it seems the seed has grown and blossomed already.”
“Mmph…! Ha…!”
Belita, who had been holding her breath for quite some time, couldn’t hold it any longer and pushed against his chest to breathe in. But after inhaling, Rian’s lips were again too close. His yellow eyes flickered ominously.
“I thought you were an ordinary wildflower, but you turned out to be a flower of seduction containing an aphrodisiac.”
“Rian, are you in a lot of pa—mmph!”
Surprised by the sudden kiss, Belita grabbed his shoulders and widened her eyes. Unlike the gentle hands caressing her stiffened body, his rough tongue invaded her mouth chaotically, twisting around her own. His hot breath made her lungs feel like they were melting. When she was about to suffocate, he removed his lips and stared at her. Belita looked back at him, breathing heavily.
“I think I’m addicted to you.”
“?”
“I mean I’ve fallen for your scent.”
“?”
“It seems.”
Rian pulled Belita’s body up and, with their faces closer, cupped her cheek and pressed his forehead against hers.
“I think I’ve really fallen in love. But it’s not just fun like I thought it would be.”
“!”
“My emotions are going wild.”
“……”
His eyes trembled slightly. He sucked in his lower lip and released it, then said more strange things.
“When I see you, my heart feels like it’s going to burst.”
“……”
This time, he gently swallowed her upper lip, released it, and whispered again.
“When you’re not around, I keep thinking about your face crying out on my c*ck all day.”
“!”
After kissing the bridge of her reddened nose, he contorted his face this time.
“When I got hurt today, I thought: if I disappeared like this, would you be happy?”
“……”
“It’s only natural, but it made me feel awful. My wife hates the madman that I am. But what should I do? I think I’ve become even more of a madman.”
“Rian……”
“I think I’ve gone completely mad for you.”
After gently swallowing her lips once more and releasing them, Rian tickled Belita’s lips with his tongue and quietly threatened:
“So my wife has to take responsibility. You’re the only woman who would accept a madman like me. So take responsibility for me.”
He rambled on with his monologue-like speech for quite some time, then stopped talking altogether. He just gazed at her silently before joining their lips again.
She thought she understood what his words meant, but Belita couldn’t believe it. Yet she wanted to ask. Exactly what his feelings were. And he would probably rebuke her again.
‘Do I have to explain everything in words for you to understand?’ he would say…….
I need to hear things explained clearly to understand. When you speak in circles like that, I can’t be sure of anything.
Swallowing the words she couldn’t speak because of his lips blocking hers, Belita embraced Rian’s neck. His lips were so sensual, his embrace crushing her body so intense, his kisses so passionate as though he wanted to devour her every breath and so hot that Belita decided to pretend, just for this moment, that he truly loved her.
The kiss that started gently gradually became wetter. The quiet room was filled only with the sensual sounds of swallowing each other’s saliva and moans escaping between their entwined tongues and shared breaths.
Rian’s large hand lifted her skirt and entered her underwear, grabbing her b*ttocks. As he squeezed firmly and pulled her close, she could clearly feel Rian’s hard manhood. Belita wrapped her legs around his waist and clung to him even more. As if even the slightest gap was regrettable, the bodies of the man and woman were completely pressed together.
The kiss that began with them caressing each other’s cheeks became even wetter from the moment Rian gripped the back of her head. The increasingly heated atmosphere demanded stronger pleasure. Rian, who had been continuously touching and kneading her body, suddenly sat up and eagerly removed Belita’s clothes.
While raising her arms and lifting her hips to help him undress her more easily, Belita took advantage of the brief pause to ask with worried eyes.
“Rian, I don’t think you should overdo it. Is your head okay?”
“My head isn’t the problem. Right now my c*ck is about to burst.”
“……”
“You’re not trying to refuse now, are you? That wouldn’t be a very good idea.”
“……Pfft. As if I’d risk seeing what kind of madman would appear if I refused now. I don’t want to be bitten anymore.”
At Belita’s words, Rian’s movements abruptly stopped. Belita’s body was already n*ked, and Rian, who was just about to remove his pants, stared intently at her eyes. Belita flinched momentarily at his suddenly chilled atmosphere.
“Are you… angry?”
“Yes.”
“Ah…. That’s not what I meant.”
“I’m angry at myself, wondering how much I must have acted like a madman for you to think such thoughts even in a moment like this.”
“……”
“So that’s why you’re still so easily frightened of me.”
“Rian……”
Unlike before, Rian slowly removed his pants and fell silent for a moment. Feeling like she had ruined the mood with unnecessary words, Belita watched him nervously.
The man, who had now removed even his underwear, lay back down. His expression remained serious.
Though she wondered if he was very angry, she felt somewhat relieved when he pulled her into his arms. The overheated atmosphere had completely subsided, and only an uncomfortable silence continued. As Belita fidgeted, not knowing what to do, she was startled when the man suddenly raised his upper body over her.
Rian’s brows furrowed at Belita’s visibly startled reaction. His eyebrows twitched and his straight lips hardened into a line. She knew why he was acting this way, but she couldn’t control her body’s automatic reactions.
“This has always been your reaction whenever you see me.”
“……”
“And I’m the one who made you like this.”
“Rian……”
“But I can’t help it. Even if you hate me, I have no intention of letting you go now.”
At his resolute words, her heart, which had momentarily calmed, began to race loudly again.
“So give up any thoughts of running away and try to love me. I think I’ve already started, so I’ll wait for you.”
“Rian……”
“Don’t be afraid of me. It seems this madman truly loves you now. Even a madman doesn’t mistreat the woman he loves.”
Impossible. Could Rian really…?
“I love you, Belita.”
“……”
“But don’t make me wait too long. I might go crazy and wild again.”
“Hnngh.”
It didn’t take long for the cooled atmosphere to heat up again.
Belita, embracing Rian’s neck, answered with a hug instead of words. She couldn’t hastily reveal feelings she hadn’t properly confirmed yet. It was true that her feelings toward him had changed from before, but she couldn’t definitively call it love yet. Above all, she wasn’t even sure whose feelings had changed. However, the one thing certain now was that she wanted to believe his confession was sincere.
Rian’s lower body throbbed and stiffened even more at Belita’s proactive behavior. Though he was heated enough to want to thrust into her right away, Rian decided to focus on Belita’s pleasure.
As he kissed from her head to her toes and imprinted his marks on every inch of her skin, he thought: he would draw red marks on her snow-white skin and make her cry out at his touch. He would set her entire body on fire until she wanted it herself. Rian hoped the woman in his arms would desire him as much as he desired her.
While they kissed desperately and focused on each other, Rian’s hand moved toward Belita’s wet entrance. He signaled the beginning of the night by gently stroking her already soaking red flesh.
Today, Rian’s caresses were exceptionally intense and sensual. He moistened her entire body with his saliva, stamping it with his lips. Wherever his lips touched, he sucked and pulled with a “pop,” creating red marks. He had left his traces all over her skin to the point that finding white skin was more difficult.
Was it because she heard his true feelings…? Every time his lips touched her, her entire body burned as if on fire. Her heart swelled and tremors ran through her without pause. Whether from the unbearable pleasure or his confession, tears formed in her eyes and rolled down.
“Aah…. Hng!”
“My wife has no part that isn’t beautiful. Your redness looks just like a ripe fruit cut in half.”
“Haah, Rian….”
- dorothea
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