At Rian’s sudden harsh words, Belita’s heart raced even more violently. As the man revealed his true colors in his expression and tone, Belita’s nose stung again and tears welled up. The courage that had been welling up was powerless before a fierce beast. In front of Crazy Rian, she was not a mother, but just a powerless woman.
“Huh…. Un-until the w-winter… rainy season, I’ll stay. I will definitely give birth to this child. No matter how much you hate it, I will give birth. So! Until then, please, just bear with me until then. I won’t tell anyone it’s your child, and, and also…. I will ne-never appear before y-you again…. S-so. Eek!”
Suddenly pushed down onto the bed with her arms restrained, the man dominated over her trembling body. The sound of teeth grinding through fiercely twisted lips was frightening. His cold gaze, looking as if he would kill her, seemed to strangle her neck. It felt like he would bite her body and take out the child whole at any moment.
“Who decided that.”
At Rian’s cold voice, the tears that had welled up finally flowed down her cheeks to her ears.
“You’re running away again? And you dare to take my precious child with you?”
Belita’s frightened eyes widened like saucers at the man’s words, each one chewed out.
At Belita’s tears flowing without pause, Rian abruptly stood up and roughly messed up his hair. This wasn’t what he had intended, but he had momentarily lost his temper at the woman’s words rejecting him. He had come to apologize for yesterday, to honestly share his feelings, and to discuss future matters. But things had gone wrong again. This wretched personality had hurt her again from the start.
“Haah…. I’m sorry.”
“Sob….”
Indignation rose in his chest at the sight of the woman painfully biting her lip as if she didn’t want to show even her bursting cries, struggling to get up. Until yesterday, she had overlooked whatever he did, but now she had suddenly turned cold, and he didn’t know how to handle it.
“Belita.”
“Get out.”
“Let’s talk.”
“I have nothing to say!”
The woman’s shoulders, trembling as she buried her face in both hands and sobbed after shouting, looked especially fragile today. Rian, who had been standing blankly as if at a loss for words, raised his head and let out a deep sigh.
‘Just leave for now.’
‘……No.’
‘My wife is suffering. Why did you lose your temper out of nowhere? I said I would talk to her!’
‘I stepped in because I was afraid you might talk nonsense again. So just stay quiet.’
‘Haah…. Don’t cross the line anymore. If you act violently one more time, I’ll leave.’
‘Couples’ fights are resolved physically. Watch and learn.’
‘What? What are you trying to do now!’
With a crooked smile at the corner of his mouth, whatever he was thinking, Rian fixed his disheveled hair and looked at her. For some reason, he felt bitter at the sight of the woman still shaking her shoulders and swallowing her tears, so sorrowful. But he was not one to back down like this. As a crazy person, he needed to charge in and resolve things on the spot to feel satisfied.
For now, he decided to approach gently. Squatting in front of Belita who was curled up crying, Rian called her with the gentlest voice he could muster.
“Belita.”
“……”
“Look at me. I really have something to say.”
“……”
“It’s really important.”
“I told you I have nothing to say.”
Rian’s mouth twitched at Belita’s firm voice as she remained curled up and spoke decisively. Suppressing his impatient temperament as much as possible, he addressed her again.
“Alright. I understand, but just look at me first.”
“……”
“Hmm? Let me see your face. Don’t you think the baby will be sad if you cry like this?”
“……”
“Haah….”
Belita’s shoulders flinched at the sigh that escaped again. It seemed there was no solution this way.
‘Then there’s no choice. I’ll have to do it my way.’
“Belita.”
This time, unlike before, he revealed Crazy Rian’s voice completely. At this, her fragile shoulders trembled even more noticeably than before. A sinister look settled in his cold eyes. And Font’s words that had encouraged him flowed through his mind.
‘Moderate activity won’t be bad for the mother or the baby. The baby will feel exactly what the mother feels. But nothing too intense. You need to be careful in the early stages.’
‘The emotions the mother feels…. This is serious. She gets excited with just a little touch, is it okay for the baby to feel all these emotions?’
Though slightly worried, he thought this was the only way now. Above all, the arousal he had been suppressing since yesterday morning began to burn again.
“I apologize in advance.”
“……”
“I guess I’m a hopeless man.”
What on earth was he saying? Not understanding but feeling ominous, Belita slowly raised her head. She instinctively sensed the sinister undertone in his voice.
“I told you. When you act like this, I get turned on.”
“!”
“Shall we first have the conversation we couldn’t have yesterday?”
“What…?”
“With our bodies, of course.”
“Eek!”
Having struggled to get up only to be laid back down again, Belita’s eyes widened as she watched the man removing his pants in front of her.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
“Talking.”
“Th-then why are you taking off your clothes!”
“I have to undress. It’s a conversation with our bodies. Wait a moment, I’ll undress you soon.”
“Are you crazy!?”
The man, who pushed her back down as she tried to get up abruptly and mounted her, grinned as he unbuttoned his shirt one by one. Who knows how long it had been in that state, but his ferocious c*ck throbbed and moved, tapping against her lower abdomen.
“St-stop it!”
“You should have listened when I asked nicely. What were you thinking, making a crazy man even crazier?”
“D-don’t do it!”
The negligee she had barely put on before falling asleep was rolled up by the man’s skillful hands, and eventually came off her body completely. Her hands trembled as they barely covered her voluptuously raised br*asts and dark pubic hair. Goosebumps rose all over Belita’s body at his hot gaze slowly sweeping down, as if appreciating her feminine form.
“First, shall we say hello?”
“?”
“I didn’t properly greet our child yesterday because I was flustered. And I’m going to let the child feel this father’s love now, so it would be a shame if it were sleeping.”
“Ri-Rian? Ahh!”
The man who had been straddling her slender legs moved down from the bed. Suddenly he pulled her legs straight down and burrowed between them, abruptly kissing below her navel. While he had roughly pulled her down, his kisses on her flat stomach were extremely careful. Then, bringing his hands together and kissing her belly, he spoke as if whispering in the baby’s ear.
“Well done for arriving safely and sprouting.”
“……”
“How is it in there? Cramped, right? Understand, your mother’s lower parts are quite narrow.”
“Rian!”
“Yes?”
“What are you saying to the baby!”
“It’s true that it’s tight, isn’t it? Still struggling even after taking my c*ck so many times. But how suffocating must it be for a child in such a narrow place? I wonder if it can even breathe. It will be good for both you and the baby if I widen the path for the child in advance.”
“Ha!”
She couldn’t understand what bizarre act this was from the man who had been so horrified yesterday and left in anger. As if he hadn’t finished what he wanted to say, Rian’s lips touched her lower abdomen again.
“Yesterday I was too flustered, so I’m only greeting you now. Will you understand? It’s my first time becoming a father, so I was confused.”
……He didn’t hate it…?
“And if you had shown that you were here, I wouldn’t have put you in danger.”
Danger…? What danger did he cause?
“I was shocked because I thought you were in danger, so don’t feel too hurt.”
It was unfamiliar to see Rian speaking in such an uncharacteristically awkward manner. And Belita became increasingly confused by his unbelievable words. She couldn’t tell what his true feelings were. Soon, at Rian’s next words, she held her breath.
“Nice to meet you, baby. This father is very happy that you came. Though it’s sudden, I’ll work hard to prepare to be a father and wait for you. I’ll try to fix this wretched illness so you won’t be startled.”
“Hic!”
Tears welled up again and flowed down drop by drop, and the sob that was about to burst out was muffled by her hand, with only a little escaping. At Rian’s unexpected words, Belita broke down in an unsightly manner. It felt as if all the pain in her heart from the night before was melting away like snow at that single statement, even though it was hard to believe.
“Oh dear, your mother is such a crybaby. From now on, this father needs to comfort your mother, so you just feel plenty of this father’s love. I’ll greet you properly again later.”
Only then did Rian rise and overlap her body over her belly. Careful not to put pressure on her stomach, he rubbed his skin against hers and kissed her cheeks all over.
“Why are you crying? Are you jealous because I was only affectionate to the child?”
“……”
“From now on, I’ll be affectionate only to my wife. So will you stop crying?”
“……You…. Tell me honestly.”
“What?”
“The baby…. You didn’t hate it?”
- dorothea
feeling burnt out. updates for some novels will be slow please understand(ㅅ•́ ₃•̀)
Nous_Defions
Finally, we’re getting somewhere… Literally, baby steps…
On the other hand, Rian’s 2 personalities actually each have their own merits. While GD Rian was cold, he did remember little things about her, like when he noticed how Belita lit up before when she asked to help manage the household. Although it was shot down immediately, GD Rian noticed that seemingly unoticeable shift in her demeanor. It was a sudden realization, but he found that it was something that actually made her happy. Meanwhile, Crazy Rian, despite his roughness in just about EVERYTHING, and who seems to have nothing else in his mind but to take Belita every chance he get, was actually sweet and knows when and how to say the right words that tugs at her heartstrings (if he can just put aside his temper first) just like what he did just now, talking to the baby like that… But still, such a horn dog, hahaha… Anyway, I hope that things will finally let up for these two starting from here… ❤️