Damn, what is this?

It was tight. So small that it was difficult to enter easily. Even with just the tip resting inside, it felt like it was being squeezed.

Barely holding back the urge to ej*culate, he pushed his c*ck a little further inside. As the gl*ns scraped against the ridged interior, the inner walls seemed to protest, squeezing his c*ck painfully. Nicholas gritted his teeth.

This is driving me crazy. Nicholas was on the verge of losing his mind.

He tried recalling the Lord’s Prayer to keep his sanity, but as before, it wasn’t very effective.

He started this to cum, and he just needed to release and be done with it. What was the problem?

For some reason, he didn’t want to stop. He couldn’t understand it himself.

He just wanted to savor this precarious sensation a little longer.

Nicholas furrowed his brows slightly, taking a deep breath in and out. Her inner walls continuously pulsed, sucking on the tip of his c*ck. The base, not yet fully inserted, throbbed with excitement.

“N-now, uh, uh, if you could just move…”

Despite barely being able to speak coherently and trembling, she turned her head and urged him to continue.

Was she crying? Her eyes were a mess with tears.

“I get that you’re eager, but don’t rush me. I haven’t even fully entered yet.”

“Yes…, huh, huh, what? Not yet?”

She was certain he had fully entered. But he hadn’t?

‘…Impossible.’

The color drained from Rarien’s face.

‘No, can he even go further?’

Not being able to see made it scarier. Since he was entering from behind, she couldn’t gauge how much was left. While books mentioned that it might hurt the first time, this seemed excessive. It felt so large, like her entire body was being split in two.

Overwhelmed by the sensation of barely being able to hold it in, Rarien tightly shut her eyes. Her insides were already so full of Nicholas’s c*ck that it felt overwhelming.

And yet, he was saying there was more to come. It was daunting. Erotic novels focused on the pleasure derived from intercourse, so she hadn’t anticipated this unexpected challenge.

While she was at a loss, Nicholas’s grip on her b*ttocks tightened, pushing his massive c*ck further inside.

“Ahh…!”

Rarien’s knees buckled, bending forward. Nicholas instinctively supported her waist to prevent her from falling.

As she trembled like she was having a seizure, a long sigh was felt on the nape of her neck.

“What is it, does it hurt?”

“A-a little… huh, huh…”

To be honest, it wasn’t just a little. Her entire body trembled from the dull ache, making it hard to concentrate. If he pushed further, it felt like she would burst, teetering on the edge of anxiety.

Hearing Rarien’s sobbing and trembling, Nicholas’s expression hardened.

“This is really unpleasant.”

“No, I-I’m o-okay…”

“You don’t have to force yourself. I’m not doing this to you against your will.”

It wasn’t forced, not at all.

In fact, she had longed for this, even in her dreams.

At this moment, despite the painful tears, everything felt like a dream.

Even now, she couldn’t believe Nicholas Reinhart was inside her.

“It’s just… because it’s my first time. Your c*ck is… huh, huh, too big.”

“You said it was the perfect c*ck.”

“……”

“Sorry for having a perfect c*ck that’s too big.”

Rarien bit her lower lip at his sarcastic tone.

“If it hurts, let’s stop. Phew…, I must have been crazy for a moment. Let’s just pretend none of this happened.”

He, too, seemed to be holding back, as there were occasional suppressed breaths.

She didn’t want to stop. She didn’t want to pretend it never happened.

After today, there would be no more opportunities like this. She had longed for this moment. She didn’t want him to pull out. Though it hurt and she was a bit scared, she had anticipated this. She needed to steel her resolve.

“I want to continue.”

He chuckled. Despite trembling and saying it hurt, she insisted on continuing, creating a disparity between her words and actions.

“Let’s be honest. You’re crying because it hurts, and you’re begging me to f*ck you. Which one is the truth?”

“Well… it does hurt. But I really want to continue.”

Her soft voice sounded almost resolute.

“It’s just because it’s my first time. Once I adjust, huh, uh, it’ll be okay. So, just, if you could just push it all the way in at once.”

Without fear, the woman boldly made her request.

Was it sadism triggered by seeing something fragile?

He didn’t know why, but her pitiful voice made his c*ck, already buried to the hilt, throb even more. He wanted to thrust deeply, all at once, just as she wished.

Nicholas took a long breath in and out.

“I definitely gave you a chance to stop. Since you said you were okay, don’t say anything different now.”

“Hic, yes.”

He asked enough and warned her. Yet she was still begging him to f*ck her, leaving Nicholas with no way to hold back any longer.

Biting his lower lip, he thrust his hips forcefully.

“Ugh!”

With a thud, Rarien’s eyes welled up with tears as she felt a sensation reverberating through her head. The massive flesh column stretched the tight folds of her v*gina as it penetrated inside. When the tip pressed firmly against the deepest part of her insides, Rarien’s waist jerked and bent backward, making the insertion even tighter.

The feeling of the c*ck fitting so snugly made his waist tingle. Nicholas paused for a moment, holding his breath, and looked down at the junction where they were connected.

She was so small that he couldn’t even fully insert himself. Her slightly reddish entrance was struggling to hold his p*nis, dripping with fluid.

There was no room to go further anyway. This was a relationship meant to end after one session. He decided to be satisfied with this much, as forcing more could cause injury.

He thought it would be sticky due to the tightness, but it was like splitting a ripe fruit, with sticky liquid dripping down. The accumulated fluid inside flowed down, pooling around the base of his c*ck and scrotum.

Sticky and damp.

Both sensations were ones Nicholas usually despised. Yet, he couldn’t understand why he found them so agreeable now.

“Ugh, huh…”

Rarien released the breath she’d been holding, letting out a moan. The large c*ck filled a space that had never been intruded upon. It felt like a piercing wound. Like being skewered by a harpoon, goosebumps rose all over her body.

She braced herself for the unusual size from the beginning, but actually accommodating it proved to be even more challenging. It was already difficult to hold it in, and as the blood surged once more, stretching her insides painfully, Rarien squeezed her eyes shut. From the entrance to the inner walls, it felt like a burning fire had ignited.

Nicholas hated crying. Even as she tried to hold back tears by tensing her nose, they flowed uncontrollably. Rarien hiccupped and swallowed her shallow breaths.

“Come on, stop whining and relax a bit.”

“Hic, hic.”

“How can I move when it’s this tight? It’s going to snap.”

Nicholas gritted his teeth and lightly tapped Rarien’s b*ttocks as if to soothe her. Then, while catching his breath, he savored the sensation of the vaginal walls quivering from the aftermath of the insertion.

Damn. Why does this feel so good?

It was a type of pleasure he had never experienced before.

If he knew s*x felt like this, he wouldn’t have made foolish promises of abstinence.

Damn, I’m so turned on I could go crazy. It was driving him mad.

He couldn’t understand men who indulged in vulgar talk about s*x, but it felt so obscenely good that he could barely hold back from uttering crude words.

The feeling of skin against his fingertips, and the sensation of the mucous membrane wrapping around his c*ck, were both rich and addictive. Even when he stayed still, the vaginal muscles twitched, massaging his c*ck, making it hard to resist the urge to cum.

But she wished for it, so he should move for her.

Even just being inside made his head tingle with pleasure. He was curious about what it would feel like to move. Once the trembling of the vaginal walls subsided, the urge to ej*culate also calmed down. Nicholas began to move his hips slowly.

Squish, squish. Each thrust produced a lewd sound as the wet c*ck tangled with fluids.

“Ah, ah.”