CHAPTER 53
“Hate doesn’t even begin to describe it. It’s because he has inferiority complex.”
The other Seo murmured softly from behind, lifting Belze gently. He grasped the base of her a$s and lifted her legs, giving ‘original’ Seo a better view of her p*ssy.
‘Original’ Seo flinched as the tip of the other Seo gently touched her p*ssy. It was an expression that clearly indicated he couldn’t acknowledge another version of himself.
“….”
Belze gritted his teeth meekly.
“No, wait, don’t show it. Don’t show… ah! Hngh!”
He didn’t waste any time, as she was already loose enough from several fingers, so he pushed his c*ck inside her. A deep pl*asure rushed through her, different from the one she felt when he stimulated her cl*t.
“I mean, I am the ideal version of him that he dreamed of when he was young. Affectionate, honest, good at fan service too. Our parents and the people around him made efforts to raise him like this.”
The other Seo was now pushing and whispering in Belze’s ear. The original Seo, seeing Belze squirming from the penetration, stepped forward and glared at the other Seo.
“Shut up.”
“But as you can see, he failed. He tried, but there’s something innate about people.”
“Uh, yeah.”
Belze hugged the ‘original’ Seo who was attempting to snap at the other Seo. Using her free hands, she guided his head to her chest and the gritting teeth quieted somewhat.
‘Original’ Seo pressed his forehead against Belze’s br*ast like a beast against a human hand. As if to bask in its warmth.
Taking advantage of the opportunity, the other Seo raised her thigh and spoke, his voice trembling slightly.
“That’s why he feels like a failure when he looks at me, because the more I’m accepted, the more he’s rejected, and that’s why it hurts, because it can’t be like this forever.”
The new personality Belze created ironically reflected the ideal human nature that both she and others expected from Seo. Sharp yet affectionate, clumsy yet mature.
Those traits were what he was forced to have, and the personality the original Seo couldn’t be. He couldn’t be kind or affectionate like that. If he could, he wouldn’t have become a hero in the first place.
But the ideal became reality, favoring the better version of him repeatedly, pushing the real Seo into a corner.
Even in times like this, Belze didn’t assert her dominance and defended him, but even that leniency felt tormenting for Seo.
The horrible feeling of being judged and labeled as a lesser human being in comparison to himself consumed Seo.
Worse, he felt stupid for not being able to walk away after being treated like an afterthought by Belze.
He pondered over it, unable to assert himself to the version of him that Belze favored, and unable to let go of his feelings. That’s when it happened.
“Aren’t you an idiot?”
Belze ridicule Seo, moaning softly back and forth, still holding him tightly.
“Do you think I’m… ah, doing this because I want to have a threesome?”
Her voice, filled with irritation, gradually became defiant.
“Being messed up in character isn’t enough; you have to be stupid too… Hah, how do you expect to live your life?”
As her lips trembled, Seo finally managed to lift his head carefully, breaking free from Belze’s grip. Opening his closed eyes, the backlight from the ceiling illuminated Belze’s face.
Yet, despite the glaring light, Seo could clearly see her face.
“…But still, you’re better.”
Her face showed embarrassment, awkwardness, and a look that said she never thought she would say such words.
“Kind and affectionate isn’t Kim Seo.”
Belze’s face, confessing her perverse taste, looked villainous and dignified.
Seo, on the verge of retorting with a “Really?” seized a strand of reason. e still had a somewhat displeased expression and anxiously interrogated Belze.
“You’re lying. You’re the one who created that personality.”
“Yeah…hmph, but I’m not just interested in your body, ah, I thought I could win if I mellowed out….”
“Did it make you feel better then?”
There were two types of taunting tones. One is when you don’t trust the other person, and the other is when you want the other person to deny what you’re saying. Unaware of this, Seo’s retorts fell into the latter category.
“He… treats me well, so I thought maybe I could win…”
Her words were interrupted by the other Seo’s diligent movement below her navel. Seo glared resentfully at the other Seo, but he just snorted and continued to prod Belze, even tickling behind her ears and neck with his lips, making it difficult for Belze to speak.
Belze managed to stutter out his words amidst the other Seo’s persistent stimulation.
“But…uh, uh, I don’t feel like I’m winning because it’s not you.”
She tried to win by making Seo a little milder or timid. But now that she had changed his personality, it felt strange, it only felt like looking at a clone or a twin. Even if she won, it didn’t feel like a genuine victory.
“I didn’t realize it would feel so unpleasant.”
Belze had come to the point where she wished Seo could just live kindly and modestly. She might not fully understand Seo’s feelings of being compared to his ideal self, but he didn’t grasp it all either.
If he were himself, he would have probably farted once, or even pretended to vomit, and then walked away. He would have detested his gentle personality, but he wouldn’t have harbored any feelings of inferiority. If he had envied such a thing, he would not have become a villain.
Nevertheless, seeing Seo in distress made Belze feel guilty. She never expected it to turn out this way, but Seo’s vulnerable state shook her gently.
“You’ve only been nice to him.”
“I spent a lot of time with you, but…I was being considerate because I’ll never… see him again, and….”
So when you look up like an abandoned dog like this, your mind is shaken and you inadvertently make a mistake.
“…Did you want to do that with me?”
It might be that all those times he fed her or cuddled with her, she didn’t resist because it might have been prank played by that gentle man. Maybe he was trying to lure her in, maybe he was teasing her out of pity or guilt.
That’s what she thought. She believed it wouldn’t be what the real Seo wanted.
Because Seo didn’t like Belze. He was a hero, and she was a villain.
So, even if they could hug and kiss in jest, it was impossible for Seo to move carelessly when facing the reality.
But as if he also hoped to be adored…
“…”
Seo stared into Belze’s eyes, which had become glassy in the swaying wind. He didn’t want to say that he hoped she would treat him even more affectionately than the other Seo. He couldn’t bring himself to say it.
As a hero, he couldn’t do it, but in the current situation, it didn’t feel right. He couldn’t just confess while she was being shaken by a person who was looks the same as him, lying there with nothing on.
But when he had no strength left to bluff, so he held his emotions tightly in check, Belze, who seemed to have noticed something, and despite her exhaustion, she let out a sigh.
Seo, feeling mocked, blushed and bit his lips. He barely managed to utter a sentence that sounded convincing.
“It’s not impossible, you know.”
He realized Belze’s laughter wasn’t mocking him, so the distance between them narrowed. Their skin almost touched, getting even closer.
“Damn it, I’ve slept with you so many times. It can’t be impossible at this point. People have limits.”
Seo devoured Belze tender lips, the tip of his tongue tickling the roof of her mouth, swallowing her moans that escaped from the stimulations happening above and below her, and his hardened chest seemed to soften.
It felt like he had been thrown into a pit, but he was lifted up to the surface in an instant, taking a refreshing breath.
His resolution to be a bit more skeptical of the words that praised him as better and those that could be skillfully circumvented crumbled like a toy block. He knew he was foolish, but it was inevitable.
“You’re like a fool.”
The words, unspoken but heard, were the doing of the other Seo.
Over Belze’s shoulder, the eerily similar face grinned slyly.
“But it turned out well. You should have been honest from the beginning.”
The other Seo said and briefly stopped thrusting into Belze to bite her neck. The real Seo, who had messed up her mouth and left traces on it, also jumped on her with sticky breath.
After the other Seo inserted himself, the still hand started to touch Belze’s br*ast and waist frantically. Two g*nitals rubbed against her cl*toris and her a$s hole.
“Ah, ugh, wait, suddenly, oops, ah, ahhhh.”
Even when only fingers pressed down on her a$s, the sensation was overwhelming. A large c*ck was replacing the fingers, intensifying the stimulation on her more sensitive walls. They could feel the heat from her tight a$s walls and the tingling sensation from her cl*toris.
The pl*asure that had been coursing through her ankles gradually worked its way upward, robbing her of words.
“Ah, ah, oops, ha, heh, hng…!”
The moans that used to be long and quiet when touched by hand now bounced like pressing piano keys.
Belze squirmed frantically, but she couldn’t bend, couldn’t break. Back and forth, trapped between two Seo’s body, she felt hot.
Finally reaching a long and intense cl*max, Belze arched her neck and moaned. Her uncomfortably bent legs trembled greatly, and her toes struggled to hold onto the thick blanket.
She had barely caught her breath when the Seo’s thick c*ck slipped out of her, and her body lifted to a kneeling position. The next moment, a piece of flesh pierced through her again, almost causing her to suffocate.
“Ugh, ah, ah, ….”
Now, the moans didn’t even come out one by one. They stretched out as if being pressed tightly, like someone losing their breath.
“My turn now.”
Seo’s eyes flashed as he regained his wildness and the other Seo groaned softly.
“This time, I’ll take care of your a$s hole properly. See which one you like better.”
What followed was a barrage of touches from the slightly angry-looking Seo and the rough movements of the original Seo poured out without restraint, and Belze felt like she was going to faint.
The other Seo, who regained his energy, thrust down hard, and Belze could feel the other Seo’s g*nitals moving on her a$s. Below, it accepted the entering c*ck eagerly, as if determined not to let it go this time, squeezing his g*nitals.
It was a little tight, not just for Belze, who was about to burst, but for Seo as well, seemingly overwhelmed. His eyebrows furrowed as he seemed to gradually lose some composure.
Instead of conversation, there was only the sound of breathing and moaning and sweaty flesh rubbing against each other, making sticky, slimy noises, and then both Seo’s cl*maxed simultaneously.