Chapter 1.6

As he licked, he inserted his fingers inside her. She was already wet, though the thought embarrassed her. She couldn’t stop him.  

Squish.  

The sound of his fingers moving inside her was mortifying. Leticia clenched her eyes shut, then opened them, looking down at him. He met her gaze, his eyes glinting mischievously as he continued to lick her while moving his fingers.  

“Ah…”  

Even though their eyes met, she couldn’t suppress the moans escaping her lips. Embarrassed, she half-closed her eyes and bit her lip. He smirked before pulling away from her and moving upward. His crimson hair filled her vision.  

Karl Lavresion, who had been licking her, now pressed his lips against hers. A strange taste lingered on her tongue. He smiled as he skillfully slipped his tongue into her mouth, exploring and teasing.  

Her hands gripped his shoulders. They were firm and unyielding. She knew she couldn’t push him away.  

Earlier, she had told herself she hated this, that she despised being reduced to a pr*stitute. But now, those thoughts seemed to have vanished, replaced by the sensations overwhelming her and the atmosphere enveloping her.  

Had I always been this weak to pleasure?  

No, it’s better to enjoy it.  

There’s no need to berate myself as a pr*stitute. I’m not a pr*stitute… I’m doing this willingly. I’m not a pr*stitute…  

Anyone in my position would’ve made the same choice. To erase a debt of fifty thousand slems with one decision… so…  

Repeating these words to herself felt almost laughable. She let out a soft chuckle against his lips. Karl Lavresion pulled back, his eyes wide with surprise.  

“You’re smiling for the first time.”  

He pulled back from her lips and spoke, but Leticia still didn’t erase her smile.  

“I thought I preferred crying.”  

“……”  

“But no. You look prettier when you smile.”  

Karl Lavresion’s eyes glimmered with even more amusement. His crescent-shaped eyes and golden irises sparkled like jewels. Smiling, he pressed a light kiss to her cheek. It was as soft as a feather.  

“Your face is red, Leti.”  

He called her by a nickname. Leti. No one had ever called her that except her mother…  

“Don’t overthink it.”  

…Overthink what?  

“Just think of it as enjoying yourself. Both of us getting what we want.”  

“……”  

“It’ll make things much easier.”  

He looked directly at her as he spoke, brushing his nose against hers. It felt strange. Leticia stared blankly into Karl Lavresion’s eyes. He blinked back at her with an unbothered expression.  

This is strange…  

But she couldn’t pinpoint what exactly was strange.  

Her face stiffened, and she turned her head away to look at the floor. Her clenched fists trembled slightly.  

A moment of silence passed before he tilted her chin upward.  

“Again, you’re thinking.”  

“……”  

“There’s no need to complicate things. Just enjoy it, Leti.”  

As he spoke, Karl Lavresion smiled again. While smiling, he placed his fingers below. This time, there was no stinging pain. The wetness inside welcomed his fingers with ease. The squelching sound of moisture filled the air as his fingers moved.  

Leticia rubbed her cheek against the sheets, her legs opening and closing repeatedly in response to the ticklish sensation. The stimulation Karl Lavresion provided erased her complicated thoughts, but she still didn’t know how to handle these feelings. This wasn’t something she could simply ignore or become numb to.  

When his fingers pressed against a certain deep spot, she tilted her head back and parted her lips. The tingling sensation that had been tickling her intensified, sending shivers throughout her entire body. Unconsciously, she flinched. Immediately, he used his hands to spread her legs wide apart.  

No!  

She felt an overwhelming urge to escape once more. As she tried to close her legs, he wedged his thigh between them, holding her firmly in place. Maintaining eye contact, he pressed that spot again and began moving his fingers in and out.  

“Ah… ahh!”  

I don’t want to make these sounds.  

But her rationality wasn’t listening. Desperate to suppress her voice, she bit down on her lips, tucked them inward, and repeatedly gripped and released the sheets in meaningless actions. None of it worked.  

As Karl Lavresion moved his fingers, he planted kisses along her jawline. After scattering light kisses there, he buried his lips in her neck. When his tongue licked her neck, her lower muscles involuntarily clenched around his fingers. It wasn’t intentional.  

“Hmm.”  

He chuckled softly, his voice rumbling in his throat. Then, he licked a long line from beneath her chin to her collarbone. Leticia arched her back almost reflexively, her entire body trembling as if her hairs were standing on end.  

“Ahh!”  

She clung to his shoulders. It wasn’t an attempt to stop him. She just needed something to anchor herself against the overwhelming sensations. Clutching his shoulders as if they were lifelines, she dragged her nails down his skin.  

His fingers continued their movements below, undeterred by the scratches on his shoulders. If anything, he seemed amused, laughing as he showered her neck and chest with kisses.  

“You seem to like being licked, Leti.”  

She couldn’t deny it. This was undeniably a sensation tied to pleasure. Her neck, chest, and sides… By the time he reached her sides and waist, Leticia was trembling uncontrollably, unable even to swallow her saliva. The fluids leaking from her had soaked not only his fingers but also his wrist.  

He licked the fluids off his hand as if to show her. Even in the midst of her pleasure, Leticia was horrified by the sight.  

“Why are you eating that?!”  

“Why not? It tastes good. Want to try?”  

Karl Lavresion extended his wet wrist toward her. She turned her head away, pushing it aside. He laughed heartily before sitting up and beginning to unbutton his shirt. Though his collarbone was already exposed, the sight of more of his body being revealed made her face flush. This was the first time she had exposed herself to a man, and it was also the first time she’d seen a man’s body. She only knew about male anatomy from books. To her, it was alien and unfamiliar.  

“Why are you turning your head away?”  

He tossed his shirt onto the floor and began undoing his belt. She couldn’t bring herself to face forward. Then, he grabbed her chin, forcing her to look at him.  

“Ah…”  

Her eyes widened at the sight before her. It was red and large. Strange and intimidating. That was the only thought running through her mind. She didn’t want to look at it. When she lowered her gaze, he tilted her chin upward again.  

“Just like I did for you earlier, you should try sucking it.”  

That…?  

Before she could even process his words, she shook her head quickly. Its appearance alone was overwhelming, and she doubted she could even take it in fully. He held her head firmly, gripping his member with his other hand and pressing it against her lips.  

“Mm.”  

It tasted strange. Karl Lavresion began rubbing his member against her tightly closed lips. The rigid organ moved roughly as if trying to force its way through the seam of her lips. The slick fluid from its tip was already seeping between them.  

“Haa.”  

He let out a languid sigh. Her tightly shut lips parted slightly, and the tip of his member brushed against her front teeth. Still, she refused to open her mouth fully. Eventually, he clicked his tongue and pulled back. Leaning down, he resumed licking her below, just as he had earlier.  

“Ah!”  

The sensation of his warm breath and soft tongue on her already wet area brought a new wave of pleasure. From between her legs, he spoke with a chuckle.  

“You don’t like sucking, but you enjoy being sucked.”  

For a moment, irritation flared within her, but it quickly dissipated as his tongue began moving again. When his firm tongue pressed against her cl*toris, she let out a near-scream.  

“Ahh!”  

Stop, stop, stop. 

She muttered the words under her breath, writhing her legs. Karl Lavresion lifted his head. With lips glistening from her fluids, he leaned in close to her face.  

“Can I put it in now?”  

His tone was teasing, but his gaze was serious.  

“You can still say no. The choice is yours.”  

Her choice.  

If she said no now, he wouldn’t pay off the rest of the debt. But if she allowed it—if she opened her body just this once—she and her mother would be free from the crushing weight of their debt. 

Still, I…  

As she hesitated, an image of her mother’s cold, piercing gaze flashed in her mind. A look filled with both resentment and love. Her mother, who had never abandoned her despite finding her burdensome. Her mother, who had silently sat beside her, holding her hand when she cried as a child after her father left.  

So, I…  

Her chest felt tight, as if someone had stuffed crumpled paper into it. Tears welled up in her eyes as her lips parted.  

“Do it…”  

“Are you sure?”  

This would probably be the final chance to take back her decision. Leticia, half resigned, nodded her head. It was for her mother, so it would be fine. She repeated those words to herself.  

Karl Lavresion gazed at her for a long time before settling himself fully between her legs, gripping his member with one hand. The size of it was intimidating, even too large for his own hand to fully grasp. It was directed toward her, and Leticia tightly shut her eyes. She already knew that the first time would be excruciatingly painful. She had heard it would feel like her body was being torn apart. It would be no different for her.