Part 29

Seowoo couldn’t fathom why she had come here. Because of the embarrassing clothes she was wearing, she had to follow him with her head bowed.

Like a criminal.

She had to shrink her body as much as possible, fearing that someone might recognize her face.

“Hmph!”

Their lips pressed together as soon as the hotel room door closed.

It wasn’t the tender, heart-fluttering kiss she had experienced. It was rough, without consideration, and devoid of affection.

As the hard door hit her back, a sharp pain shot down her spine.

“Se-Senior…”

“Who said I’m your senior?”

“Ah, mmph!”

Jiwook grabbed her jaw firmly and swallowed her lips again. He held her chin firmly in place as she continued to shake her head, his tongue darting between her lips.

“Mm, hmph!”

Her breath was disrupted by his continuous kisses.

The time when they had just met.

She had imagined such a situation might happen someday.

The time when she couldn’t help but smile and her heart raced at the mere thought of Kwon Jiwook. Although her face turned red with just a kiss, she had enjoyed that tender excitement.

That was already five years ago.

This wasn’t the way she’d imagined their first, tender experience. Overwhelmed with unjust feelings, she felt tears welling up.

“Wait, wait. Slowly, mmph!”

Jiwook wrapped his tongue around hers and sucked it in like he was going to rip it out by the roots. The hot flesh roamed and churned in her mouth. A new groan escaped her lips at the sensation of his teeth brushing against hers.

“Hmph…!”

He grabbed her br*asts in one swift motion. The silk dress was thin enough to tear at the slightest pressure.

As her voluptuous br*asts were crushed in his grasp, Seowoo pushed his shoulders away with all her might. But it was futile. His firm pectoralis didn’t even move.

“Ah, it hurts, ugh.”

Her mind went blank with unfamiliar sensations.

The relentless kisses and physical contact left her in a daze. It was just a prelude to what was to come.

What if things escalated with this?

Seowoo suddenly felt a pang of fear.

“Hmph.”

Her high-heeled legs buckled as Jiwook wrapped his arms around her slender waist and lowered his lips to the nape of her neck.

“Se-Senior, hng… ha…”

Seowoo whimpered and pushed him away, but Jiwook didn’t stop.

Rip.

Eventually, the front of her flimsy dress ripped open. Because of the tear reaching down to her waist, her chest was exposed before Jiwook’s eyes.

She wasn’t even wearing underwear because of the low cut of the dress.

Seowoo covered her chest in contemplation. Jiwook slowly raised his gaze to stare at her.

“Why…you said you’d do anything.”

His low voice rang through the quiet room. Seowoo bit her lower lip and swallowed hard to keep from crying.

Jiwook’s eyes never wavered as he watched her cry. When his large hand touched her thigh, tears that had been filling Seowoo’s eyes fell down.

“If you can’t do it, leave now.”

‘Your lips are sweeter than I thought.’

At that moment, Jiwook’s face, which had been gazing affectionately at her as he uttered those words, overlapped with the present. It had been so long since they were this close.

With tear-filled eyes, Seowoo studied his face.

The familiar woody scent, reminiscent of summer, lightly brushed her nose. Every summer, she thought of Kwon Jiwook a lot.

Every summer, as the season passed, Seowoo had thought of him, wondering if they could meet again someday. His face, which had grown older, had thicker lines, giving him a masculine air.

Even his sharp gaze.

“No.”

Seowoo squeezed her eyes shut as she spoke. Tears fell heavily onto her pale cheeks.

She took a moment to catch her breath, then opened her trembling lips and spoke.

 “I’ll do it.”

From the age of six until now. The only person in her heart was Kwon Jiwook. No one else ever caught her eye.

“I’ll do whatever it takes. No matter what it is.”

Embracing him was all she ever wanted. Despite the timing feeling wrong, it didn’t matter.

Thinking of Kwon Jiwook always made her chest tighten.

She had just hoped he wouldn’t misunderstand. But even that small wish seemed to be in vain.

“So…”

Seowoo slowly opened her eyes and locked gazes with him. Her heart pounded so hard as she tightly grasped the hem of his shirt. As she did, her body, which she had been covering, was exposed before him. Jiwook’s gaze, which fell on her now-revealed chest, quickly softened.

“Hold me.”

Her hand, which had been fumbling in the air, grabbed onto Jiwook’s hair.

Seeing him atop her, she felt there was no turning back now. In this unfamiliar place, the touch of a man who seemed unfamiliar yet not unfamiliar was caressing her body.

The twenty-three-year-old Kwon Jiwook, who cautiously held her hand and kissed her, was gone.

“Ah.”

He laid Seowoo on the bed and climbed straight on top of her. After peeling off her dress, which was nothing more than a thin strip of fabric, he buried his lips in her chest.

The moment his lips touched her soft flesh, his barely-held rationality completely dissolved.

As he opened his mouth wide and sucked on her skin, Seowoo’s jaw slackened.

Damn.

How fragile her skin was.

As his lips touched her skin, red welts formed wherever they made contact. Jiwook cursed under his breath and slid his hand down between her legs.

“Ah, huh!”

Seowoo desperately squeezed her thighs together, but Jiwook was relentless.

As if he had only one destination in mind. His hand swiftly moved down and easily found its way into the tight space.

He had thought she might have met another man while they were apart since he and Seowoo weren’t anything.

He blamed himself because he couldn’t give her any assurances or even resolve their relationship.

But when he saw her beneath her, in such disarray, he realized how arrogant his thoughts had been.

Have other guys done this too, to touch and kiss Yoon Seowoo like this? And…

“Ha, f*ck.”

Seowoo’s cheeks reddened with humiliation.

Her eyes were glassy and wet, and she was biting her lips to stifle her moans, Seowoo looked at him with an indiscernible emotion.

“……!” 

Seowoo’s waist arched at the unfamiliar sensation. She wanted to resist a little, but it wasn’t something she could control. With each touch of his hot hands, her body boiled with heat.

It was a thoughtless, rough touch, but as she closed her eyes, she felt a strange sense of comfort in his familiar scent.

It’s fortunate that it’s not another man. That’s enough. It would have been nice if he had been a bit more gentle, but it’s okay.

She thought to herself.

The only thing that saddened her was that he still misunderstood her. Seeing the coldness in his eyes was heartbreaking.

“Ha. Ha.”

It felt like her soul was being sucked into his mouth.

Her body felt foreign.

She had never imagined such a reunion. Sometimes, she would search for his name on the internet. Since he hadn’t started full-fledged activities as a group executive yet, there wasn’t much information, but occasionally she would see articles about his activities.

She could only guess that he was doing well. After all, he lived in a different world from hers.

Although their sudden parting was a bit sad, it was always an expected parting.

“Ahhh!”

Her legs, spread wide by his arms, trembled pitifully. His touch was so natural that it felt like a dream. 

Unable to bear the sensation, Seowoo grabbed his wrist, but Jiwook quickly pulled away.

“Don’t act like it’s the first time.”

“Sigh.”

“Weren’t you always like this with the guys who used to look after you? Spread your legs properly.”

Her constantly trembling legs seemed to bother him as he warned her sharply.

“Huh.”

Jiwook grabbed her face and made her look into his eyes.

No matter how disappointed he was in her, she couldn’t understand why he looked so angry. Seowoo gritted her teeth and fought back tears.

“Tell me. What do you want?”

“Uh!”

“Every time you cry like this under me, I’ll grant you one thing you want.”

It was a promise to be her dependable sponsor.

Each time we had s*x…

Only then did she realize the nature of their relationship.