Part 30

“Do you need money? Or do you want the lead role you’ve been dreaming of?”

“Ha, ah…!”

His fingers thrust inside her. The unruly fingers moved back and forth like pistons. As his thick fingers slid in and out of her cramped v*gina, she could only swallow her tears, helpless.

It was a sensation she had never experienced before. Her fingertips tingled and the top of her head felt hot.

Was this what s*x was supposed to be like?

A relationship where only the body was explored without any emotional exchange felt incredibly heartbreaking. She had thought it would be sweet, tender, and heart-pounding, like a first kiss.

But the man on top of her wasn’t the Jiwook she knew. It was as if he was someone else.

“Hmph.”

Suddenly, his hand, which had been moving below, abruptly withdrew. Seowoo felt her wet v*gina twitch. The sensation was so strange that she clutched the sheet tightly.

It was an unfamiliar feeling.

“Ah…!”

Jiwook grabbed her chest with his wet hand. Seowoo’s eyes fluttered uneasily.

If I hadn’t gone there today. If that assh*le of a CEO had taken her somewhere else to someone else…No, I’m sure he’d have taken her out a number of times already.

He thought angrily.

How many careless jerks would there be who took her for granted?

“Ha.”

Eventually, Seowoo’s body trembles convulsively. Her face flushed red at the unfamiliarity of her body twitching on its own.

“Yoon Seowoo.”

He leisurely unb*ttoned his shirt, watching her sag in the aftermath of her cl*max.

“Do it properly. Maybe you’ll learn something.”

“…”

“I’ll give you everything, money, house. Like a fool.”

His sturdy upper body came into view. Even when he was a student, Jiwook had a very good physique. Not to mention now that he was completely out of his youth, she could tell from the fit of his suit, but seeing him n*ked made her admire him involuntarily. She wondered how much he’d worked out. His body was chiseled to perfection, as if it had been sculpted by an artist.

As Seowoo stared blankly, her face blushing, a mocking laugh echoed in her ears.

“Is acting innocent your concept?”

“…”

“Well, you succeeded. You looked completely innocent .”

Seeing her disheveled appearance, heat filled him from head to toe. His patience had already flown away to the winds.

Jiwook chuckled and settled in his place. Then Seowoo hesitated and crossed her legs once again.

“Are you gonna be always like this?”

Jiwook firmly grasped her slender legs. Then, pulling her hips forward, he brought his p*nis to her entrance.

“Ah!”

Even though it only touched her entrance, she felt like she couldn’t breathe. The pain from just his fingers was considerable, but the thickness of his gl*ns was indescribable. When the inevitable pain arrived, Seowoo’s tense body was overwhelmed with strain.

As Jiwook pushed his thick gl*ns into her tight entrance, Seowoo whimpered.

“Ouch! Wait, please…”

Just as she was about to say that it hurt too much, Jiwook pushed up on her in one swift motion. Then a new sound escaped her red lips.

“I’ll tear you apart. Relax.”

How could she relax… Her legs, as well as her entire body, were stiff with tension. Tears streamed down her cheeks from the extreme pain.

F*ck.

Jiwook cursed under his breath as he thrust mercilessly. 

She couldn’t say anything. No, it was too painful to even speak. It was a first experience filled only with agony. She just wished for it to end quickly, tightly shutting her eyes.

“……hhhh. Ugh, huh.”

“Huh.”

Puck. Puck.

The ruthless thrusting continued. Every time his thick p*nis slid in and out of her, Seowoo endured the pain, tears streaming down her face, and swallowed the pain.

It was too painful. She thought this was what it felt like if her legs were broken, this unfamiliar pain she had never experienced before. There was no pl*asure at all.

His fingers slid in and out, and just as she adjusted to them, his forearm-thick c*ck pushed in from below.

Her once-white thighs were now reddened from the intense collision of his pelvis.

“Hah.”

After a while of movement, Jiwook’s brow crinkled and took a breath.

A look of puzzlement passed through Jiwook’s eyes as he glanced at her.

Seowoo’s face looked incredibly anguished.

Her pale face, her rigid body, her stiffened legs. Her hand gripping the sheets was stark white.

“Yoon Seowoo.”

Seowoo seemed to have forgotten to breathe.

Her tightly closed eyelashes twitched. Jiwook’s hand tightened on her pelvis, and she jerked back as if in a seizure.

“…….”

Jiwook paused, his gaze dropping down to their interlocked bodies. His eyes flickered as he looked at the area. His lips exhaled a sigh mingled with frustration. His p*nis was still embedded in her v*gina but the contact area was a mess. He had thought it was wet with her ar*usal, but there were traces of red blood among her secretions.

Jiwook’s dark eyes turned back to her.

“……ha.”

Seowoo, crouched and trembling uncontrollably, finally caught his attention. Her lips busted from chewing too hard in pain, her face streaked with tears, and her features pale and white. She trembled like a leaf in the wind.

Suddenly, as if hit with a blunt object, his mind went white and blank. 

“You, tell me straight.”

“…”

“Why didn’t you say anything?”

“Sigh.”

Under his reprimanding tone, tears burst forth from her eyes once again.

Was it my fault for not speaking up? I didn’t even have the chance to speak, or rather, he didn’t even consider listening.

Tears streamed down her tightly closed eyes. With every slight movement he made, a chilling pain surged through her spine.

“Hmph.”

The pain didn’t fade, only intensified. Not just a dull ache, but a tearing pain. She could almost imagine what was happening below without having to look.

Her muscles ached as if she’d pushed too hard and someone had beaten me.

“Open your eyes.”

Jiwook grabbed her chin roughly. Slowly, Seowoo pushed her eyelids open.

After catching her breath for a moment, she looked at him.

“What… should I say?”

How loudly should I scream?

Her voice, mixed with moans, sounded hoarse and unattractive. Jiwook’s brow furrowed as he heard her words.

I’m a virgin. I’ve never been with anyone else. I’ve been thinking about you all this time. It’s all a misunderstanding. Should I have said that?

She wanted to make excuses, but she knew it would be pointless because nothing she said would make sense to him, who was already seeing through different perspectives.

Jiwook seemed to have seen her as nothing more than a cheap girl who sold her body to men to get ahead.

That’s probably why he treated her the way he did. It was her first time, but he didn’t care about her at all. Thinking about it makes her feel emotional again.

“You and I, we’re not even in any kind of relationship.”

We had only kissed.

And then you suddenly left. 

She couldn’t understand why he was doing this now. She wondered what she did wrong. From the beginning to the end. Even after reconsidering everything, she can’t think of a single thing she did wrong. It just made her feel more sorrowful.

“It’s okay, just continue what you were doing…”

“Ha.”

Jiwook’s jaw tensed as he closed his eyes.

“It doesn’t make any difference. You don’t have to feel… burdened because it’s my first time…”

With that, her words faded into his mouth.

Throughout their time here, he had been pouring kisses on her as if he were angry. Seowoo raised her arms and wrapped them around his neck. The kisses felt a bit gentler now.

“Huh.”

As their lips met again, her sobbing became a little more pronounced.

“Damn.”

After briefly parting their lips, he exhaled a tortured sigh. Jiwook’s expression was extremely complex. Seowoo slowly closed her eyes and pulled him closer again.

As she parted her lips slightly and nibbled on his, Jiwook’s breath grew heavier.

With their bodies pressed together, Seowoo could feel his rough heartbeat. She hugged him a little tighter.

She hoped a little of this misunderstanding would be resolved.

It wasn’t like their first kiss, when they’d been so tender and heartwarming.

It was a night stained with tears.