Chapter 3.3

Though it was her first time experiencing this, her instincts guided her. She wanted to hold him. To be loved by him. So when he tried to pull back after the kiss, she reached out and drew him closer again. Then, she lightly brushed against his firm body, silently signaling that she wanted more from him.

Fortunately, he didn’t seem inclined to refuse. He kissed her fervently, trailing his lips down her neck and shoulders. By the time his hot lips reached her chest, her clothes had already slipped off. The delicate undergarments and petticoat beneath were revealed. She could feel the heat of his gaze slowly traveling over her exposed skin.

“Um, don’t stare so much… it’s embarrassing…”

She covered her face with her hands as she spoke. Clyde chuckled softly and continued removing her clothes. Then, he lowered his lips to her chest, exhaling warm breaths against her skin. His touch was so urgent it felt almost desperate.

Before long, both of them were bare, their bodies pressed against each other. His firm, muscular frame enveloped her completely, and the unfamiliar sensation made her entire body tremble. She could hear his heartbeat so clearly it felt like it was right next to hers. The overwhelming pleasure made her heart race uncontrollably.

“Lian… your body is so firm. And your skin is so warm. It feels amazing being held like this.”

At her words, he let out a low, raspy laugh. Then, he responded with an observation that was the complete opposite of hers.

“You’re so soft. So delicate… How can someone with a body like this even walk around? You look like you’d get hurt so easily.”

As he spoke, he ran his large hand gently down her back. The calluses on his palm sent shivers through her body, and she let out a small, startled sound. Hearing her reaction, he whispered, asking if it tickled. His voice sounded sweet, yet it ignited a fire deep inside her. The more his hands roamed over her, the more her breathing quickened, and a dull ache began to build in her lower abdomen.

“Ah… stop… it feels strange…”

It seemed he noticed the change in her immediately. Since their legs were intertwined and their bodies were pressed so closely together, there was no way he couldn’t have. He took a deep breath and asked her softly.

“Do you want me? Do you still want to hold me, like you did that night?”

“I didn’t expect you to ask that… Aren’t I the one being held by you right now…?”

She asked, sounding puzzled. Clyde chuckled lowly and replied.

“No. You’re the one holding me.”

“…I want to.”

He smiled with joy at those words. Then, as if intending to cover her, he shifted his position, laying her flat on her back.

“Ah……?”

Suddenly feeling her hand being pulled, she wondered what was happening, only to see the center of a man’s body, something she had never encountered before, right before her eyes. The large, red, and er*ect flesh was bewildering.

Her face turned a deep red as she stared at him, frozen in place. At that moment, he took her hand and began to lick it one by one. Then, with his other hand, he slowly caressed the firm center.

“Wait…… I need to relax you a bit. If we start like this, it will be too painful for you.”

She didn’t understand what he meant, but it seemed that he was indicating that they couldn’t proceed with that giant state.

What is he trying to do……?

She was dizzy from the hot and moist sensation at her fingertips, watching his movements in silence. He was concentrating, gradually quickening his strokes over the hardened flesh. Occasionally, he let out a moan as if he had been pricked by something. The veins on the shaft bulged more conspicuously as he did so.

“Are you okay……?”

As he began to pant more heavily, she reached out cautiously, worried. Her fingertips touched the rounded head of the shaft, and he grimaced as if burned. Startled, she quickly withdrew her hand, and a clear liquid welled up from the tip.

“Does it hurt……?”

“No…… it feels good. Ugh.”

She instinctively understood. It was pleasure.

Almost entranced, she reached toward his center again. This time, Lian grasped her hand, guiding it to move. Her hand slid over his shaft, making a slick sound as it moved quickly. She felt the pulsing beneath her fingers.

Lian’s breathing grew increasingly ragged. Watching him, she too felt her breath catch in her throat. Her stomach fluttered. She blinked slowly, taking in his contorted face.

“Ha……. Hestia. Ugh.”

Ah, so this was the look he had been giving me recently.

Only then did she realize that his reactions stemmed from emotions like those he was showing now. She had thought it was merely irritation and anger directed at her, but it wasn’t. It came from a desire to engage in such an intimate act with her.

Realizing this a moment too late, her heart pounded uncontrollably. He had been looking at her with these eyes all along.

But then, suddenly, his hand stopped, and he let out a strained, ecstatic breath as if he had been thrown onto a hot plate.

“Ugh…….”

At the same time, she felt the flesh in her hand throb violently, and then suddenly, a milky fluid spurted out, splattering across her stomach and chest.

“Ah……?”

The thick scent snapped her back to reality.

Wait, isn’t this the same smell I noticed when I was sleeping that night……? Does that mean he did this next to me back then? Calling my name and holding my hand?

Realizing this made her body feel like it was on fire again. In that strange sensation, she blinked in surprise.

“Hestia.”

He called her in a languid tone, more so than before. But it wasn’t fatigue. Rather, the anticipation in his eyes seemed even clearer.

He then took a clean cloth from the bedside table and wiped her body before kissing her again. This time, he lowered one hand, cautiously exploring between her legs.

“Mm, uh……! Ah…… Lian, wait……!”

She felt his thick fingers probing around the cleft of her intimate area. She moaned at the unfamiliar sensation, but he continued to soothe her gently, moving his hand. The sound of wetness was audible from below, enough to make her ears dizzy.

What is this? Why is my body reacting this way?

And then, suddenly, she felt a sensation like a snake slithering inside, causing her hips to jerk involuntarily.

“Ah!”

She moaned, momentarily breaking the kiss. She couldn’t even fathom where he had inserted his hand. This was truly her first time experiencing such an act. Then, she heard a soft, soothing voice near her ear.

“Hestia, it’s okay, just relax. You’re too…… tight and…… hot right now.”

He whispered, pressing a moist kiss to her ear.

But even if she wanted to, she didn’t know how to relax.

“I don’t know how, ugh, it hurts.”

“It’ll be okay soon. Just relax…….”

“Mm, ugh.”

She clung to his neck, groaning. He lowered his head, gently trailing his lips over her body, trying to ease her tension. The hot breath escaping his lips made her lower abdomen tighten. Simultaneously, as his fingers, which had been exploring deeper and deeper, pressed against a spot inside, she let out a moan.

“Ah……!”

It felt like her head and body were being stirred by heat. She groaned, unconsciously moving her hips to draw his fingers deeper, clenching around them as if to devour them. He then inserted another finger, as if he had been waiting. In the unfamiliar sensation of her insides expanding, she felt her body gradually becoming slicker.

By then, his hand inside her moved like a ship sailing. Each time he withdrew and then thrust back in, it made a splashing sound as if waves existed inside her.

“What is this……? Ugh, it’s embarrassing……”

He said it was ‘preparation.’ But as her breathing began to quicken, she could no longer hold back and pleaded with Lian, clinging to his neck. To stop this and just embrace her already.

“Really…… embrace me. Please? Don’t just tease me…….”

“Hestia, but you’re not ready yet. A little more…….”

“No…… no, just come inside already…….”

She didn’t realize it was about her body’s readiness; she thought it was about her feelings. So she denied it vehemently.

“You said you love me……. I feel the same. I’ve been ready since I heard those words.”

She heard him chuckle softly at her absurd plea. But it seemed to have snapped the thread of his patience. Lian soon spread her legs wide.

“Ah……! Ugh!”

The rounded head pressed against her entrance. Even with just a little bit entering, it felt suffocating. It was as if something that couldn’t possibly fit was trying to penetrate her. But ironically, despite her pain, her body was desperately trying to accommodate him. His center used the thick fluids as a path, slowly pushing inward.

In that unbelievable pain, she trembled for a moment, and then he groaned, as if in agony, and moved his hips without warning. The overwhelming impact pounded through her body as if the ground beneath her had been pulled away and slammed back into place.

The man held her tightly as she clung to him, unable to even scream at first. The overwhelming pain she experienced for the first time in her life was far from romantic. It felt as though her entire body was being pounded relentlessly with a hammer. 

How could people possibly find pleasure in such an act? She couldn’t understand it. At that moment, his strained moans, muffled by his clenched teeth, reached her ears.

“Ugh…… Hestia. It’s okay. If it hurts too much, I won’t move from here.”

“Ah, mm…… ugh.”

Only after hearing his voice did she finally realize they were connected. With nothing between them, their bare bodies were pressed together, and he was deeply inside her. He was truly embracing her.

“I-it’s okay. Ugh, it’s fine…… Ah, ha… please.”

She begged, wrapping her arms around his neck. Hearing her plea, he let out another heated breath and began to move again, calling her name over and over like a desperate prayer.

“Hestia. Ugh, Hest…….”

“Lian, ah, mm, Lian. Slower, just a little slower…… ugh……!”

Finally, the searing pain began to transform into a tingling pleasure. As she exhaled in short, shallow breaths and gradually accepted him, the pain that had gripped her so tightly started to ease. Then, at some point, every time he thrust into her, his movements struck a sensitive spot inside, causing her body to jerk involuntarily.

“Ah, ah! Ugh, ah, ah!”

He persistently hammered that spot, ignoring her desperate pleas for mercy. She clung to him, begging him to stop, but he only responded by pressing a deep kiss against her lips.

Eventually, she found herself completely swept away by his movements, and before she knew it, her mind went blank as she let out a moan. It was her first climax. She clenched her muscles tightly, burying her face in his shoulder as she sobbed. Feeling her body tremble, he stopped his rough movements and buried himself deeply inside her.

“Ah, ah……!”

“Ugh…….”

“Lian…… Lian.”

She could feel his shaft releasing something deep inside her. The sensation was like molten lava, hot and thick, filling her stomach completely. His body trembled slightly as he held her tightly.

The two of them panted together, their bodies pressed close. Then, as if sharing their breath, they kissed deeply once more.

When they finally pulled apart after a long moment, they looked at each other’s flushed, sweat-soaked faces and exchanged weary but genuine smiles, as if they had made a promise.

That was their first night together.