I swallowed hard and slowly grasped it with one hand. As expected, it was too thick to be held with just one hand. Holding the pillar firmly while keeping my thumb and index finger slightly apart, I could feel it expanding within my hand.

“…Uh, Miss…”

“It’s okay.”

I reassured Mishael and carefully examined the surface. The flesh pillar was warm. The skin was soft like lambskin, but its core felt firm, creating another contradiction. The moment I forcefully rubbed the pillar several times to perceive the pattern of blood vessels engraved on my palm…

“Uh, Miss, this is, this is strange…”

Perhaps because of the surge of pleasure, the startled Mishael leaned his head against my shoulder.

“This, uh, doesn’t seem right…….”

“It’s okay, Mishael.”

“But…”

“It’s supposed to be like this, don’t you trust me?”

“If, if that’s what you say, Miss, but…”

It seemed like the overwhelming pleasures were unfamiliar and frightening to him. I could see why. If I were to explain in detail, Mishael might develop a sense of aversion, so I purposely encouraged his ej*culation without giving him any explanation.

So, Mishael had entrusted me with his p*nis, probably thinking that this was merely a simulated medical procedure.

I smiled and caressed Mishael’s d*ck repeatedly, hoping to gain his trust. When the pleasure seemed a bit too much, Mishael choked back a sob, tears hanging from the tips of his eyelashes, his breathing ragged and labored. His statuesque white face, with wide-open eyes and lips, was quite decadent.

‘This is crazy…’

It was just as painful for me to say that. First of all, his size was so large that it required a lot of strength, making my hand hurt. Besides, they say men who experience it for the first time cannot endure such stimulation for long, but Mishael’s endurance was unusually strong.

Perhaps it was because my hands were weak. I was nervous just like when I attended Mrs Entera’s etiquette lessons, where every small mistake could lead to his punishment, so I tensed up and exerted all my strength to vigorously rubbed Mishael’s c*ck.

“Ah, Miss… Hngh.”

The most awkward thing was Mishael’s moans were echoing in my ears. He was suppressing the moans with all his might, yet he could barely keep them down his throat, but no matter how much he tried to hold them in, they couldn’t help but seep out.

The problem was I don’t know if it was the sound of his voice, or the way it rang in my ears. But it somehow made me feel strange, and my abdomen started to tickle.

I started this act solely to quickly resolve Mishael’s abnormal state, but for some reason…

I moved my hands as if to shake off all distractions and increased my speed.

“Really, re… Really…”

“…”

“Wei, weird…”

“It’s alright.”

“Huh, I can’t stand it…”

“You don’t have to endure.”

“But…”

I moved my hands even faster.

From the root of his pubic hair, which was the same color as his hair, all the way down to just below his gl*ns, I squeezed and twisted it back and forth, feeling his pulsing blood vessels in my hand. Occasionally, I would press just below the gl*ns with my thumb and touch it while using my other hand to fondle the plump scrotum that hung beneath it.

I don’t know how long this went on, the only sound echoing in this quiet room was the sound of my hands shaking his p*nis rapidly and slapping his t*sticles.

“Huh, Miss, please stop!”

Mishael, who had never rebelled against me in his entire life, attempted a futile rebellion by burying his face in my neck, but I ignored it and rubbed him even more forcefully.

Thump, thump, thump, thump… Increasing the speed of moving my hand, I quickly reached into my clutch with my other hand and retrieved a handkerchief.

“Huh, Miss… Ugh…”

As Mishael’s struggling moans became more difficult to withstand, I continued my movements without hesitation. His hand would occasionally graze my back and the area around my waist, but he barely touched it before recoiling. After a while, I felt a sharp sensation beneath the surface of his pillar, and his p*nis swelled up…

“…Khk.”

A gush of liquid burst forth from his twitching gl*ns, accompanied by Mishael’s barely swallowed moan. Thanks to me promptly positioning the handkerchief, that obscene liquid didn’t splatter on his clothes or my dress.

That was a real relief. Perhaps this was his first ej*culation, because the amount of that precious liquid was truly substantial. It seemed thicker too…

Huuh, hah… Even though I had done it for him, the situation seemed physically draining for both of us, and Mishael breathed heavily for a while. Perhaps because he’d held on too long to endure this obscene pleasure, with his cum gushing out like urine, that he gasped in exhaustion, unable to lift his head from where it rested against the nape of my neck.

I intently observed Mishael’s flaccid p*nis out of the corner of my eye in the shadows. The shaft didn’t appear to be fully er*ect, so I left it on the handkerchief and watched as it fell limp. Every now and then, a belated ej*culation sprang forth from its tip, splattering.

Haah, ha… As some time passed, Mishael’s moans became less frequent, and his p*nis slowly subsided without hardening again. Once I confirmed that the situation was completely settled, I carefully wiped away what remained in the ej*culation, trying not to stimulate him any further.

“Huh…”

“Look at that. It doesn’t hurt anymore, right?”

“…….”

“It’s all… right?”

“…….”

“……Mishael?”

However, all that came out of him were labored breaths of various shades, and there was no response whatsoever. I carefully wiped off any moisture clinging to my damp handkerchief and placed it next to me, then I lifted Mishael’s chin and raised his head.

“……”

“……”

With great difficulty, Mishael managed to lift his head, his eyes and lips were still moist and dyed a bright shade of crimson just like before. When I peered deeply into his dilated red pupils, it felt as if there was a smoldering ember burning beyond them.

No, I think my eyes were deceiving me. He was clearly staring right at me.

‘……Uh.’

His gaze was all too unfamiliar.

As if I had inadvertently done something I shouldn’t have.

No way.

Surely not.

I only alleviated Mishael’s discomfort, nothing more. He is an upright and dignified individual who would not lust after even the most attractive woman in his life.

I cautiously observed his complexion and asked,

“Are you feeling better now?”

“Um……”

The tip of our noses was almost touching, and I could see Mishael’s lips quivering as though he was about to say something. I didn’t press any further and calmly waited for his response.

I don’t know how long time has passed with only the sound of our breaths intertwining.

“…I’m not sure.”

Mishael bit his lip and slightly lowered his head. His tightly closed lips trembled ever so lightly.

It’s alright, it’s alright… I soothed him while brushing his silky silver hair. His hair, covering from the back of his head to the nape of his neck, was as soft as running silk.

‘But…’

It was almost sinful for such a devout and composed man to admit that he had just given himself pleasure. Whatever had happened, he probably felt the sensation was extremely pleasurable. There must be some mention in the scriptures about refraining from lust or pursuing pleasure.

Even if he didn’t realize that he’d just m*sturbated with my hand, and that the sensation he felt was an orgasmic pleasure… his instinctive reaction would have been to reject it.

In order to prevent him from blaming himself as much as possible, I casually stashed Mishael’s thing inside his undergarments, fastened his trousers, and continued to explain dryly.

“In any case, you do feel refreshed, don’t you?”

“……”

“Because it doesn’t hurt anymore.”

“That’s true, but…,”

“Well, um… I understand you might be confused about what you just felt… It was truly an emergency situation.”

“An emergency…?”

“Right? You said it’s not something that happens anytime. And that you don’t even know when exactly it happens.”

“Yes….”

“When you wake up, you can pray and bathe with cold water, but you might get into trouble when you’re out there like you are now.”

“Yes…”

“In such situations, this is how you solve it if you really need to. Of course, it’s better not to if possible…”

Mishael nodded slowly in understanding as he listened carefully to my explanation.

“And…”

“……”

“Did that just make you happy?”

Surprised, Mishael’s eyes trembled slightly as he looked at me. It was a wounded gaze that could only be interpreted as asking how I could say such things.

Perhaps it was because I had been taking care of him for a long time as his owner. Even though Mishael was undoubtedly an adult man who was a head taller than me and with shoulders wider than mine, to me, he always felt like a gentle puppy.

Well, now, he was somewhat like a large dog…

“That’s not it? Then it’s fine.”

I pulled his head back again and made him lean against my shoulder, just like before. Hmm, Mishael’s sharp nose plunged into my neck, as if he was sniffing me. I patted and stroked his rounded back again and again, matching my slightly lower shoulder height with his.

‘Thank god.’

To control his raging er*ction, he m*sturbated with the help of a woman’s hand… To make the story short, it was an extremely obscene act, but as long as Mishael himself understood it, it was enough. This wasn’t because he was lascivious, but rather because of some kind of illness, and what I had just done was a rational way of dealing with it.

“So from now on, if there’s an urgent need to suppress your symptoms, you should do it like this. Okay?”

“……”

“Okay?”

“…Yes, Miss.”

From my neck, his voice sounded quite pitiful. It was only natural. He must have felt ashamed since the moment he showed me his thing. I spoke gently to comfort him.

“Of course, it would be better if such a thing doesn’t happen, but I’ll go and look up what kind of illness this is.”

“Yes…”

“And promise me one thing.”

I shook Mishael’s shoulder lightly to make him look at me.

As he lifted his lowered head, his reddened face, mixed with a shy and embarrassed expression, became clearly visible. His eyes, which were always prepared to follow my every word, calmly faced me.

“You see, today’s events must remain a secret.”

In response to my serious tone, Mishael’s Adam’s apple slowly moved up and down.

“We don’t have much time left until your priest promotional exam. So, you must never let others find out. People might misunderstand.”

“Misunderstand.…”

“Okay?”

“……”

“Hmm?”

Mishael seemed to ponder something for a while without providing an answer. Soon after, with a brightened expression, Mishael retorted.

“Yes, alright.”

The smile that suddenly bloomed on his face was so enchanting.

“…If that’s what you desire, Miss.”