I Was Only Trying to Avoid Defamation - Chapter 1
Prologue
“…Hic!”
A small scream escaped Nelie’s lips. The wood grain of the old warehouse floor was felt distinctly against her sweaty bare feet. The musty smell of dust floating in the air and the moldy scent from the old warehouse ceiling brushed against her hypersensitive skin.
However, what she felt most clearly was…
“How is it, Miss Heich.”
“I, I…”
“It’s the object you so carefully described.”
The man’s thing was growing significantly larger in her tiny hands.
“So grip it properly.”
“……”
“And explain.”
While Nelie swallowed, the owner of the thing looked at her with rather cold eyes.
“Whether it’s exactly the same as that monstrosity in the drawing, or not.”
His clear emerald-like green eyes, which should have given a warm feeling, were glowing dangerously cold. The tensed veins on his jaw and neck seemed to prove just how annoyed the man was.
Yet even in such an angry state, the man was beautiful.
His sparkling golden hair and eyelashes that matched the color of his hair boasted perfect angles as if embroidered stitch by stitch by a master craftsman. His upward-slanting eyes, straight nose and jawline… And above all, his perfectly built body, as if sculpted carefully by God.
Even though she knew it wasn’t the right situation, Nelie found herself unconsciously scanning the man.
‘Back then too… I thought he was a statue.’
She was reminded of Maestro’s sculpture she saw at the first art gallery she visited in this city. This man had appeared more beautiful than that sculpture, shocking the audience in various ways.
Even then at that art gallery, he looked at Nelie with such sharp eyes.
Nelie’s heart skipped unconsciously. Even though she knew that the emotion in those beautiful eyes was by no means positive. If anything, he was probably cursing her with his eyes right now, yet just receiving that gaze made her face turn bright red. Unable to find a place to rest her eyes, Nelie finally dropped her head.
‘Why do they all…’
Now she understood why everyone was so crazy about this man, Duke Eloi Tevant.
Even in a different place, the brilliant radiance surrounding him remained unchanged. The fact that where the man stood was a moldy old warehouse room didn’t even register in one’s eyes.
It already felt unreal that such a beautiful man was standing before her half-undressed, but moreover, she was holding his thing.
The entire scene appeared surreal to Nelie’s eyes. Looking at the Duke’s still cold expression and motionless body, it felt as if she wasn’t dealing with a human being made of flesh and blood, but rather engaging in this act with a statue or something similar.
Thinking of it that way made it somewhat more bearable. Yes. The other party is an inanimate object, inanimate.
‘There’s no need to be embarrassed at all.’
Just think of it as holding a marble rod. Just think of it as a rather large and thick rod.
However, that sentiment lasted only for a moment.
“……”
Unlike his composed face, the thing growing in size every moment in her hand felt too viscerally alive to be marble.
Even in a situation where she couldn’t properly grip it and only lightly touched it with her palm, the thing was emanating heat. Unlike his beautiful face, the veins protruding on his grotesquely enormous member were explicit. Fluid dripping from the tip thoroughly wet Nelie’s hand.
As soon as she felt the pulse throbbing within the wet sh*ft, Nelie trembled and shrank back. Her voice finally came out smaller than a mosquito’s buzz.
“That…”
“I said explain. How this is exactly the same as that drawing.”
‘This is too…’
Tension crept up her nape. It was the moment when Nelie unconsciously stuck out her tongue slightly to wet her lips.
“You seem quite relaxed, Miss Heich.”
“Huh!”
The man, as if displeased with that too, called her name through his teeth deliberately and covered her hand with his own. Nelie drew in a sharp breath as she was made to fully grip the man’s thing with all her fingers.
“Ah!”
The clouds had cleared, and moonlight streamed into the warehouse room. Nelie’s body, clothed only in a thin negligee, revealed its lines in the white light that crept through the window.
The body revealed under the light emanated a much more intense feeling than Nelie had expected. Without her realizing, the tips of her br*asts had become sensitively *rect. The space between her legs too had gradually become wet, leaving round traces on the fabric.
Noticing this, Nelie, not knowing what to do, tightly closed her eyes before opening them again. The man, scanning such a Nelie, opened his mouth mockingly.
“Even you must think it’s nonsense, right?”
“……”
“At this rate, it seems I’ll win.”
At those words that fell like lightning, Nelie suddenly raised her head. Her lower lip was unconsciously bitten. It was the face of someone who suddenly realized this wasn’t a situation where she could just feel embarrassed or keep backing away.
‘That can’t happen!’
She was just twenty years old. She had just come of age. She couldn’t start that with a dark prison, could she? Even though it was somewhat her fault, if there was a way to escape, she had to try.
Nelie, wiping her thoroughly reddened eyes, struggled to open her mouth.
“N-no.”
“……”
“I, I can explain.”
Heated breaths escaped, wheezing between her small lips. Her chest under the thin negligee heaved up and down with those pants. When she felt the Duke’s gaze lingering momentarily on the protrusions at their tips, her waist tingled. However, there was no time to moan at that sensation.
“So, for example.”
“……”
“Th-this long and thick thing… resembles the illustration.”
“Ha.”
“The, the size too.”
“Is this really that size?”
Though mocking sounds continued, Nelie gathered her wits. Even while making hiccupping sounds, she applied force to her hand, and in the process, the feeling of explicit veins being pressed against her fingers made her tremble more. Seeing this appearance, Duke Tevant’s eyes deepened.
“You’re going to continue, is that it?”
“……”
“Then look closer.”
“That…”
“We should avoid a defamation trial. Right?”
As soon as she heard those words, Nelie knelt on the floor and took a breath.
“…hup.”
The Duke’s thing twitched before her eyes. There was quite a difference between feeling it with her hands and encountering the real thing with vivid sight. Nelie tried hard not to close her eyes immediately. Meanwhile, the Duke didn’t stop speaking.
“Is it really as big as that illustration? Without lying?”
Nelie struggled to nod, and then, determined, she exhaled and pushed her face toward his gr*in. Just before her face could touch it, the man’s hand firmly gripped the back of her head, fixing it in place. It was a somehow tense touch.
“Look up properly. Look more closely.”
“…O-okay.”
“If you’re going to insist, do it properly.”
Even while saying that, the Duke’s hand was still holding the back of her head. That felt strangely peculiar.
Meanwhile, the heat she felt close to her face was vivid. She could feel her hot breath touching his thoroughly *rect thing every time she breathed.
Gulp.
She unconsciously swallowed. The candlelight that had been lit in the old room corner flickered following the moonlight. Through her negligee, as she tried her best to examine and observe the nearly naked man’s body while nearly naked herself, the shadow of her delicate female form danced. The silhouette of Nelie, with her head bowed almost buried in the male thing, flickered and drew on the wall. It was an extremely obscene sight.
“Hup!”
It was the moment when that silhouette appeared particularly large on the wall. The Duke’s hand holding her small head lost its strength. Nelie, who had been maintaining dreamy eyes while relying on that strength, buried her head in the Duke’s gr*in.
The tip of her small lips barely touched the Duke’s thing. When she unconsciously shook her head, her soft cheeks repeatedly rubbed against the sh*ft, spreading sticky fluid.
Whether he intentionally loosened his grip or not, the Duke remained silent for a moment, looking somewhat flustered. Finally, a cracked voice flowed from his mouth. What’s most frustrating was that, even while cracked, it was still a pleasant voice.
“…That’s enough, Miss Heich.”
When she raised her head at those words, the dark red thing poked between Nelie’s soft lips. Something salty was felt on the tip of her tongue. The vivid throbbing pulse was transmitted through the thin mucous membrane. Though startled by this, she didn’t pull her face away. Because if she did it, it would feel like she’s backing down.
“No! Not yet!”
“Even after coming this far, you’re still going to argue?”
“I’m not arguing… I’m just telling the truth as it is……”
“Seems you don’t understand the situation. You’ve lost, Miss Heich.”
The Duke, tensing up whenever his member touched Nelie’s lips, continued speaking through gritted teeth.
“It’s absurd to argue after drawing such a ridiculous thing below me.”
“That, I, I didn’t…”
When she heard his cold, sarcastic words, Nelie stammered. The Duke immediately cut off her attempt at denial.
“If it was published under your name, it’s your work, Miss Heich.”
“……”
“Are you trying to avoid responsibility?”
“That’s–”
“If not, then just name all the illustrators involved.”
“……”
“Then I’ll step back cleanly. Who knows? Your charges might even be reduced.”
But she couldn’t do that. Nelie tensed up and tried to focus her gaze on the frightening thing before her. Concentrating so hard made her look as if she was glaring at an enemy. Seeing this, the Duke chuckled and whispered.
“Honestly, compared to that ridiculous thing you drew, this seems quite normal.”
“N-normal……”
Nelie muttered blankly, unconsciously shaking her head slightly. Of course, compared to the monstrous illustration in question, the Duke’s thing was large and intimidating but still within human bounds. That drawing had been more like a caricature with an elephant as tall as a person between the legs.
But she didn’t think ordinary men would have something like this either. Even though Nelie had no experience with men, she was aware of that much.
Seeing her shaking her head, the Duke’s eyes narrowed. He seemed even more annoyed than before.
“Ah. Still not giving up?”
“……”
“Then shall we bring that ridiculous drawing here and compare? Miss Heich.”
“That…!”
“For every difference we find from the real thing, you’ll name one illustrator involved.”
Nelie gasped in panic, then stopped when she realized doing so only made her rub her face against the Duke’s thing. Meanwhile, her mind was racing. She felt an increasing need to say something to salvage the situation. Words tumbled out thoughtlessly.
“W-well, it might get even b-bigger here!”
“……”
“M-maybe even as big as that drawing……”
And she wanted to clutch her head in despair at her own words.
‘Was that all you could think of, Annelie!’
Even blaming herself couldn’t take back what she’d said. While Nelie was cursing herself, a low voice flowed into her ears.
“How exactly do you plan to make it grow that big?”
“……”
“Do you even know how?”
His words were mixed equally with hollow laughter and mockery. In that voice that bordered on despair, Nelie sensed danger. If she backed down now…
“I asked if you even know how, Miss Heich.”
Through the low whisper, she could see the defamation lawsuit approaching.
“If you don’t know, let’s end this.”
As soon as the Duke finished speaking, the future events played out in her mind. She could almost see the solemn courtroom that could suffocate her, the judge and people pointing fingers at her.
‘The verdict has been reached, Miss Annelie Heich!’
‘Your Honor! Please!’
‘For the crime of insulting this city’s highest nobleman, I sentence you to 50 years!’
‘No!’
‘Furthermore, I sentence you to pay damages for the rest of your life! The illustrators involved will also receive appropriate punishment!’
Just as the imaginary judge was banging his gavel while pronouncing her sentence…
“……!”
Nelie opened her small lips wide and took the tip of the manhood before her into her mouth. It was an instinctive action she did without even knowing the proper method.
“Mmph.”
Even as the raw scent invaded her senses, Nelie took it deeper into her mouth. Though she didn’t know the details of what happened between men and women, this was the result of remembering the lewd stories from girls’ gossip and secret book exchanges.
“…Hngh.”
Though she was just barely managing to hold the tip while gagging, the Duke, rather than pushing her away or becoming furious, remained frozen in place.
At first, she thought he was angry, but when she glanced up, his face was slightly flushed. While his pale white appearance was beautiful, this look was also shockingly beautiful. At the same time, seeing this gave her certainty.
‘This must be right.’
As her stiff fingers finally moved to stroke the sh*ft, the Duke’s large white hand came to rest on the back of her head. That hand twitched every time she squirmed and moved.
“Miss Heich.”
“Mmm……”
“What exactly are you doing?”
The Duke finally spoke. The man who had so casually undressed and shown his body now couldn’t hide his bewilderment at her taking the initiative. His voice, which had been full of resignation and mockery, now revealed his confusion.
Nelie felt an inexplicable thrill at this. It was the pleasure of seeing this previously domineering man lose his advantage due to her surprising behavior. For the first time, she felt like she had won against this man, and she couldn’t help but feel a bit pleased.
Forgetting what she was holding in her mouth, an unconscious smile appeared on her face. The Duke’s fine brow twitched for a moment.
“Ah!”
Suddenly, the hand on the back of her head pressed down hard, forcing his member deep into her throat. Caught off guard, Nelie had to swallow until it touched the soft flesh at the back of her palate.
“Huu, mph!”
Startled by the unfamiliar sensation, she flailed her arms and grabbed his thighs, then she heard his voice, now more strained than before.
“Go ahead, Miss Heich. Try if you want to.”
“Huu, mmp.”
“But if you can’t make it as big as that illustration…”
You already know, don’t you?
Nelie, quickly catching his unfinished implication, rolled her eyes upward to look at him. One corner of his inhumanly beautiful face lifted into a crooked smile.
The moment when tears gathered at the corners of Nelie’s eyes coincided with her beginning to move her head earnestly, partly guided by the hand holding the back of her head.
“Uu, mmm……”
Slurp, suck. The explicit sounds overwhelmed Nelie’s consciousness. The thing touching the soft flesh of her mouth grew increasingly hot. Nelie felt dizzy as she diligently worked her lips and moved her head back and forth. Her initially awkward movements became more natural after several repetitions.
‘Ah…..’
While the sensation against her tongue, which was as small as her mouth, felt overwhelmingly burdensome, Nelie’s eyes grew hazy again as she did her best to lick the sh*ft. As she became aware of herself kneeling before a man she barely knew, sucking on his thing, her thoughts naturally turned to questions.
‘How on earth.’
How did things end up like this?
‘From the beginning……’
I should never have done that.
Nelie’s regret traced back to not too long ago.