Oh, what am I going to do?

My entire body was trembling, and my breath was caught in my throat.

Under his touch, I felt like my soul had been seized, unable to move.

‘What… what is this?’

I’ve never felt this kind of sensation before.

I’ve spent nights with him before, with moments of euphoria that left me shivering.

The waves of pleasure that engulfed me always felt massive, more overwhelming than anything else I’d ever experienced.

I thought there could never be a greater thrill than that.

But now…

Now…!

This is on a whole different level.

Once again, my breath hitched, and white sparks danced before my eyes.

Am I going crazy?

This isn’t just pleasure—it’s something beyond that…

I drifted aimlessly, struggling in this overwhelming and incomprehensible sensation.

I had noticed from earlier that he was using a bit more strength than usual.

It wasn’t a heat that a normal person’s body temperature could produce.

But to think he’d even employ such dizzying stimulation, not just heat.

“…Ah!”

The round pressure against me awakened my senses sharply once again.

A tingling sensation, like a surge of electricity, shot through me, piercing all the way to the top of my head.

My whole body froze, unable to even let out a groan.

It was shocking enough to send chills down my spine, but strangely, it was a sensation I wanted to keep feeling.

How is this possible?

Could such a feeling even exist?

Is this truly the ecstasy happening within me? Was this level of sensitivity buried inside me all along?

It was so shocking that I couldn’t even speak.

It couldn’t compare to any pleasure I had known before.

“Ah, Alec.”

The words I barely managed to speak were swallowed into his mouth.

His hot hands never cooled, continuing to heat up my body.

Like sinking into a warm, deep abyss, my consciousness melted away, only to snap back in sudden shocks over and over again.

‘This… I can’t take this…’

Every cell and instinct in my body reacted to his stimulation, making me shudder.

I couldn’t move or even breathe properly.

It felt as if all my memories up until now had disappeared, leaving only this moment in my life.

What did I eat today, and what was I thinking?

Where did I go and who did I meet?

I couldn’t remember anything.

Finally, he came closer inside me.

A burning desire surged to the top of my head, wanting him to go deeper.

My fingertips pulled him closer, and my legs wrapped around his body.

Something inside me, unable to endure any longer, intensely craved him.

How wonderful it would be to escape somewhere far away with him, to the highest place in the world?

To go so far that we’d be erased from existence.

“Ah, ha…”

I let out a breath, overwhelmed.

As a powerful wave swept over me, his lips came down to the corner of my eyes, scattering his breath.

“Louise…”

His sigh was so seductive that it made my mind spin.

The desperation in his voice made my head burn even brighter.

Who am I?

And who is this person?

“Louise,”

He called my name once more, desperately, as he took full control of me.

“…!”

I took a sharp breath.

It felt like I couldn’t predict the sensations I would feel next.

But one thing was certain.

This moment would be the most passionate and brilliant of all the nights we’ve shared.

Even the heat and trembling rising from him wasn’t just felt at my fingertips.

The friction, as if it would make me lose my breath, began to burn me from the inside.

Such transcendental stimulation could never be shared by ordinary people.

I could barely breathe, and it felt like even my heart was being pulled along by him.

To think magic could be useful in bed too…!

“Louise.”

He whispered to me with a body trembling violently.

His face blurred, perhaps from the shaking world before my eyes.

Could a person’s heart really withstand this much stimulation without bursting?

My breath, beyond my control, scattered noisily around my ears.

In this maddening stimulation, he whispered sweetly.

“I love you.”

“…”

Yes.

I know all too well how much you love me.

So much that it’s driving me crazy.

“Ah, Alec.”

I gripped his arm tightly.

It was blinding, to the point where I wished everything would just end here.

Today, he was overflowing with energy and full of devotion.

He even used his magic to satisfy me and lead me into ecstasy.

Is there another man like him in the world?

“…Ah!”

“Haa…”

Only after a long while did he finally release himself deep inside me.

His hot breath scattered across my neck.

My arms, which had been holding him, slipped and fell onto the bed.

All strength had left my body, leaving me limp and unable to move even a finger.

“Louise.”

He wrapped his arms tightly around me, holding me close. My body clung to him like a fluttering leaf.

It was the perfect warmth, like a child being held by its mother.

“Alec…”

I barely lifted my eyelids and spoke in a faint, crawling voice.

Our breaths surrounded my ears, harsh and uneven.

Even my heart was still pounding, feeling the echoes of the intense passion we had shared.

It was impossible to tell whose heartbeat was louder, thundering like a storm.

He pressed his lips firmly against mine, then pulled away slightly.

His slender eyes looked deep and incredibly captivating.

“Did it hurt?”

“…”

No.

I didn’t have the strength to speak, so I answered in my mind.

The consciousness and soul that he had completely blown away were now slowly returning to me.

“My throat.”

I struggled to speak at that moment.

“My throat hurts… and it’s dry.”

I must have been gasping and shouting too much.

It felt like my throat had dried out completely, stinging all the way down.

At my words, he looked at me for a moment, then responded with a slightly surprised expression.

“I see. Please wait a moment. I’ll get some water right away.”

He got up from the bed.

At this hour, it would be faster for him to get water than to call the servants.

There was a water bottle in my room, but I didn’t have the strength to ask.

Anyway, it wouldn’t be difficult for him to go all the way to the first floor and back.

He hurriedly threw on some clothes, looking genuinely concerned about my thirst, and left the room.

As soon as he disappeared, a sense of emptiness and silence quickly rushed in, but his heat still lingered all over my body, keeping me warm.

I somehow lifted my heavy head and propped myself up.

I found the clothes I had worn and draped them over myself.

My dazed mind gradually started to clear.

This was the first time I had ever felt such a powerful aftermath like this after a night.

His touches still lingered on every part of my body.

It was a strange, intense pleasure that I might never experience again in my lifetime.

It was so extraordinary and shocking that it overshadowed every other moment we had shared before.

As I barely swallowed the dry lump in my throat, a thought of something he had said suddenly came to mind.

“…I know you might find me suspicious.”

That’s right.

I had been doubting him, hadn’t I…?

I had been wavering, but deep down, I had always known the answer.

However, the desire to trust him had been stronger.

Because if I didn’t trust him, I wouldn’t know what would happen from here on out.

“But there’s one thing I want you to believe with certainty.”

“…What is it?”

“I have always been sincere with you. I’ve only ever wanted to treat you well. And even if you ever reject me… I’ll still only ever think of you.”

“And one more thing.”

“……”

“Please believe that I’m the only one who can truly satisfy you.”

“…”

I slowly lowered the hand that had been supporting my head.

I suddenly remembered his words, words that I couldn’t understand why I was recalling now.

“I hope you like the me of today more than the me from before.”

A cold breeze seemed to brush across my chest.

The heat that had felt like it would last forever left my skin, replaced by a chilling sensation that raised goosebumps.

My husband is jealous of himself.

“Louise.”

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