Chapter 8 – Bad Girl (Part 1)

She had a very deep and long sleep. When she woke up from that sleep, her whole body was aching, but her mind was clear. Everything around her was blue. She couldn’t tell if it was dawn or evening.

Her mind was still foggy. She couldn’t clearly grasp what had happened or what she  had done. She just felt unfamiliar with her body that was calmly settled. It used to be hotter. It used to be very damp. It used to be very noisy and vulgar….

“Hello.”

When she turned around at the familiar voice, there was Choi Dowook.

“Did you sleep well?”

He was lying tilted, resting his head on his hand, looking down at Junhee. A familiar soap scent came from Dowook. His hair was slightly wet and tousled, partially covering his eyebrows.

Beyond him was the narrow and small room of Junhee. Nonsan and Choi Dowook. Somehow, it didn’t feel real, and she just blinked her eyes.

“I lost control for a moment.”

He said as he stroked Junhee’s hair and cheek. Even in her daze, Dowook’s word ‘moment’ was amusing. If he was referring to the time they had s*x, he had lost his reason for a very long time.

“I was thinking of calling Dr. Yoon because you wouldn’t wake up at all, but fortunately, you woke up just before that.”

Dr. Yoon is Dowook’s personal physician. The thought of showing this messy state of being exhausted and falling asleep after s*x made her frown automatically. Since he is someone who does what he says, it probably wasn’t a complete lie.

“…Is it morning or evening now?”

“If you want it to be morning, it’s morning, and if you want it to be evening, it’s evening.”

Dowook’s kindness of treating Junhee like a queen was familiar. Still in a daze, Junhee began to babble incoherently.

“I had a dream….”

“You did.”

“I saw you when you were young. You asked me to guess the name of a piece of music, called me stupid, and said we couldn’t be friends if I got it wrong.”

Dowook let out a troubled sigh.

“There’s nothing I can say if you bring up those days.”

“But it hurt my heart. Because I knew we could never become anything in the end. So I was sad….”

“Were you that sad?”

His voice asking was sweet.

“It must have been a nightmare.”

His voice welcomed Junhee’s feeling.

“Don’t worry. That won’t happen.”

Dowook warmly embraced Junhee’s body. She clung to him like a child whining in her sleep. The languid feeling spread like the effect of medicine. She curled up and closed her eyes tightly.

Her head and body were lethargic and tired, but his words and embrace were so warm that she just wanted to stay like this. Whether it was morning or evening, there wasn’t much for Junhee to do here. She would read a book, sit on the porch and watch the yard, and at best, take a walk around the neighborhood.

Even if she spent time uselessly like that, there was no one to scold her or for her to be conscious of. There were no whispering words or clinging gazes, and she could just kill time alone without struggling. So even if she just lay still like this….

Dowook cunningly noticed Junhee’s weak heart. He hugged her, kissing her cheeks, lips, chin, eyes, neck, collarbone, and chest randomly, making her feel pleasantly ticklish.

“Stick out your tongue.”

He said in a kind yet desperate voice.

I drove for hours without sleeping just to come here. My phone kept ringing with calls looking for me, but I rejected them all. Because you are the most important to me. Because I missed you. Because I felt like I would go crazy if I didn’t see you right away. I ignored my family and the company, and came just to see you. When I go back, I’ll probably be nagged by my family and criticized by the employees.

So can’t you at least stick out your tongue? 

Dowook pretended to be pitiful and urged Junhee for a kiss with a gentle smile.

Originally, when he wanted something, he would pretend to be pitiful like that and shake Junhee’s heart. This time too, she knew that not all of his words were true.

Even so, Junhee, whose heart had softened, slightly opened her mouth. She accepted Dowook’s tongue that immediately invaded. For a while, they shared saliva in their mouths.

“I want to f*ck you.”

The disturbing voice woke her drifting mind. When she opened her eyes and looked down at him on her chest, Dowook smiled smoothly.

“But I should hold back, right?”

He said it as if it were a joke, but Junhee noticed the dark s*xual desire in his eyes. His p*nis between her legs was naturally standing upright, and his fingertips flowing over her bare skin felt sticky.

Dowook lowered his head again. He buried his face between Junhee’s belly and chest, rubbing his head as if he were pleased. In his eyes looking up at Junhee during the act, there was a dark desire.

“Go back now.”

Dowook’s movement of rubbing his lips on her belly stopped. The breath he quietly exhaled was hot, but the air quickly turned cold. Junhee gently stroked his hair as if to soothe him.

“You must be busy…. Isn’t there less than two weeks left until you start work?”

The words that his phone kept ringing with calls looking for him lingered in her mind.

“You were counting that.”

Dowook raised his upper body. As if the cold air had never existed, a smile spread across his lips. He pulled Junhee’s hand and kissed her fingertips.

“Were you worried about me?”

“…No.”

“It seems like you were worried about me all the time we were apart.”

“It’s not like that. I just thought you must be busy, so you should go back now….”

“I can’t go.”

Dowook interrupted Junhee’s words and leaned down again. His tongue slithered like a snake along Junhee’s neck.

“Why?”

“Because you told me not to go.”

Dowook’s tongue leisurely licked her earlobe and below her ear, then gradually moved down her neck. His lower body subtly and slowly moved below Junhee. It seemed like sticky fl*id was leaking from the tip of his p*nis.

“When did I, haah….”

“Don’t you remember? You clung to me, telling me not to leave. Saying you were lonely and begging me to stay with you.”

The sensation of his hair flowing over her skin felt strange. Her eyes closed again. Reality began to fade. Meanwhile, Dowook’s languid voice kept coming.

“You also said you regretted saying mean things to me. That you shouldn’t have said things about breaking up, and you apologized to me. You said you missed me so much and apologized, so what could I do?”

“No, I never did that.”

The words didn’t take shape and scattered. 

“Junhee.”

Dowook called her name gently. Contrary to the gentle call, his hand exploring below Junhee was persistent and messy.

“I saw something interesting while you were gone. They were putting their tongue here to ar*use their partner. I watched and learned it to make Woo Junhee feel good.”

He rolled his tongue around Junhee’s shallowly protruding navel. A strange shiver spread. She flinched her hand and grabbed his head. Dowook’s breath fell like a chuckle. He pressed down on her navel. When he licked between her navel and p*bic hair, that strange pl*asure rose again. Her lower abdomen tingled.

While moaning, she asked where he learned such a thing. Dowook answered honestly. At an underground club run by his half-brother. He said he saw things he shouldn’t have seen.

Although he visited the place in a rebellious mood because he was upset that she left him, he had to go there because of a planned event, and as Junhee’s boyfriend, he didn’t do anything inappropriate, but still, a mistake is a mistake, so he asked her to scold him.

She couldn’t tell if what he was saying was true or false. The strange and languid feeling made reality feel dull. There was a strange certainty that Choi Dowook wouldn’t have done anything dirty with her. So, even after hearing such words, she didn’t feel bad.

“A woman touched my body without permission.”

It was that part that made her feel unpleasant.

“…Where did she touch?”

“Here.”

Dowook guided Junhee’s hand to the deep inside of his left thigh. She felt the firm and smooth muscle. It was also where the tip of his stiffly er*ect p*nis was pointing.

He continued, asking her to scold him, as if whining.

“She touched here with her toes.”

At that moment, it felt like someone had poured cold water all over Junhee’s body. Her mood instantly plummeted. She opened her closed eyes.

Junhee’s gaze became sharp as she looked at Dowook. Dowook made a strange expression at her gaze. As if he couldn’t decide whether to be satisfied or troubled. A face that couldn’t decide whether to be happy or desperate.

In the end, he couldn’t hide his smile and raised the corners of his mouth.