1.4

In the dim light, her green eyes glowed as if on fire. Watching them made his stomach churn.

Boom.

Another clap of thunder felt like a signal to end his conflict.

“I promise.”

Julian impulsively blurted it out and immediately regretted it. But the regret was as brief as lightning. Julian hungrily devoured Vanessa’s lips.

A hot, thick tongue invaded Vanessa’s mouth. Startled, she tried to turn her head, but Julian held the back of her head. Her lips were pressed tightly against his as if he would devour her.

His tongue, like a living creature, wildly explored her mouth. It touched her even teeth and licked the root of her tongue, making it hard to breathe. Unable to hold her breath any longer, her face turned red as she pounded on his firm chest. Only then did Julian release Vanessa.

“Cough, cough!”

“What were you doing without breathing? You’re like someone kissing for the first time.”

Vanessa didn’t answer but glared at Julian with a flushed face.

Indeed, it was her first time. Even on her wedding night, she had done nothing but the bare act necessary to conceive a child, without seeking pleasure. She hadn’t undressed, exposing only the minimum necessary area for penetration. Since then, her husband hadn’t caressed her or even expressed affection by kissing her. The only time he had kissed her was once, on the cheek, saying she had done well after she bore a son.

So Vanessa found it very strange that Julian, whom she had just met today, was kissing her so passionately.

“I’d prefer not to kiss.”

Julian frowned at her words.

“I want to, so put up with it even if you don’t like it.”

Despite his fierce face, the next kiss was softer.

“Mm…”

The squirming tongue in her mouth, the saliva of another person flowing in, the hot breath on her cheek. Everything was unfamiliar and unpleasant. Vanessa swallowed the saliva pooling in her throat and gradually adapted to his movements.

Just stay still. Like a rotten log or a dead fish.

But it wasn’t as easy as it sounded.

Julian’s hand, which had been wandering down her back, kneaded Vanessa’s b*ttocks. Every time he touched her, a strange sensation tingled through her. Vanessa had no way to escape his touch and could only flinch.

While Vanessa was distracted, the damp cloak Julian had undone fell heavily to the floor. He tried to untie the laces of her dress, but the wet clothes clung to her skin and wouldn’t come off easily.

“Oh, why are you taking off my clothes?”

Vanessa hurriedly pulled away and asked. Julian’s face twisted as if he had heard something absurd. As if it wasn’t worth answering, he tried to pull her top down. As her upper chest was about to be exposed, Vanessa grabbed the hem of her clothes.

“You can do that without taking off clothes.”

“Look, I know you don’t want to do it with me, but are you really in a position to make demands?”

“When I did it with my husband…”

“What the hell. Why are you bringing up your husband here?”

Julian’s face, which had been annoyed all along, turned to anger.

“You’re talking about your dead husband while screwing with me. It ruins the mood.”

If that was the intention, it was very successful. His previously *rect member deflated a little because of it.

Julian roughly threw off his shirt. His muscular arms and developed chest were quite intimidating. He shamelessly tried to remove his pants, forcing Vanessa to cover her face and tightly close her eyes.

Julian stripped Vanessa completely n*ked, including her underwear. The two stood facing each other, both n*ked.

The cold air swirling around them cooled the heat on their skin.

Embarrassed to show her body to a man, she covered her chest and private parts with her hands, but Julian forcibly moved her hands away. Afraid he might get angry, Vanessa didn’t resist at all.

Contrary to her modest face, Vanessa had a voluptuous body. Her pink *reolas had spread slightly due to childbirth, but her full br*asts maintained a perfect balance. A narrow waist, wide hips, and thighs that were moderately fleshy and milk-white. It was an indecently sensual body.

Admiring her beautiful nakedness, Julian’s mood improved, as if he had never been angry. Unaware of how blatantly Julian was staring at her, Vanessa trembled with cold and fear. Julian smiled contentedly and kissed along her slender neck.

When he loosened her pinned-up hair, the golden locks tumbled down to her waist in waves. Her hair smelled pleasant. Vanessa’s eyes opened involuntarily at the sudden feeling of his rough hand grabbing her br*ast. Seeing Julian’s n*ked body, Vanessa was horrified.

Is that going inside me? Impossible!

Julian was used to such reactions. Women who saw his member usually either gasped or were frightened. Julian quickly pushed Vanessa onto the bed to prevent her from saying anything else.

His angry, dripping member brushed against the inside of Vanessa’s thigh.

“Wait!”

“Now what?”

His deep voice lingered in Vanessa’s ear. Afraid that he might get angry again if she said she couldn’t do it, and that he might even kick her out, she kept her mouth shut.

“Do you want to say that can’t fit inside?”

How did he know?

Vanessa nodded her head frantically. Julian chuckled to himself, seemingly amused by her reaction. His smiling face didn’t seem so scary.

“A woman who gave birth is saying something so weak?”

“Ugh.”

Suddenly, his finger prodded her below.

“I’ll make you feel good.”

Vanessa’s entrance was so tight and narrow that it was believable she was a virgin. Perhaps because it wasn’t wet yet, his fingers couldn’t exert much force.

“So, you haven’t been with anyone other than your husband?”

“I don’t engage in such immoral acts.”

Vanessa twisted her hips uncomfortably as his fingers stirred inside her.

“You’ve lived a wasted life.”

To have such a lewd body and only sleep with her husband. It was typical of a virtuous noblewoman.

Feeling mischievous, Julian bit Vanessa’s small, just-ripened n*pple with his teeth.

“Ah!”

“Be quiet. Unless you want to wake the whole neighborhood.”

“It’s because you’re hurting me…”

“It would be quite a spectacle. A noblewoman screwing with a stranger like an animal right after becoming a widow.”

Every time he opened his mouth, he said something infuriating. Not wanting to be mocked by him, Vanessa bit her tongue and suppressed her moans.

“J-just put it in quickly!”

“I’ll put it in as soon as you get wet, so don’t rush.”

Julian said, suckling her n*pple like a child at Vanessa’s scolding.

Get wet? What’s supposed to get wet?

Julian caressed her softly, not squeezing or handling her roughly. Her *rect n*pples glistened with saliva. Every time he touched her, Vanessa’s head inexplicably spun.

Another finger joined the first, and his lips, which had been teasing her br*asts, moved up to capture Vanessa’s tongue. As he kissed her and thrust below, her insides grew hotter and itchier. Her thigh muscles tensed, and her hips kept lifting.

It’s strange, really strange.

It made a squelching sound as if it were really wet below. Vanessa thought it was her body, yet it didn’t feel like her own.

His fingers withdrew, and the tip of his member pressed against the entrance. Julian lifted one of Vanessa’s legs onto his shoulder. He pressed the tip against her entrance, attempting to penetrate. His massive member rubbed against her private area.

She felt as if she were committing the sin of lust and was filled with fear. She tried to calm herself by reciting prayers internally, but it was useless.

Vanessa panted, staring at the ceiling, unable to muster the courage to look down. As a dull pain like her lower body splitting apart accompanied his gradual entry.

“Relax.”

“Ugh, ah!”

After a long while, he filled her insides completely. She felt tightly packed, as if holding a club inside. Vanessa was sobbing without even realizing it. Julian began to move his hips while licking Vanessa’s tear-streaked cheek with satisfaction.

Vanessa clutched the sheets, her face contorted in pain. Her body shook helplessly with his movements.

“Ugh, ugh!”

Julian lowered Vanessa’s leg from his shoulder and pressed his upper body against hers. Her br*asts were crushed against his firm chest.

“Hold on.”

Julian pulled her arms around his neck. As she wrapped her trembling arms around him, he gripped her hips and thrust roughly.

“Ah!”

She couldn’t believe the sound came from her. It was the kind of moan a worn-out woman might make, like the ones she heard when passing the mill. Vanessa covered her mouth with one hand to stop the sounds from escaping, but it was difficult to suppress her moans.

“Ugh, ugh…”

“Don’t be embarrassed.”

“Stop it! Stop!”

“Stop what, now?”

“Then j-just slow down a little!”

Julian ignored her plea and thrust faster. Now it felt like her insides were not just hot but on fire.

“Ah! Ah!”

He pulled her into an embrace, silencing her screaming lips with his own. Unlike before, Vanessa eagerly sucked on Julian’s tongue.

She tried to cling to him, but her hands lacked strength. She scratched his back with her nails. Feeling the end approaching, Julian thrust his member deep inside.

Hot s*men poured into Vanessa’s insides in spurts. Her inner walls contracted continuously, squeezing out every last drop. They clamped tightly around his member to prevent any from spilling out.

See? Pretending to be innocent, yet she’s a seductress.

Julian smiled contentedly as he gently kneaded the softened insides with his tip.

“Haa, haa…”

Vanessa panted heavily. It felt like stars were twinkling before her eyes.

I’ve never felt like this before. What is this? My body is hot and damp like I have a fever. I’m dizzy. I can’t move.

As her breathing stabilized, Vanessa closed her eyes.

Even when Julian pinched her n*pple hard, she couldn’t open her eyes. Julian, who wanted to spend more time with Vanessa, considered waking her but decided to let her sleep. There would be plenty of time to be together in the future.