He couldn’t bear being apart from her even for a moment. He desperately wanted to embrace her real form and breathe deeply.
This side effect appeared because he had shown only his weak side while relying on her kindness. Edgar’s face had turned so pale at this realization that it almost looked blue.
‘How pathetic.’
The realization dawned on him that it wouldn’t be strange if she turned her gaze to another man when he showed such a pitiful side.
Perhaps he had become too complacent after winning Shasha’s heart, after becoming hers. He hadn’t considered even a fragment of the possibility that her feelings might change, and at some point, he had taken her heart for granted.
Believing that she would remain his alone even if he acted selfishly or threw childish tantrums.
And that he would remain hers alone.
He had believed without doubt that they had reached a perfectly happy ending.
But no matter at what point a book’s ending comes, one cannot guarantee that the story truly ends there. For instance, hadn’t he almost lost her because of the baby?
Suddenly, he imagined Shasha smiling kindly at the blonde servant.
“……”
He immediately covered his mouth to suppress the rising nausea. Anxious unease churned just below his throat. He couldn’t gather his thoughts as the image of the blonde Theodore resembling Benjamin from his dream kept appearing in his mind.
So even though he recognized that he was excessively captivated by that nightmare, when he finally reached the baby’s room and encountered the woman there, he embraced her forcefully.
While barely swallowing the nausea shaking his body, he pleaded:
“Shasha, I was wrong……”
His voice was already mixed with unmistakable moisture.
“What are you suddenly saying?”
Shasha looked at him in bewilderment. Though her face showed confusion, Edgar couldn’t explain his situation to her. If he talked about the dream he had and mentioned the servant named Benjamin, even someone as kind as her would surely think him pathetic and inadequate.
Instead of speaking honestly, Edgar made a promise out of nowhere:
“I won’t act pathetically anymore.”
Speaking so abruptly, he led her deeper into the room without explanation. The nurse and maid who had been inside seemed to notice their serious atmosphere and quickly vacated the space. As soon as they closed the door, Edgar immediately opened the curtain hanging on one side of the baby’s room.
By then, his face was completely wet with tears.
“…Why are you crying?”
Shasha blinked in confusion. Again without answering her question, Edgar laid the woman down on the small bed and devoured her lips.
“Wait, Ed… mmph.”
Why is the man who was sleeping so well suddenly acting like this?
“Shasha….”
Shasha couldn’t hide her bewilderment at her husband’s sobbing, which she hadn’t heard in quite a while. But Edgar continued to give irrelevant answers to her questions while persistently pushing her.
“Ah, ah…!”
Edgar was lying on top of Shasha who was prone on the bed. Like a beast mounting, he pressed his broad chest against her back and thrust his hips so urgently that the sound of flesh slapping against flesh echoed loudly.
With Theodore sleeping beyond the curtain, Shasha tried her best to stifle her breath despite his desperate movements.
“Ah, hic… Ed, wait… Ah!”
But whenever she tried to push him away even slightly, his movements became even rougher. Eventually, she couldn’t hide the sounds escaping from her mouth.
When she tried to cover her mouth, the man’s firm knee came between her trembling legs. Her two knees that had barely been supporting her on the sheet slipped, and her p*ssy swallowing his thick c*ck opened wider as if welcoming him. His heavy t*sticles stuck to her exposed cl*toris with wet slaps.
Shasha’s eyes lost their strength and rolled back at the simultaneous sensations falling upon her.
“Ah, ah….”
‘It’s too much….’
It felt as if even her brain was melting and flowing down. But Edgar, seeming to sense that she was about to collapse, pressed his body even more firmly against hers.
The hand holding her waist dug in deeply, tightly compressing her trembling lower abdomen. As if wanting her to feel his c*ck moving back and forth beneath her skin. As the thick gl*ns pushed into her as if it would push up through her lower abdomen, viscous fluid began to drip between her spread legs. When it flowed down to the man’s thick thighs, he deliberately induced more of her juices. By pressing down more on her lower abdomen filled with lewd desire while roughly pulling his hips back.
“Aaah…!”
Every time the engorged veins of his aroused c*ck fiercely scratched her inner walls and withdrew, water gushed from her widely opened l*bia with a squelching sound. And before that fluid could even stop flowing, her twitching hole was pierced again.
Edgar continued his rough thrusting three or four times, ramming his c*ck in before the erupting fountain could subside. Each time, the flowing liquid soaked the bed and pooled on the floor.
“Ah, …ah!”
Squish, squish. The gl*ns tightly locked against her cervix continued to pound that place wetly. As if determined to give her the maximum pleasure he could provide, he repeatedly knocked on her empty womb with the tip of his c*ck. Her entire body convulsed violently as the thickly bunched tip struck her cervix fiercely.
Meanwhile, his husky voice continued:
“From now on, from now on, never… ugh.”
Edgar overlapped his hand on top of Shasha’s, which was clutching the sheet, intertwining his fingers between her slender ones. Through blurred vision, she could see the veins rising on the back of his hand. He was gripping her small hand tightly as if holding onto a lifeline.
It was a concerning sight despite how roughly he was pounding below.
Being pinned beneath him as if bound, she couldn’t see his face, but judging by the wet breath falling on her nape, it seemed his tears hadn’t stopped.
“Whatever it is… understood, so please don’t cry….”
At her weakly delivered words, the man paused momentarily before embracing her body more deeply. His lips touched her ear, and his voice mixed with heavy exhalations flowed in.
“I’ll make sure you’re never lacking….”
It was a promise that sounded quite gloomy due to the tears mixed in. Setting aside the irrelevant response, his sobbing seemed to increase as his panting became more labored.
“So that you can’t think of anyone else, I’ll… ugh… do better… only me inside here too….”
Shasha couldn’t respond to those incoherent and absurd words and eventually squeezed her eyes shut. It was because his hip movements, which had paused briefly, resumed. Once again her body shook uncontrollably, and even as pleasure overwhelmed her, she felt bewilderment in one corner of her mind.
Another person? Was he suggesting that she was being unfaithful to him?
She couldn’t even begin to understand where such a groundless misunderstanding had come from. Wasn’t everything fine until just earlier? She had gone to the baby’s room after seeing the man who had fallen asleep early.
Had he had a vivid nightmare? Such speculation came to mind, but suddenly she recalled the man’s face, lost in thought before going to bed. He hadn’t been well since then… it seemed he really had developed some unnecessary misunderstanding.
However, the man who had shed tears as if about to faint was not in an appropriate state to clear up the misunderstanding right away.
“Aaah…!”
In fact, her inner walls, receiving his manhood after a long time, had become so sensitive that it was difficult for her to maintain her rationality as well. The cervix repeatedly struck by the thick tip of his gl*ns awakened pleasure rather than pain. It was a natural response since the man had conditioned her that way over years. Shasha let out moans like sobs every time Edgar’s tip hit that spot.
Squelch, slurp….
The gl*ns would fit tightly against her cervix, then separate with a sticky sound, pop… slurp. And that pace gradually quickened.
“Ah…!”
Eventually, the hand that had moved down from her lower abdomen to their joining point began to stimulate her cl*toris, causing even her closed vision to flicker. Her vision flashed so brightly that she couldn’t tell whether her eyes were open or closed.