Recalling that made prec*m leak reflexively, and ominous veins bulged on his flesh pillar.

Saying she was on duty. Saying she would clean in the early morning if she couldn’t sleep. For some reason, he couldn’t see even a glimpse of her for days.

‘After defiling and completely ruining an innocent person. Can you sleep peacefully?’

Although he didn’t want to admit it, he was troubled. While someone came here to shake his c*ck because he couldn’t sleep. Thinking of the woman who might be sleeping comfortably made him unable to sleep due to resentment. Even when he managed to fall asleep, she appeared in his dreams to torment him, causing him to have wet dreams.

While someone is suffering to death because of her. He wondered if she even had a conscience, it was absurd.

No matter how long he waited, Rarien didn’t appear. Nicholas had no choice but to return after only m*sturbating, without meeting her.

‘So who the hell is Benjamin?’

The more he thought about it, the more unpleasant the name became. He even searched through the temple’s registry, but there was no Benjamin. Not knowing his identity only increased his curiosity.

‘Is he someone Rarien Claude loves?’

No, she said she liked him. She said she had been in unrequited love for a very long time, and wanted to approach him before she died.

Was it all lies to deceive and f*ck him? Now that she’s f*cked him. Is she planning to go to Benjamin since she’s done?

Can it be considered true love to go f*ck another man?

Then why did she have s*x with him? Wouldn’t it make more sense to do it with Benjamin?

Well, they did kiss too.

It was the same then too. Shamelessly calling out Benjamin’s name with her mouth. But she kissed him.

Was he just a practice partner? Using him as a rehearsal for perfect intercourse with Benjamin?

Could it be that bastard Benjamin has a big c*ck? Did she choose him as a practice partner because his size is similar to mine? Did she anticipate in advance that my p*nis would be of an extraordinary size? When the hell did she see it?

No, why should I suffer such humiliation?

What the hell did I do wrong?

‘Did I just thrust too recklessly without any consideration?’

Looking back, well, it wasn’t all good. He recalled the woman’s slender body that seemed to collapse with each thrust. It was arousing but also pitiful. That part was somewhat regrettable.

If it was going to be just once and never again, I should have at least stripped her completely n*ked. We had s*x, but I didn’t even see her br*asts. When her body was pressed against mine, it felt soft and nice. I should have taken them out and fondled them at least.

‘What’s the big deal about s*x anyway.’

It kept buzzing around in his head, refusing to leave. The more he dwelled on it, the more regretful he felt.

‘Well, it was good.’

Honestly, it wasn’t just good, it was insanely good. Something must have broken and malfunctioned for sure.

Although his head knew it was wrong, his head and lower body were acting separately. His lower body was so wild that it seemed impossible to reach an agreement, even though they were part of the same body.

Tap tap, tap tap.

“Ah ah, Rarien.”

Tap tap, tap tap.

“Rarien Claude. Haa.”

Tap tap, tap tap. Tap tap. Tap tap.

The sound of him shaking his flesh pillar and calling out Rarien’s name mixed and echoed faintly in the bathhouse.

Nicholas closed his eyes tightly as he repeated the stroking motion. Rarien Claude’s plump lips, being penetrated by him, taking deep, panting breaths.

“Kuk.”

As soon as he tightly clenched his thighs, he spewed out white, turbid fluid. Huk, the pungent male scent wafted through the air. The milky s*men was dripping down, wetting between his delicate fingers.

He wondered how she would react if he touched her br*asts. Nicholas imagined spreading it widely on both of Rarien’s br*asts and rubbing it in circles.

Ha, f*ck, it’s so arousing.

The vulgar words escaped involuntarily.

Fortunately, amidst the misfortune, he could reach climax relatively easily by recalling Rarien’s lewd appearance he saw in his dreams. So, he should have stripped her n*ked when he had the chance. His mind was filled with meaningless regrets.

m*sturbation was essential to maintain a semblance of normal daily life. Only by ej*culating could he pretend to be a noble priest rather than a pervert obsessed with intercourse.

God’s trials are always followed by asceticism. This too must be a kind of asceticism, but somehow he had never overcome it even once. He was repeatedly losing to himself, drenched in lust.

No, to be precise, he was losing to Rarien Claude. It was a complete and utter defeat.

He was disgusted with himself.

***

Where on earth was she hiding? So she was here.

Nicholas stared blankly at Rarien, who was surrounded by holy knights at the training ground, handing out towels.

He had discovered her quite by chance while patrolling the entire temple after clearing his schedule.

What’s so amusing? The sight of her smiling with her eyes curved made his blood boil. That pathetic-looking pair of glasses was nowhere to be seen. She was bare-faced.

With such terrible eyesight, she should wear them. Is she planning to bump into someone and climb on top of them again? The thought of another innocent victim made him anxious for no reason.

‘They seem close.’

The holy knights greeted Rarien familiarly as they received towels from her. The sight of them naturally exchanging jokes and bantering inexplicably irritated him.

At that moment, their eyes met. When he deliberately stared at her intently, she seemed surprised, and her already fair face paled as her green eyes shook greatly.

Nicholas approached with large strides, staring directly at Rarien like a predator that had found its prey.

Rarien put down the towel basket and seemed to ask something of the holy knights before hurriedly leaving the place.

‘Why is she running away?’

It was absurd that she was fleeing as if her tail was on fire when she hadn’t done anything right. Well, she had no choice but to run away since she had a guilty conscience.

Just as he was thinking it might be better to summon her forcibly through the head nun, he heard the holy knights giggling.

“Hey, about Rarien. Doesn’t she look incredibly pretty without her glasses?”

Nicholas stopped in his tracks upon hearing the familiar name.

“She always had a pretty face. And her body is even more of a work of art.”

“Did you see her br*asts? I bet they’d be amazing if uncovered.”

“Her waist is slim, and her hips are big too. It would be great to take her from behind.”

“Damn, I’m getting hard just imagining it.”

Listening to them, they were spewing filthy words about Rarien.

“Should we try to seduce her? Girls like that are good for a casual f*ck. They say the innocent-looking ones are even wilder in bed. They say they writhe in pleasure, saying how good it feels when you give it to them…”

“Who are you going to f*ck?”

At Nicholas’s question, the surroundings became as quiet as if cold water had been poured over them. The faces of the holy knights who had been engaged in lewd talk turned pale.

“Y-Your Excellency…”

“No, I’m genuinely curious.”

“……”

“Didn’t you hear me? Or are my words not worth responding to?”

As the holy knights became as silent as clams, the expression vanished from Nicholas’s face, which had been nothing but gentle until then. The atmosphere around them turned cold as if ice water had been poured.

“I’m asking who you’re going to f*ck.”

At that moment, the commander of the Holy Knights, who had been at a distance, spotted Nicholas and rushed over, bowing deeply.

“It’s an honor to see you, Your Excellency.”

Just as he was about to lose his composure, the commander appeared with perfect timing to interrupt. He seemed to sense the strange atmosphere here and was visibly uncomfortable.

“It’s been a while, Sir Riley.”

“Is there something wrong, Your Excellency?”

Nicholas, who had been alternately looking at the knights and the commander, withdrew the murderous intent that had shadowed his face and calmly replied.

“No. Everyone just looked so happy. I was just joining the conversation for a moment.”

“That’s a relief. For a moment, I thought these fools had made some mistake towards Your Excellency, and my heart sank.”