June 20th, Rainy ☂
In-woo prepared to start acting again. Of course, instead of going back to his previous agency, he seemed to be planning to try various auditions. Though I was worried, I had no right to stop In-woo’s decision.
So instead of directly helping In-woo, I decided to get money by squeezing it out of Raseti. This time, Raseti willingly went along with my words.
When I told In-woo I got money from Raseti, he looked somewhat anxious. When I asked why, he asked if I was going to take the money and leave this house. What a pointless misunderstanding…….
When I replied that I couldn’t leave because he’d be lonely every night, In-woo, who had been anxious until just now, seemed somewhat intrigued.
Did he dislike doing it with me? In-woo startled and said it wasn’t that he disliked it, but that I was too big and energetic so it was a bit overwhelming. Then he confessed that everything he’d been making me eat lately was food that reduces s*xual drive.
It was quite shocking. Well, since In-woo is small and weak……. I guess even this much is hard for him to handle.
I said okay, and decided that until there’s good news, we’d practice complete abstinence… well, not completely, but some restraint.
I think I need to look for solutions too.
***
June 22nd, Cloudy ☁
If size and s*x drive are the problems, then taking appropriate measures should suffice.
While s*x drive can be easily solved with numerous drugs, adjusting body size is tricky.
Since it was uncomfortable to discuss the detailed issues of my body with Raseti, I instead consulted about surgery that could remove g*nitals without compromising my android and physical functions. They said it wasn’t a common surgery for androids, but still introduced me to several doctors who might be able to do it.
However, to receive that surgery, I would need to leave Earth temporarily.
While I was contemplating how to schedule it, In-woo caught me. I thought he was asleep, but it seems he had developed some resistance to the sleeping gas.
In-woo got incredibly angry. Even though I explained well why I was planning the surgery, he was furious. I think this is the angriest he’s ever been. He grabbed my collar and shook me, demanding to know why I would reduce that of all things.
Only after promising never to make changes to my body without In-woo’s permission again was I able to calm his anger.
***
September 12th, Clear ☀
After diligently preparing for his dream for nearly three months, In-woo finally passed an audition for a movie.
It wasn’t even just a bit part, but a supporting role with decent screen time. It was an action movie with a director known for commercial success, featuring quite famous actors, and significant capital investment. According to Raseti, the screenplay wasn’t bad either.
If done well, it could be a hit, and even if not, it would at least be a moderate success.
If things go well from here, In-woo’s acting career would soar, and everyone in the world would know about In-woo’s lovability…….
…….
Just thinking about it irritates me, but In-woo is my lover anyway. No matter who covets him, he’s my lover. Mine.
And honestly, there weren’t many men better than me in the universe. I’m rich, can wield power if needed, and good-looking (though Lee Sun-ho’s appearance is slightly inferior to my original looks, but still handsome.) Anyway, I’m a good match. Would anyone else catch his eye compared to me?
Of course, In-woo doesn’t know that I’m rich and powerful.
Anyway, although In-woo is very pretty and cute and adorable and lovable, there’s no need to feel excessively intimidated.
Instead of acting petty, I decided to invest a bit more in the movie. In-woo’s success and happiness are my happiness. I shouldn’t forget what’s most important.
While at it, I reviewed the list of decent agencies I had checked before. And I planted information about In-woo in the mind of the CEO of the agency I finally selected. Though In-woo seemed to want to try without an agency after his previous harsh experience, as long as I couldn’t step forward completely, having a supporting company would be more convenient.
I didn’t implant the suggestion perfectly in the agency CEO’s mind. My mind control is perfect but not permanent. For beings with human-level knowledge and emotions, especially rich emotions, there are variables. After implanting suggestions, if they feel a severe disconnect between the emotions I implanted and their own feelings, the suggestion can collapse along with their mental state due to strong resistance.
But if it’s just implanting a moderate level of first-impression favorability, there shouldn’t be major issues. How that feeling develops afterward depends entirely on the individual. If the thought I inserted doesn’t evoke much emotion in them, there’s a high chance it will simply be forgotten.
But for In-woo, even that much should be fine. Even from an objective viewpoint, In-woo is very pretty and lovable, and his acting skills are decent, so anyone with an eye for talent would contact him naturally. He’s worth investing in as a company. In-woo will definitely do well.
***
December 4th, Clear ☀
Everything is going smoothly. In fact, it’s been so busy I haven’t had time to write this.
Truth be told, it lost its meaning as an observation journal long ago. I wonder if I should stop writing it, but reading it again, there are both painful and good parts, so……. I decided to keep writing to maintain a record.
In-woo signed with the agency I had spotted before, with good terms for a newcomer. The atmosphere on the movie set that started filming recently wasn’t bad, and In-woo was also doing his role quite well.
Since he was wearing clothes more expensive than the lead actor’s and driving fancy cars despite being a rookie actor, there were some strange rumors at first. But when In-woo replied to those who subtly asked that he bought them with his own money, the atmosphere quickly quieted down.
These days, there seems to be a rumor going around the set that he’s a third-generation chaebol doing acting as a hobby……. That’s better than being looked down upon.
Actually, since In-woo was born into a poor family and had trash parents, it’s natural for strangers to find the source of his money suspicious, but…….
With me here, no major rumors could spread. I’ve placed suggestions so that no one can harbor strange doubts about In-woo. Strange rumors won’t continue.
While In-woo was focusing on filming, I also diligently grew my initial wealth while acting as In-woo’s manager. I entered the agency together with him and have been busy taking care of him as his manager until now.
In-woo told me not to do that and to do what I wanted, but what I wanted was to be with In-woo. Time not spent with In-woo feels wasted. After hesitating, In-woo said we could work together for now, and whenever I found something else I wanted to do, I should tell him.
As if that would ever happen. What could be more important to me than In-woo? I’ve already abandoned everything else anyway.
Growing wealth on Earth was simple enough by having my android handle it after gathering some information. It wasn’t a difficult task for a high-performance android that previously managed an artificial planet.
And Raseti recently returned to our mother planet. They’re probably creating suitable reasons for my absence there. Since it wasn’t unusual for me to be absent for several years even until now, there won’t be immediate suspicion.
It was a peaceful time.