Chapter 5

So, exhausted, Luarina returned home after work.

When she arrived, the maid informed her that a letter had arrived.

“Lady, I put a letter on your desk.”

Luarina’s face brightened immediately.

‘I have to go see it right away!’

Worried she might get caught by her sisters on the way to her room, Luarina hurried and managed to reach her room safely.

She sat at her desk and quickly opened the envelope.

Haha, even if I say I understand, it won’t comfort you, will it?

But I think there’ll be good news soon.

I’ll wish for a new hire for you.

I’m sure it’ll happen. Because I said so.

What is he saying now?

Luarina’s cheeks puffed up as she read.

Saying it’ll come true just because he said so. He was always overconfident, but this time it was really over the top.

He didn’t know anything about reality, so he could say things like this.

Luarina quickly wrote her reply.

Today, she couldn’t bring herself to praise him.

Because she was just too tired.

A new hire in our secretarial office? That’s impossible.

If it really happens, I’ll grant you any wish. Anything.

Do you know what happened recently?

The youngest in the administration, who’s close to the 1st Princess, asked her for a favor and dumped the work on us!

That administration employee is the youngest.

I’m the youngest in the secretarial office.

Maybe I should get close to the 1st Prince.

I don’t even know where he is, but if the 1st Prince ever comes back, I’ll definitely act like we’re close.

Like writing in her diary, Luarina poured out her frustrations.

After venting, she felt a bit better.

Then, she finally noticed the pink letter.

‘Ah, right.’

She’d asked last time what it felt like to have s*x.

Luarina quietly unfolded the letter.

Lately, whenever she looked at the pink stationery, she felt oddly nervous about what it would contain.

S*x? Of course it feels good.

It’s like being in another world.

But why? Are you planning to try it?

If you’re curious, just do it alone.

Don’t get involved with guys who have tiny things.

That’ll feel better.

Want to try what I tell you?

Put your hand inside your underwear, and slowly explore your secret flesh.

If you tell me how it goes, I’d like to hear your review.

If you want, I can tell you all about my own experiences, too. What do you think?

And about meeting men…

Just as your sisters said, don’t meet guys with tiny things.

At least, don’t even look at anything thinner than your wrist.

Gulp, her throat moved.

He told her to try it alone. He really had no filter.

But despite being shocked, Luarina was honestly curious.

‘Should I try just a little?’

Maybe it was because she needed a new kind of stimulation after so much overtime lately, but for some reason, she felt compelled to try what he suggested.

Jump—

Luarina stood up from her desk and hurriedly locked her door, worried someone might come in.

Then she sat back at her desk and took a deep breath.

‘Whew, I’m nervous.’

After a few breaths, she slowly slipped her hand inside her chemise.

Her hand slowly traveled up the soft flesh of her inner thigh. When her fingertip brushed the area between her legs, she flinched.

Luarina pushed her hand a little further inside.

Inside the thin fabric of her underwear was a secret area untouched by anyone else’s hand.

It was like a sanctuary, a space even her own hand had never explored.

Luarina was a true v*rgin with no experience with men, but she generally knew what was what. With her sisters talking so much, she’d have to be clueless not to know.

According to H, she should put her hand inside her underwear…

She didn’t have the courage to go all the way, so she first placed her finger on top of the fabric.

Luarina gently stroked the surface.

She felt the soft mound beneath the underwear, cradling her tender flesh.

Pressing lightly and rubbing slowly, a dull, unfamiliar sensation spread from between her legs.

“Hmm, that’s strange.”

Was this right?

It felt odd, but not unpleasant.

‘Should I try a little more?’

Luarina pressed a bit harder with her fingertip. The fabric pressed into the valley between her folds.

Her finger stimulated her sensitive cl*toris.

“Ugh.”

A tingling sensation shot through her, making her body twitch. Her thighs squeezed together instinctively. It was a feeling she’d never experienced before.

But it definitely wasn’t pain. It felt as if all her senses were focused between her legs, her mouth going dry.

‘What is this?’

Startled, Luarina quickly withdrew her hand.

She felt like something bad would happen if she kept going, so she hurriedly pulled down her skirt and returned to normal.

It was unfamiliar. She had no idea what this sensation was.

But there was no one to ask…

Her gaze naturally returned to the pink letter.

Put your hand inside your underwear, and slowly explore your secret flesh.

If you tell me how it goes, I’d like to hear your review.

If you want, I can tell you all about my own experiences, too. What do you think?

Just rubbing on top of her underwear felt like this.

What would happen if she put her hand inside?

If she hadn’t felt anything, fine, but now that she’d experienced a little stimulation, she was even more curious about what real s*x would feel like.

She couldn’t even imagine putting in a finger, or even pulling aside her underwear.

And a review…

What was she supposed to say?

That it was a feeling she’d never had before?

That she stopped because it felt strange?

That she was scared and couldn’t go further?

No matter what she wrote, it felt awkward and embarrassing.

But H said he could tell her all about his own experiences.

She always thought H was not only confident, but seemed to have no sense of shame.

‘…Should I ask?’

As she spread out her stationery to write a reply, Luarina’s hand hesitated, unable to write as usual.

‘I am curious.’

Did other people feel the same tingling sensation she just felt?

She was also curious about what would happen if she kept going.

‘But how do I even ask about what just happened?’

Even now, alone in front of her stationery, Luarina felt embarrassed. Even though her penpal was anonymous and she didn’t know his face.

It was so hard to write about this.

‘Ugh, it’s impossible.’

Luarina shook her head.

In the end, she finished her letter without mentioning her experience, only including a vague question about what H meant by “small,” since she didn’t know the standard.

But even as she sealed the letter, Luarina couldn’t get its contents out of her mind.

‘He said not to even look at anything thinner than my wrist.’

Luarina fixed her gaze on her own wrist. Her pale, slender wrist stood out.

It was thinner than most people’s, but thinking about something that size entering her body felt impossibly thick.

‘How could that fit?’

Maybe he was exaggerating again.

He was so confident, sometimes she wondered if he was a pathological liar.

Yeah, that couldn’t be right.

She’d just asked her penpal friend H about the standard for “small,” so when the next reply came, she’d get an answer.

Luarina shook her head, trying to clear her mind of all the dirty thoughts that had popped up.

But even while tidying her desk, her flushed face wouldn’t calm down.

‘I’d better go to bed quickly.’

So Luarina hurried to bed, afraid someone might catch her.

Even as she lay down, the strange sensation lingered in her body, making her legs twist restlessly.

Luarina tossed and turned for a long time before finally falling asleep.