It was my first time seeing the male lead since transmigrating into Roa.
David, just as the author had taken his name from the David sculpture. No, I had actually seen that sculpture, so I knew—but he possessed a body even more handsome and well-proportioned than that.
[Ahhh! Hyang! Just k*ll me! Oh! My David!]
Lines that the female protagonist in the book uttered in her madness over her relationship with David flashed through my mind.
Reached ecstasy? Going crazy with joy?
How excellent is he?
Just how s*xy, how strong, how vigorous is he?
I was very purely curious.
When I was suffering from cancer treatment, thinking of David who occasionally appeared in my dreams……
I felt embarrassed about my frustrated self, but it also ignited my lewd imagination.
「Want to do more? Honey?」
In my dreams, David seduced me with a stimulating smile.
Hmm?
Is my body getting a bit aroused?
I confirmed that I was attracted to a man for the first time since coming here and looked at David with curious eyes.
I had wondered if we might encounter each other at least once in life, but it was fascinating to have such intense desire at our first meeting.
I tilted my head briefly and pondered. It was true I was curious about David’s skills.
‘I keep being attracted—what should I do?’
Looking at him, all sorts of thoughts came to mind.
‘I wonder if he’s similar to the David in my dreams?’
‘Is David big and beautiful?’
‘How special is the male protagonist of this world?’
While thinking such thoughts, David suddenly left the grand banquet hall with a face pale as a sheet. It was an astonishing speed.
Huh?
Could his condition have flared up……
Unable to eliminate the inner voice churning in my stomach, I boldly threw the wine from my glass into my mouth.
Bitter and sweet tastes naturally harmonized.
I slowly followed David.
He was crouched in the deserted garden.
“Are you feeling unwell somewhere? Your Highness?”
Since my intentions were clear, I spoke to him with a composed face.
He discovered me and frowned. He seemed very displeased by my sudden appearance.
I approached David, who was clutching his chest with a pained expression.
The cursed male protagonist who turned into a boy if he couldn’t obtain a woman’s energy.
Just as I had read in the book, he placed his hand on his pounding chest and broke out in cold sweat. It seemed to be a symptom of thirst. Then a cool relief would be needed.
For example, a kiss where lips—the most delicate tissue among skin—make contact, and intimate tongues containing deep energy collide.
One day when he turned sixteen, David was wandering around the grand duchy when he became trapped in the mist emitted by the spirit of desire. The spirit of desire had seized David, who possessed a massive desire to be loved.
The spirit had to continuously consume the food called desire. To such a spirit, David was an extremely good host, and from that moment on, David had to offer women’s energy to the spirit.
What a pitiful setting this was.
Moreover, if he couldn’t obtain women’s energy, his appearance changed freely from newborn to boy to adolescent. The charm of this setting was also why the novel ‘The Grand Duke Covets His Nanny’s Body’ had become popular.
I observed his actions more carefully.
“Ugh! Why is this happening? I definitely took care of it.”
David grumbled with an unpleasant expression and clutched his chest tighter. His lips trembled finely, and he kept blinking his eyelids.
I straightened my spine and stopped in my tracks. It seemed he had come without fully replenishing his energy.
‘Hmm. What should I do about this?’
I leisurely gazed at the Imperial Palace’s beautiful garden for a moment. As the wind blew, my dress that fell to my calves swayed gently, and the transparent glass slippers peeking out from beneath the dress sparkled in the moonlight.
I walked gracefully and grabbed David’s shoulder as he tried to escape elsewhere. He turned his head very irritably. His blue eyes were fierce.
“Lady Seraphina. Why on earth did you follow me……”
David exhaled roughly, finding it hard to stand, and placed his hand on the table. He clearly needed a woman’s nourishment right away.
‘Right now, he must want…… to kiss me, standing right in front of him?’
At that thought, the corners of my mouth naturally lifted. Finally, my red lips parted like a blooming flower. Seeing this, David wore a dazed expression for a moment.
“If you hate it, say so. I’ll stop.”
I grabbed his collapsed shoulders and kissed him. David was so tall that I had to stand on tiptoes even while wearing heels. He was startled, his back stiffening rigidly.
Our lips pressed together without a single gap.
It was a very honest kiss, with no back-and-forth of tongues.
I had my energy stolen by David, and he unconsciously grabbed my waist. My body bent backward from the strong force. Having initiated the kiss first, I flinched slightly around my eyes.
David’s lips had a refreshing mint scent. Soft like ice cream and fluffy like clouds. Just as described in the book, his lips were very plump too.
David looked at me with eyes as if intoxicated by alcohol. After absorbing energy once, he seemed thoroughly hooked on me.
A moment later, he repeated my words exactly.
“Lady Seraphina. If you hate it, say so. I’ll stop.”
The languid coquettishness in his voice was beyond imagination. It was tremendously seductive, so I didn’t say I hated it. I was truly curious about him from the book.
Then David’s tongue entered my mouth. My heart trembled at the movements that were faster and more aggressive than expected. The intense kiss was very sticky.
“Haa, haa……”
I exhaled heavily in the middle. At least my curiosity about kissing was satisfied. David was very good at it.
However, the feeling of my energy continuously draining wasn’t very pleasant. I was someone who had been ill before transmigration and was sensitive to such matters. Kissing was just tiring enough that I could easily respond to it.
Fortunately, my body seemed robust. I didn’t feel dizzy or anything like the female protagonist in the book.
Then could I have *ntercourse too?
I was troubled because I kept imagining a night with David. In truth, I couldn’t know what it would be like without trying.
At that moment, David, who had been inhaling my breath with all his might, narrowed his eyes.
“You started it first.”
At his rough, low voice, I naturally turned my head to the side. His smooth nose bridge touched my cheek, and I felt his firm chest.
Then David, who had only appeared weak from not quenching his thirst, collided with me quite forcefully.
“Aah!”
I let out a satisfied m*an and wrapped my hands around his shoulders. My body twisted so much I thought I’d go crazy.
Moonlight from the night sky poured down over my head. I was caught in a white rain with him.
What a sweet transgression.
I was indeed not satisfied with just kissing. I was too curious about his stamina that the book had emphasized.
‘I’m going to lay you in bed today.’
Just as David must feel, I too could no longer endure my burning body. David, who needed a woman’s energy, could never refuse me.
David and I took a carriage, left the Imperial Palace, and entered a suite room at the capital’s finest hotel. David’s hot hands still wrapped around my waist.
“I didn’t think grass would be bad either.”
I spoke because I was curious what it would feel like to do it outdoors. I really couldn’t stand being curious.
David looked at me as if I were bizarre.
“……Outdoors? Grass? Why on earth are you so bold, my lady?”
He seemed very flustered even though he pretended not to be. But having already absorbed my energy, his eyes held a turbid aura of l*st. He was a lecher properly intoxicated by sensuality.
“What does it matter? No one’s watching. As long as it’s enjoyable.”
My s*x life wasn’t something for others to criticize.
I removed my cumbersome hat and gloves and embraced David as I was. David buried his nose in my shoulder and heaved his chest, as if inhaling breath during the earlier kiss.
A strange man’s large embrace, the David statue I had only imagined from the book, was now vividly alive and moving right beside me.
‘Now then, shall I see how good you are?’
I threw myself onto the bed with David, intoxicated from drinking quite a strong wine.
David took off his own clothes first. He unbuttoned them one by one, neither slowly nor hastily. He looked straight into my eyes while undoing them, his aura extraordinary from the start.
Oh dear. Should I have stimulated him just a little?
While I was thinking that, David’s sculptural body was revealed. The six-pack abs on his abdomen stood out even more due to the shadows.
I had dated boyfriends with good bodies several times before, but this was the first time I’d seen such a picture-perfect body. His square shoulders and smooth arm muscles were so beautiful. It felt so unrealistic that I flinched slightly.
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