Please Divorce Me Villain, I’ll Raise the Child Alone - Chapter 134

“Your Grace, why did you kiss me?”

“You were the one who…”

“All those kisses until now.”

This wasn’t the first time she and Raphael had kissed. He had kissed her several times before. Although they hadn’t had a relationship, they had spent nights together. As far as he could recall, they’d even had a relationship, albeit only once. Of course, that was merely an accident.

“There must be a reason.”

The passionate kiss had given her courage, but it was still a one-time thing. Amelia’s fingertips trembled with fear. She had spoken up, but it didn’t seem right. What if it was all her delusion?

“Was it really because of the smell, or because I’m your mate?”

What should she do if he was just drawn to her by instinct? Would it be right to consider that as him liking her? She didn’t even know what she wanted. Did she want to hear that Raphael loved her above all else? It was an absurd wish.

“I told you I wouldn’t want your love even if I died.”

“That was…”

She regretted saying that. At the time, she had no choice. Amelia bit her lip nervously as she looked at him.

“I know you wouldn’t want my love, but shamelessly, I dare to like you.”

“…”

“Not because you are Siegfried’s mate or my first love from childhood, but because I love you, Amelia Seraphin. The one standing before me now.”

What did I just hear? Amelia stared blankly at his lips. Did those words really come from there?

“I liked you before too. I just couldn’t admit it and accept it, so I realized it late.”

When what she had wanted finally happened, she couldn’t believe it. Her ears buzzed, and she couldn’t hear anything. It felt unreal, and all she could do was blink.

“I have always liked you at every moment. Whether you were Evelyn or Amelia, it didn’t matter to me.”

“Then… why did you act that way? Even though you already liked me…”

“I was scared. Because you hated me…”

It was disheartening to realize that they had pushed each other away out of their mutual fear of being disliked. All this time, she had been more prickly toward Raphael to avoid getting hurt. Raphael had done the same. He had silently retreated out of fear.

“Of course, you would hate me… No, it must be terrible for you to know that I like you.”

Did he think she would find it terrible that he liked her? His words were strange. He lacked confidence, too much so. She wondered where the confident Raphael she knew had gone.

“Why do you think that way?”

“It’s obvious. Even I would hate me…”

Seeing Raphael close his eyes tightly and furrow his brow made Amelia’s lips curl into a smile. Why hadn’t she noticed this side of him before? Looking back, Raphael had always been the same. He had always shown the reactions of a man deeply in love.

She hadn’t noticed because she was too preoccupied. She was so busy hiding her own feelings that she couldn’t see Raphael right in front of her. It was so obvious, too. Somehow, it felt unfair. If she had realized it earlier, things wouldn’t have turned out this way. And what was it that she supposedly disliked? Even in his suffering, Raphael Lloyd Siegfried was so captivating that she couldn’t take her eyes off him.

“Still… don’t leave.”

Now he was almost begging her, clinging to her. If he was so afraid of her leaving, he shouldn’t have brought up the throne. She could use that as leverage to demand a divorce.

“I’ll grant you anything you want.”

“Because you are the Master of the Chester Merchantry?”

“Yes, even using that status, I can offer everything at your feet.”

She wanted to tease him more, but she couldn’t. Raphael’s desperate face made her heart soften.

“First of all, Your Grace is wrong about something.”

Amelia raised her arms and wrapped them around his neck. Then she pulled his face closer. His compliant reaction made her smile. She should stop here, but the man in front of her kept looking cuter. Who on earth would find Raphael Lloyd Siegfried cute? It was a statement that would shock anyone else.

“What is it?”

“I don’t dislike Your Grace. Would I kiss someone I don’t like first?”

Their noses were almost touching. Raphael’s eyes filled her vision.

“On the contrary, I like you very much.”

As soon as she finished speaking, Raphael’s large body stiffened. The man who had been kissing her so aggressively just moments ago seemed to have vanished.

“…That’s impossible… If you’re trying to deceive me…”

“Why would I deceive you?”

“To escape from me again.”

It seemed he wouldn’t understand just by talking. She couldn’t believe she didn’t dislike even this side of him. It was clear that she was the one deeply in love, not him. She couldn’t stop smiling, even though she wasn’t trying to.

“If that happens, you can come and get me. You said you could always find out where I am.”

“…”

When she pulled him into her arms, he came along helplessly with a bewildered face. It was amazing how his large, bear-like body was being pulled in.

“The truth is, I love you too.”

She intended to whisper it in his ear, but before she could finish speaking, Raphael pounced on her like a tidal wave. It was hard to believe it was a human speed; it was almost animalistic. He grabbed her face and kissed her urgently, as if he was pouring out his feelings. It was more like her lips were being devoured.

“Ah…!”

That wasn’t all. She felt herself being lifted, and before she knew it, he was carrying her. Even while moving, Raphael kissed her frantically. It was broad daylight. If anyone saw them…

“Ra… huh… Raphael…”

She tried to tell him to stop, but he didn’t listen at all. Instead, he bit her lips and sucked on them persistently as if she were trying to escape. She ended up clinging to his neck, holding on tightly, afraid she might fall. Surely, they weren’t going all the way to the bedroom like this.

“No… no…”

Her confession seemed to have spurred him on. She could see that Raphael had completely lost it. He had never been this intense before. She couldn’t shake the feeling that she had touched something she shouldn’t have. Nevertheless, she had to stop him from showing this side of himself.

“Mm, if someone sees…”

She ruffled his hair, hoping he would notice. Instead, it had the opposite effect, deepening the kiss. This time, she really didn’t intend to provoke him. Fortunately, they arrived in the room through magic on the spot.

“Haa… Raphael…?”

She collapsed onto the bed, with Raphael on top of her. His golden eyes, usually shining, were dark and silent, seemingly immersed in something. They were the eyes of a predator.

If he catches me, I’m dead.

“Hey… we were having an important conversation, remember?”

“…”

“Th-the throne! I don’t think you explained it properly…”

There was nothing more important than that. This wasn’t the time for this. She needed to convince him quickly…

“Ugh, mm…”

His gaze, filled with desire, bore into her as he kissed her again. It was as if he was saying her attempts to stop him were futile. The messy sound of their tongues intertwining echoed in the bedroom, indicating how excited he was.

At the same time, his hands urgently unbuttoned the front of her dress. His long tongue, scraping her palate and sucking on her delicate mucous membranes, was tyrannical.

“Mm… Ra, phael…”

She barely managed to escape, only to have a moan escape her lips as his lips nibbled at her neck. Raphael’s breath was rough, his excitement evident.

“Ugh!”

She arched her back involuntarily as his sharp teeth bit her collarbone and neck. The unknown mix of anticipation and fear made her lower abdomen heat up. In truth, the heat had been building in her lower abdomen since he started kissing her.

“We need to… ugh, talk…”

Her upper body was now completely exposed, with only a thin chemise covering her. The sudden cold air made her shiver.

“There’s nothing more important than this right now.”

His eyes, wild and turbulent, made her feel a sense of danger.

“Haa…”

All she could do was let out a moan as his relentless kisses overwhelmed her. His large tongue, dominating her mouth like a tyrant, was both overwhelming and exhilarating. The fact that she was kissing him at this moment drove her crazy with joy.

No matter how hard she tried to match his pace, it was useless. Her movements were quickly restrained by his tongue. Her heart raced even in the midst of such a messy kiss; she was in deep trouble. The way he scraped the delicate insides of her mouth and sucked on her tongue without hesitation made her tremble.

“Ugh. Ah…….”

The sticky sound of two bodies intertwined buzzed in her ears. She was really spending the night with him. On the day she had Leonel, neither of them had a proper memory. He was out of his mind due to his rampaging power, and she was drunk and not in her right mind either.

So, tonight was practically their first night.

“You have no idea how much I’ve been holding back.”

Amelia shuddered when Raphael buried his nose in her neck, inhaling deeply. His hot breath and suppressed voice indicated how excited he was.

“Ra, huh… phael….”

A moan escaped as his large hand grabbed her br*ast over her chemise. Her waist twitched uncontrollably every time he rubbed her n*pple. It felt like she was going insane from the fingertips pressing down on her n*pples.

“Huh, mm…!”

Her br*asts, squashed like dough under his touch, were incredibly lewd. She wasn’t the only one who’s tense and impatient. Amelia was startled when he practically tore off her chemise.

“Ra, Raphael…?”

“Amelia, aren’t you curious about what I did every time you fell asleep?”

She was curious, but she had a feeling she shouldn’t ask. Amelia shook her head vigorously. It seemed she had unnecessarily provoked him.

“You don’t know that I’ve been rubbing my c*ck while looking at your sleeping body every night.”

She had no idea such a thing had happened. She naturally thought he had fallen asleep too…. This Raphael, who’s casually speaking such dirty words, felt unfamiliar. She had experienced a little bit of how different he was in bed.

“I was so careful not to shove it into this pretty mouth of yours.”

“Raphael….”

“Don’t worry. I’m not going to make you suck it right now.”

His hand brushing against her lips dripped with reluctance. Amelia was frightened by Raphael’s words. His vertically elongated pupils were filled with desire.

“But… the reason I didn’t go all the way….”

It was Raphael. Even though he could have gone all the way, he always just tormented her. She had no idea how much it hurt her each time. She even misunderstood that Raphael disliked her.

“I thought you hated me back then. I didn’t want to be hated more.”

“I didn’t know that….”

“But now there’s no need to hold back, right?”

Raphael’s sly smile as he said that was cruel. She was startled by his action of grabbing and sucking on both br*asts.

“Ah! Mm!”

Amelia closed her eyes tightly at the sight of Raphael licking her n*pples. The sight of her n*pples moving under his tongue was too explicit to watch.

“Open your eyes.”

“But, ugh…!”

“Don’t you love me?”

She couldn’t help but open her eyes again at his earnest voice. Then she met his bright golden eyes. His voice was clinging to her, but the situation unfolding in front of her was entirely different. He twisted her n*pples mischievously and bit them with his tongue.

“You said you loved me.”

“That’s, ah…! Mm!”

She did say she loved him, but she didn’t mean it like this. Of course, she had longed to spend the night with him. She just didn’t expect it to be like this.

“Coward, huh….”

It was incomparable to when he scratched her n*pples with his fingers. Amelia felt like she was going crazy from his tongue pressing against her n*pples. If she showed even a hint of dislike or tried to refuse, Raphael would look at her with a hurt face. Then she had no choice but to allow it. But in the end, it was she who was tormented.

Amelia didn’t know what to do with Raphael’s behavior of greedily sucking her br*asts. Who would know that Raphael Lloyd Siegfried would treat his wife like this?

“Huh, ah!”

“Don’t think about anything else.”

Even though she had only briefly thought about something else, the keen Raphael immediately noticed. He twisted and pulled her n*pples as if scolding her, making her cry out. Even if she was thinking about something else, it was about him.

“Amelia.”

Just hearing her name made her lower abdomen tremble with heat. Her er*ect n*pples were covered in his saliva. The sight alone was so lewd that her flushed face felt like it would explode. She felt embarrassed by his golden eyes looking solely at her. She couldn’t even avoid his gaze, which drove her crazy.

“Mm, ugh…!”

Amelia shuddered at the hand that had now reached her waist. She was now completely n*ked, with not a single thread on her body. His hand, boldly rubbing her v*lva, made wet sounds echo in the bedroom.

Twitch, her whole body tingled as if she had been electrocuted.

“You’re already so wet, yet you’re pretending you’re not.”

“That’s not… huh….”

She wanted to say it wasn’t like that, but the words wouldn’t come out. In fact, she felt herself getting wet with anticipation from the moment they kissed. But hearing the sound so blatantly was different. Squish, squish, the obscene sound of her juices stretching with Raphael’s fingers made her shake her head wildly.

“My dear wife is so cute.”

“Mm, mm…!”

Raphael’s nonchalant tone made her even more embarrassed. She didn’t know what she wanted. Every time he moved his fingers, tears of pleasure welled up, and her hips twitched.

“Huh, no…!”

When his fingers that had been caressing her v*lva pressed on her cl*toris, it felt like every strand of her hair stood on end. Despite her reaction, he continued to rub her cl*t.

“Ah, ah! …Ugh!”

Even if she struggled to stop his hand, he only pulled her thighs closer. Amelia was bewildered by the trembling that she thought it didn’t even seem like her own thighs. The reaction of her juices gushing out was humiliating.

“Do you want to touch it yourself?”

“Ah, no, huh…!”

“Not today. Next time, I’ll show you how to touch it yourself.”

Even though she shook her head to say it wasn’t like that, Raphael had no intention of listening.

“Ah! Huh…!”

An unknown scream burst out as his fingers peeled back the clitoral hood and pressed down hard. Her whole body trembled with pleasure that struck her like a hammer. Then, she felt an unfamiliar sensation. Something softer and more sticky than a finger.

“Ugh, huh….”

No, no. She reached out her fingers to say no, but instead, he intertwined his hand with hers. Amelia felt like she was going crazy from his tongue and lips sucking on her cl*t. Her back arched involuntarily, and her vision turned white. Every time his sharp nose brushed against her p*ssy, her hips jerked up.

“You have no idea how long I’ve waited for this moment.”

“Rapha, ugh…!”

At least she could tell that he had been holding back until now. She was bewildered by Raphael, licking her p*ssy like a dog in heat. It was a mouth that always coldly commanded or punished someone.

“Hah, ah!”

Unable to handle the overwhelming pleasure, Amelia writhed and moaned. Raphael sucked on her entrance, which was gushing out fluids. Her lower abdomen tingled. He didn’t seem to have any intention of stopping. Amelia could only pant and wait for this climax to end.

“Ugh, stop… hahng…!”

“If I stop now, you’ll cry because it’s too tight to properly take my c*ck.”

She wished she could cover his mouth. Who knew Raphael could say such explicit, dirty words? Amelia shuddered at his tongue penetrating her inner walls beyond just sucking her fluids.

“Ah! Huh….”

Amelia didn’t know what to do with his tongue stirring and poking her inner walls. The lewd sound of fluids squelching echoed in her ears every time his tongue moved. She was terrified of her p*ssy, which was losing control and spewing her juices. She was scared of her v*lva, which was spilling fluids uncontrollably. It felt like everything was beyond her control.

“Huh! Hah…!”

She felt like she needed to grab onto something as her whole body floated. Her vision blurred with the constant stream of tears. The unceasing contractions of her inner walls made her dizzy. It was incomparable to any small pleasure she had experienced before. Her vision blacked out, and the sensation felt like it wasn’t even her own body, making the fear greater than the pleasure.

“Hah, huh… mm!”

“You have no idea how lewd you look right now, Amelia.”

She didn’t know that. She was only concerned about the liquid glistening on his lips. Unlike her, Raphael seemed to be having a great time. His amber eyes, gleaming with desire, were terrifying for the first time.

“Ah, wait, ugh!”

“I want to thrust into you right now, but I can’t.”

Amelia struggled as he spread her p*ssy and inserted his fingers. Raphael’s words about him holding back a lot were true. His fingers, filling her inner walls tightly, scratched her insides without hesitation. Her inner walls, which clamped down on his fingers, seemed to be happy that his fingers were inside.

“Ah, huh…!”

Raphael’s fingers, which were even bigger than hers, were thick and long. Every time they poked and rubbed inside, moans wouldn’t stop escaping her mouth. It felt different from when his tongue was inside. The sensation of him stirring her lower abdomen made saliva drip from her mouth. It was the same below. The squelching sound of fluids continued endlessly.

“Hah, ah, mm…!”

She didn’t even know what she was doing anymore. She was out of her mind from the forced pleasure. Her trembling thighs, calves, and toes showed how soaked in pleasure she was.

“Hah, mm, no, hah!”

Amelia clung tightly to Raphael’s fingers as her inner walls repeatedly contracted and relaxed like crazy. It was as if his hand was her last lifeline. The gushing fluids didn’t stop. But he continued to poke and scratch her inner walls. She was afraid it would never stop, and tears poured out.

“Huh…! Rapha, aahng!”

“You’re beautiful.”

She didn’t know what was beautiful. She was panting and leaking fluids from every hole in her body.

“I’m sorry.”

“For what, ah!”

Just as she was about to ask what he was sorry for, something blunt and hard pushed into her p*ssy. The pain, as if her whole body was being split in half, made Amelia’s mouth open wide. She couldn’t understand how she had ever thought of mounting a crazed Raphael.

It hurts so much!

Tears welled up uncontrollably. She shook her head and pushed against his shoulders, telling him to stop.

“Huh…! Ah, no…!”

“Shh, Amelia, please.”

Despite Raphael’s pleading words, Amelia only shook her head. This was impossible. It wasn’t a size a human could handle. Moreover, it was still near the entrance, and only the gl*ns had barely entered. This was absolutely impossible.

“You need to relax. You’ll get hurt like this.”

“Huh, ugh… stop….”

I’m going to break, I’m going to break. Every time his p*nis pushed in, the sound of her fluids mixing with his prec*m echoed. Her lower abdomen felt like it was going to burst.

“Mm!”

Taking advantage of the moment she lost her senses, his p*nis plunged in all at once, causing Amelia’s body to convulse. Her stomach lurched as she felt like she was being pierced all the way down her throat. It was such an overwhelming presence that she could hardly breathe. Raphael looked anxious at her choking breaths.

“Amelia.”

“Ah, ugh….”

She wanted to say it was okay, but she couldn’t. The problem was that she didn’t hate the presence that was hurting her so much. She couldn’t hate him because he looked more pained than she did. She couldn’t do anything with the clear sensation of his c*ck in her lower abdomen every time she exhaled.

“Never… I’ll never do this again…!”

“Hah, sorry, but that’s not possible.”

He said he would do anything for her, but it was all lies. His c*ck, wriggling and moving, seemed to pull out only to push back in to the end. At the same time, he twisted and stimulated her cl*toris.

“It’s better to get used to it.”

“Ah! Huh, mm!”

With a thud, Amelia’s body jerked up as his c*ck thrust deep into her inner walls. There was no hesitation in the way his c*ck stirred her inner walls. She couldn’t resist because he was rubbing her cl*t, so it wasn’t just pain. The strange sensation she felt every time he poked her inner walls.

“Even if I grant you everything, I can’t agree to never doing this again.”

“Ah, mm…! Huh…!”

This way, what he granted was limited. It was all at his whim. With rough thrusts, the sound of fluids squelching overflowed from her p*ssy again. Strangely, it felt like his c*ck kept going deeper. At first, it was just painful…. Strangely, a lewd sensation began to bloom.

“Huh, ah…!”

Her waist trembled as his c*ck thrust all the way to the end of her inner walls. She couldn’t keep her wits about her with the electric current running through her waist. Moreover, he persistently poked only at the places where she felt it, making it even more unbearable.

“Rapha—el! Huh!”

Noticing her attempt to cover her mouth, Raphael intertwined both hands with hers, as if binding them. No matter how much she bit her lips, moans leaked out.

“Huh, ah!”

With thrusts that stirred and poked her reddened inner flesh, Amelia shook her head. The pain had long since disappeared. The bed sheets were a mess with her fluids. Every time his c*ck moved, the sound of fluids splashing echoed below.

“Huh… mm!”

Her p*ssy, contracting at will, spilled fluids, and her body boiled and jerked up. Her belly felt swollen from his deep thrusts. She continuously let out moans mixed with coyness she had never heard before. When he moved, her lower abdomen bulged up the same way. It felt like her brain was melting away.

“Huh, mm…!”

She had lost count of how many climaxes she had. She might have fallen into a hell of pleasure. If he hadn’t been holding her hands, she would have lost her mind long ago.

“I love you.”

“Mm, ah!”

“You must only love me forever.”

Raphael was saying something in her ear, but she couldn’t hear it at all. Her body, already at its limit, trembled uncontrollably, losing her mind. She didn’t even feel the cum filling her insides as it pounded against her inner walls.