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“Aaang, aah. Aang.”
Yeo Hae-jeong pressed his weight down on me. Folded in half beneath him, I tightened helplessly around his c*ck under that heavy pressure. He furrowed his brows and drove deeper. The feeling of my cervix being crushed was strange. It made me feel as though I were about to piss. I squeezed my eyes shut at the tingling sensation and trembled down to my toes. This was not just anywhere. It was school. I could not piss here.
“Please, please.”
I struck his forearm in panic and opened my mouth.
“Senior isn’t disgusting, hngh, not disgusting…… Ah. Hngh, I’m going to piss. Aaang, mmm, pull, pull out.”
Hot wetness filled me to the deepest place. I dug my nails into his forearm and scratched hard. My vision spun from the force of it.
“That’s right. I’m Yeo Eun’s boyfriend.”
“What are you saying? Pull out, hurry…… Hngh, hik.”
Then it happened. He aimed the head of his c*ck at the place he should not have touched and drove his hips up hard.
“So you have to love me, no matter what I do.”
“……Ah!”
In an instant, pleasure struck through my limbs like lightning. My whole body locked, and I came.
Haah, hik.
I threw back my head and fought for breath. My body shook on its own. I had never imagined I would come on the desk where I had been attending class only moments before. Squelch, squelch. His thick c*ck kept driving through my inner walls without mercy.
“Love me, honey. Yeah?”
“Aah, what do I, mmm, just a moment…… Hng.”
The wetness gathered inside me burst upward like a fountain around the c*ck pounding into my body. Spurt, spit. Clear fl*id spilled over me where I lay folded in half. My chest and belly were drenched in what I had released. I clung to his forearm and trembled. My breath caught under the pleasure crushing my whole body.
He came soon after. I felt the hot flood of his release filling me vividly, reaching every corner inside. At last he withdrew the c*ck that had filled me so deeply. It came free with a soft, obscene sound.
“Ungh, mmm. Ah…… Hng.”
I lowered my numb legs from his shoulders. They had lost all feeling. Beneath the desk, they twitched faintly. He looked down at me, sprawled and weak, and smiled with open l*st. His dark eyes rested on me with a kind of loving hunger, as though he found me beautiful even drenched in wetness and s*men.
“D*mn, you’re so f*cking pretty, Yeo Eun.”
Crazy…… Why had I ever agreed to date this person? Had I truly lost my mind for a moment out of loneliness? No matter how I thought of it, that was the only answer. I panted for a long time before I managed to speak.
“Crazy, hah…… If dating means this, then let’s break up.”
“……”
“You’re too f*cking awful, senior.”
Haha.
He ignored my sincerity with ease and only laughed, bright and shameless.
You bastard. I’m serious……
I muttered what he could not hear and shut my eyes weakly. However often I thought of it, Yeo Hae-jeong was still a bastard.
Even after it ended, I lay on the desk for a long time. My body ached too much to rise. He spent a long while sucking and licking at me where I lay, and only when the sun had begun to set did he start wiping me down. My whole body felt sticky. With the wet wipes he always carried, he cleaned me carefully and straightened my rumpled clothes.
“Ah……”
All strength drained from my limbs. He toyed for a while with my hands and feet, limp as though boneless, got hit once for it, and at last carried me onto his back.
I sagged against him and could only pant. He walked out of the lecture hall with me on his back, his steps light. Fortunately, the corridor was quiet. I checked it for myself and ground my teeth.
“Never do this at school again. I’ll really kill you.”
“Why? We both liked it.”
“I hate doing it like this in public. And……”
I was about to go on when footsteps sounded from a distance. Startled, I buried my face against his back. It was not as if I meant to boast to the world that we had had s*x. It was humiliating enough already.
“What, senior. Is that Yeo Eun on your back?”
At the familiar voice of a female classmate, I sighed.
“Mmhm. Yeo Eun says she’s sick.”
Without a trace of shame, he turned me into an invalid and smiled brightly. Before I knew it, I lifted my head a little. My eyes met my classmate’s. When I forced an awkward smile, her expression crumpled with concern.
“Oh my. You really do look sick.”
“……”
“Yeo Eun-ah, hang in there.”
I could not lift my head again from embarrassment. Shameless as ever, he even hitched me higher and prompted me to answer.
“Yeo Eun-ah, she told you to hang in there. Did you hear?”
“Y-yes, I will……”
My reply came out as small as an ant’s voice, and I buried my face in his back again.
“Yes, Yeo Eun says she will hang in there. Soyeon-ah, thanks for cheering her on.”
He answered for me and walked past her with lighter steps still. My face burned too hot to show. I kept my head down. He was so pleased with himself that he greeted everyone we passed in the corridor one by one and announced our relationship as though it were cause for celebration.
This mad bastard. I truly had lost my mind. To think I had accepted dating him simply because I was lonely. Regret rose in me all at once.
But it was already too late. He was humming to himself with me hanging from his back.
Crazy bastard, truly crazy bastard.
I muttered it under my breath and pressed my nose against his back. My future already looked bleak.
⁕⁕⁕
It was the weekend. As soon as morning came, Yeo Hae-jeong woke me and brought me into the kitchen. Half asleep, I sat before the dining table rubbing my eyes. With my lids still heavy, I poked at empty air with my fork. He watched me with doting eyes and rested his chin on his hand.
“Can’t you stop staring?”
I could hardly tell whether the food was going into my mouth or up my nose. I forced myself awake and spoke to him.
“It’s burdensome.”
“It’s because you’re pretty.”
“……”
“I can’t take my eyes off you.”
Forget it. Better not speak at all.
I shook my head and quietly finished the breakfast he had made. Ever since learning I was malnourished, he had prepared all three meals himself with stubborn care. He did not even leave it to the housekeeper. He was an awful person.
Worse, everything he made tasted good. Even I found that surprising. Only a few weeks ago, I could barely force down a single triangle kimbap. Now I sat with my face nearly over the plate, eating without pause.
Why did Yeo Hae-jeong have to be good at cooking as well? Had he not been, I would not even have looked at him. I was thinking such useless thoughts while wiping my mouth with a napkin when he held something out to me.
“What is it?”
“A phone.”
When I opened the box, the latest model lay neatly inside.
“You said you hated the phone I gave you before, Yeo Eun.”
As if that were the point. The phone he had forced on me before had poor functions and a childish design. Worse, it was a phone in name only. It could not contact anyone except him.
I took the new one with a displeased face and checked the home screen. As expected, a location-tracking app had already been installed.
“What’s this? Why did you install an app like this?”
“Why? We’re dating.”
“What kind of couple uses a location-tracking app? This is surveillance.”
“Yeo Eun-ah, I’m hurt. Surveillance?”
“……”
“This is affection.”
Those smooth words belonged to nothing less than a psychotic stalker. I glanced at him once, then glared at the CCTV camera hanging on the wall.
“And while we’re at it, aren’t you going to remove the CCTV?”
“Why would I remove that?”
“That’s for watching me too.”
“That’s for security and safety.”
I would likely have better luck speaking to a wall. Feeling wronged, I picked up the phone he had left on the table.
“It’s unfair.”
“Hm?”
“You should install it too. It’s unfair that I’m the only one being tracked.”
I unlocked his phone myself and went to download the app. All the while, Yeo Hae-jeong sat there grinning as it installed.