3.4 

It was the first compliment she had heard since they started dating. The man standing before her now wasn’t the cold and distant figure he had become after they got together, but the same man she had first met—the kind and gentle version of him she had fallen in love with.  

Why is he saying things like this now, after we’ve broken up…?  

Ellen wondered if Leon’s true nature was showing because he was intoxicated by sleep.  

If that were the case, had he been forcing himself to act cold and distant all this time just to break up with her?  

Why did this man only show his tender side after they had ended things? That’s why she couldn’t let go and had spent two years pining after him.  

Ellen thought Leon was a truly heartless man. If he wanted to be cruel, he should have remained cruel to the end.  

If he had, she might have been able to move on from her first love. But now, by shaking her heart like this, he was leaving her with lingering feelings, and that was the problem.  

“What are you thinking about?”  

Leon wiped his lips, glistening with saliva, with his hand.  

“Nothing.”  

When Ellen gave him a small smile, Leon pressed his lips hard against her neck.  

“Ah!”  

She let out a small m*an and flinched.  

His lips, which had been teasing her neck, gradually moved down past her collarbone. He left short kisses along the way, making a soft sound with each one, as though leaving his mark on her.  

Then, he took the red peak of her chest into his mouth, leaving a red mark around it. His wet tongue firmly stimulated her n*pple, making Ellen shudder and m*an. Her body tingled with pleasure.  

Soon, he began to nibble and s*ck, teasing the rosy peak that had risen under his attention. His other hand cupped her other br*ast, kneading it under his firm grip. Heat began to spread through her belly, and a certain intimate place grew damp.  

Ellen exhaled shallow breaths.  

After thoroughly lavishing attention on her chest, Leon sat Ellen down in the bathtub. He started again from the valley of her br*asts, planting short kisses as he moved down her soft stomach and further below.  

His lips, moving slowly downward, stopped at her thighs. He sucked on the area as if trying to draw her in, then began to part Ellen’s legs slowly.  

“Ah.”  

Feeling embarrassed, she tried to close her legs, but his strong grip prevented her from doing so.  

“Ahh!”  

His lips touched her most private place, and his tongue followed. The heat of his breath and tongue stimulated her, creating an unfamiliar sensation. It felt as though she couldn’t breathe, just like the first time they kissed.  

“Stop. Don’t….”  

She tried to push his head away, but she couldn’t. His tongue began to delve inside, and a slow warmth started to spread within her.  

Soon, the movements of his tongue became more intense. Each time he stimulated her entrance, the unfamiliar sensation made her squirm.  

But the awkwardness soon gave way to pleasure. It felt as though every cell in her body was converging on one spot. Soon, a tremor ran through her, and a sweet liquid began to flow from deep inside.  

“You taste sweet.”  

Leon’s voice was filled with admiration as he murmured words like beautiful, sweet, and fragrant. Hearing such things, which she wasn’t used to, made Ellen’s face flush all the way to her ears.  

Even though she knew better, she felt as though he was confessing his love for her.  

Leon carefully licked up the honey-like liquid that had flowed out. The sticky sound of it filled the air, making the atmosphere feel heavier.  

“Ahh… stop!”  

By now, even the words to tell him to stop wouldn’t come out. Each time her sensitive flesh was sucked on, it felt as though her body was melting. But the overwhelming pleasure was still too much for her to handle, and she had to cover her mouth with her hands to stifle her m*ans.  

When his lips finally left her intimate place, she thought it was over. But it wasn’t. This time, his hand slipped between her folds. Slowly, as though trying to widen the narrow space, his fingers moved in and out.  

“Ahh!”  

The sensation was different from when his tongue had been there. As the number of fingers increased and their movements quickened, the wetness between her legs grew, and the slick sounds of their mingling filled the air.  

Ellen couldn’t think straight. M*ans spilled from her lips without pause. She was discovering sensations she had never known before, one by one.  

“Ahh…!”  

At that moment, a sharp wave of pleasure coursed through her entire body. She nearly collapsed backward, but Leon caught her waist firmly, leaving only her head to tilt back.  

It was her first cl*max.  

Leon, however, showed no intention of letting her rest. He lifted her weakened body and guided her toward the wall. Ellen, dazed, simply followed his lead. When her back touched the wall, her hazy gaze drifted downward.  

Ahh!  

Ellen shut her eyes tightly in shock at the sight of his size.  

She had vaguely felt his arousal earlier but had tried to ignore it. Of course, part of that was because she had been too focused on the sensations he was giving her. But now, seeing him so openly, she felt embarrassed.  

The thickness of his *rect manhood was no joke. It was as large as his imposing physique suggested. She couldn’t imagine how it could fit inside her.  

People often said the first time was painful, and just by looking at him, she could understand why. If something like that entered her, it felt as though her body would tear apart.  

Should I ask him to stop now? No… this is my chance to give him my first time. So I need to endure it, don’t I?  

Her conflicting thoughts battled briefly, but in the end, Ellen chose to accept him. Even if it hurt at first, she decided to endure it.  

As Ellen’s back pressed against the wall, Leon lifted one of her legs and slowly began to push himself inside her. The sensation of his heated length parting her flesh brought a sharp pain, as though her body was being torn.  

Ahh… finally.  

As he entered her inch by inch, Ellen felt both pain and a sense of fulfillment. Intimacy with a man was far more painful than she had anticipated.  

“Are you okay?”  

When she grimaced from the unfamiliar intrusion and dull ache, Leon looked at her with concern. Ellen, panting heavily, nodded slowly.  

It hurt so much, but the mere fact that her long-held wish to give herself to him had come true made the pain feel somewhat bearable.  

Her desire to see his face just once had turned into the desire to have him, and now her dream had become reality.  

A single tear rolled down Ellen’s cheek. She didn’t know why she was crying after finally giving her first time to the man she loved.  

Whether they were tears of joy or something else, she couldn’t tell. But did the meaning of the tears really matter?  

Their bodies were now intimately joined. Just the fact that she was connected to the man she loved made the pain feel endurable.  

She felt a warm liquid trickling down her leg. It felt strange, but it was a testament to her first experience with the man she loved, and that made it bearable.  

When she winced again, Leon kissed her deeply, his tongue soothingly exploring her mouth. Her muffled m*ans were swallowed by the kiss.  

As he stimulated every corner of her mouth, she felt as though she could endure the pain.  

Is he being considerate because he thinks I’m in pain?  

Even amidst the pain, such thoughts crossed her mind. But as Leon began to move slowly, even those thoughts disappeared.  

He showered her with endless kisses, leaving her no time to dwell on the pain. As the pain and stimulation intertwined, her mind went blank.  

When pleasure finally overtook the pain, their lips parted. Ellen’s furrowed brow gradually relaxed, and her eyes became hazy.  

“Ahh…”  

At that moment, Leon’s movements grew even more intense.