Take Responsibility, Commander - Chapter 7
Chapter 7
After that, Erelia frequently came and went from the Proxian estate.
She could still vividly recall the shocked expressions of the servants when she first emerged from Carlisle’s room. She was glad she helped him wash up in the morning. Though it was done with selfish intent, in hindsight, she couldn’t let the servants see him in such a disheveled state.
Nevertheless, she couldn’t completely hide the traces of the night from Carlisle’s body. Red marks left on his body, swollen red eyes, and a cracked voice. He clearly looked like someone who had spent a rough night. Fortunately, the well-trained servants of the Duke’s estate didn’t spread rumors.
“Are you going ‘there’ again?”
Of course, that didn’t mean there weren’t any rumors at all.
“You seem to have free time today, brother.”
Erelia replied curtly to the voice that stopped her as she was leaving the estate.
Annoying nagger.
She grumbled inwardly.
Even if it wasn’t at the Duke’s estate, the two often met. On the balcony of a party, in the Knights’ Order lounge, in a corner of the garden… whether it was a chance meeting or her seeking him out, Carlisle never rejected Erelia who clung to him. He even went so far as to seduce her first.
Although they were never caught in the act, it was true that they were often seen together. Seen heading to the estate together too. Rumors about their relationship quickly spread in social circles.
Erita Sionel, the eldest son of the Sionel Earl family, was worried about his younger sister.
“You know the Duke won’t marry you anyway.”
“That’s why I have to be with him before he marries.”
“You really…!”
Erita ruffled his hair in frustration.
After going through adolescence quietly, why was she causing trouble now?
“What are you going to become when you grow up….”
“This is what I’ve become after growing up.”
He was almost at the point of clutching his neck in exasperation. Right, Erelia was twenty now. He thought she would know what to do…
“As long as I can be with the Duke, even for a short while, it doesn’t matter.”
Seeing her eyes, crazed with love, changed his mind. If she were abandoned by the Duke, who knew what she would do or what would happen. Her eyes looked like she might stab someone in a fit of rage. As her brother, he couldn’t send his sister to prison.
“Wait! Erelia!”
While he was lost in thought, Erelia had already slipped out of the estate. Erita sighed deeply as if the ground would cave in.
“What on earth is the Duke thinking….”
The Duke of Proxian, known for his clean personal life, why was he suddenly getting involved with his sister? He returned to his room, organizing his troubled thoughts.
***
Nagger.
Erelia grumbled inwardly. She didn’t completely fail to understand her brother’s concern, but she felt it was unfair.
So far, she had thoroughly managed her image so that dirty s*xual preferences would not become rumors. Except for the Knights’ Order men who gave their bodies to her, to others, she was a thoroughly innocent and kind girl.
Carlisle was no less. His impeccably clean private life was already famous. As such, the rumors circulating in the social world about the two were not as provocative as their reality. Though rumors are often exaggerated to suit people’s tastes, the scandal surrounding them seemed almost innocent compared to its actual nature.
Of course, in reality, it was more sordid than any scandal.
With a creak, the carriage stopped. Lost in thought, it seemed they had already arrived. Erelia jumped out of the carriage without waiting for the servant who was supposed to escort her. Her steps were light. The prospect of meeting him always made her heart flutter.
“The master is waiting in his room.”
As she entered the estate, the now-familiar butler guided her. She always met Carlisle in his room. Once, he tried to observe decorum by receiving her in the drawing room. However, after having risky s*x while hearing the footsteps of servants passing by in the hallway, he gave up on that.
“Carlisle, I’m coming in.”
Erelia knocked on the door and soon opened it. She saw him sitting on the bed in light clothing. Every time at this moment, she felt like she was visiting the bedroom of a groom on the first night of their honeymoon. She blamed Carlisle for this feeling, thinking it was because he always sat there looking tense, as if he would never get used to it.
“Have you been waiting?”
Erelia gently caressed his cheek. His face, slightly flushed, turned away. Somehow, he seemed more nervous than usual today.
“I have something to tell you.”
“I also have something to show you.”
Erelia took something out of her skirt pocket and showed it to him. It was a long, thin metal rod with a hole like a straw. At first glance, it was hard to guess its purpose.
“…What is that?”
“Something to help you a little, Carlisle?”
Carlisle looked at it with a wary gaze. The items she had brought before were all shameless in purpose. This one was surely for such a purpose as well.
By now, he had grown somewhat accustomed to her shameless deeds. A d*ldo with a tail, a vibrating egg, a drug that sensitized the body, even inserting a strange device supposedly for prostate massage and walking around the garden – after eventually *jaculating in a corner of the garden, he never used it again. Amidst all sorts of bizarre experiences, he had gained some knowledge in this area. He was no longer the man who panicked, thinking he had made a mistake after his first *jaculation.
But this time, it was something that even Carlisle could not imagine.
“You’ll know once you experience it yourself.”
Erelia began to undress him, laying him on the bed. Always like this as soon as she arrived…. Despite feeling dubious, he obediently lay down, receiving her touch. Before he knew it, all his clothes were peeled away, revealing his well-sculpted nude body. As she slowly caressed his firm abs, he exhaled a hot breath.
“Ugh….”
She suddenly grabbed his half-*rect p*nis. Rubbing the urethral opening with her thumb, she poured oil onto the metal rod to wet it. Holding his now fully *rect p*nis and aligning the rod with the urethral opening, he flinched in surprise and grabbed her hand.
“W-Wait… you’re not going to put that in there….”
“It might hurt a little.”
He stiffened at the cold sensation touching his p*nis. He buried his head in the sheets out of tension and fear.
Was it not enough to fill the back hole, now she wanted to fill the front one too? What did she intend to do by inserting it there?
“Ah! Hng…!”
The cold metal penetrated the most sensitive and delicate part. It felt as if his body was splitting from the pain. Tears welled up at the corners of his eyes, reddened from the dizzying pain. He bit his lip hard without realizing it.
“Ugh, hng… it hurts…!”
Tears fell drop by drop. Erelia softly kissed his lips as if to soothe him. As the metal rod spread open the urethral opening, pr*c*m gushed out in spurts through the hole.
It seemed to have worked.
Erelia cheered inwardly.
“Hng, ugh….”
“You did well to endure.”
“Agh, ah, don’t touch, hic…!”
As she grabbed his p*nis and shook it, a moaning sound came out on its own. The pleasure accompanied by pain was too tormenting. It was an unfamiliar pain he never thought he would experience in his life.
How could this possibly help with anything?
“You always try to hold it in, don’t you?”
Carlisle always tried to hold back to his limit when he felt like *jaculating. Not realizing it made things harder for him. It wasn’t some self-*jaculation control, so what was he doing?
After he struggled to the end, eventually going dry and fainting from the overwhelming pleasure, he pondered. Although it was she who made him that way, she didn’t want to make it too hard for him. Well, maybe she wanted to a little.
No, that’s not the point right now.
“If I do this, you won’t be able to hold it….”
In the end, she thought of this extreme method. If the hole was forcibly kept open, he wouldn’t be able to hold back *jaculation. A simple yet straightforward solution. Although his eyes were flickering with dismay, there seemed to be no better way.
“…I’ve never done that.”
“I know even if you lie.”
“Why would I even hold it back in the first place?”
Exactly. Erelia looked at him with a peculiar smile.
“Are you scared of c*mming while being penetrated?”
“…….”
His face flushed instantly. His face turned bright red, and he turned his head slightly without answering.
Correct.
Erelia looked down at him with a triumphant gaze. His thoughts, still clumsy, were in the palm of her hand. He seemed to think he had become somewhat skilled, but that was not the case.
“It’s okay. There are many people like that….”
“Many?”
“…or so I’ve heard.”
As soon as the words were out, Erelia quickly corrected herself under his scrutinizing gaze. Since she wouldn’t be discussing such topics openly, it was obvious to him that she was lying. Carlisle snorted with a look that suggested he found her efforts endearing. Now, it was she who avoided his gaze.
It seemed better to skip unnecessary comments and just start quickly.
“…Then I’ll begin.”
“Ah…!”
As the cold oil was suddenly poured, he flinched. Without a moment to protest, she inserted two fingers. A groan erupted from below.
“Ugh… Hoo….”