Today in bed, Melissa had promised him that no matter what happened, she would send Rihana to the frontier, and with this, her life became safe.
‘But this feeling…’
Casian let out a short sigh and brought the wine bottle to his mouth.
He didn’t mind giving his body for his fiancée. He had embraced various women even before their engagement, so sleeping with someone else one more time wouldn’t change anything.
Even after their engagement, whenever Rihana treated him coldly, he couldn’t endure it and embraced other women.
But why? Why did this dark emotion resembling guilt wrap around his entire body? Was it because she had witnessed his affair with her own eyes? Was it because he thought she, who had already been cold to him, might now hate him?
Casian bit his lower lip hard. Still, she would eventually marry him and he would have Rihana. She would bear his children, become his wife, and live her entire life that way. Within that lifetime, winning her heart would be his responsibility, but he was confident he could do it.
With his love for her, he was confident he could make her fall for him gradually, like dyeing fabric. Yes, if she stayed alive, everything would be resolved.
Casian was certain it would be so.
* * *
The br*ast that had been crushed by Raiden’s hands was now swallowed into his mouth. He bit her n*pple, made sensitive from so much stimulation, gently with his tongue, then immediately sucked it hard.
“Mmph…!”
A lewd moan escaped from Rihana’s lips. She was in such a state that she couldn’t come to her senses, not even knowing when her chemise had been removed. Her snow-white n*ked body was trapped under Raiden’s large frame, constantly twitching.
Raiden, who had teased the pale pink n*pples in his mouth until they turned red, looked up at Rihana, who was helpless against the stimulation she was feeling for the first time, and alternately sucked her br*asts.
“Mmh…! Mmph…!”
Her lower back moved involuntarily from the unfamiliar pleasure. The more this happened, the more Raiden felt the limits of his self-control. The urge to immediately get up and thrust his member inside her was frighteningly intense. But each time, he was scared that this small, delicate creature might become frightened and cry, so he repeatedly endured and held back.
Even while having her br*asts teased by him, Rihana’s entire attention was focused on his lower body touching her thighs. Even in her mindless state, she could distinctly feel the presence of his huge, hard, hot p*nis, making her lower body twitch.
The face that had been playing with her br*asts with his mouth and tongue slowly moved down. When startled Rihana took a deep breath and flattened her stomach, Raiden kissed that stomach and bit and sucked her skin.
“Mmph…!”
Trembling was mixed into the moan that burst from Rihana’s lips. When his lips moved down a little more and touched her intimate place, Rihana was startled and arched her upper body.
“Wait…!”
Raiden, who had grabbed the wrist of Rihana as she reached out to push his head away, looked up at her. It felt like electricity was spreading through her entire body from his deep blue eyes rippling with desire.
Raiden, seemingly having no intention of stopping his actions, kept hold of her wrist and lowered his head.
“No, don’t…! Mmh!”
When his hot, thick tongue licked her pubic hair, Rihana’s body trembled. Raiden moved his tongue lower and licked her cl*toris, which was swollen from stimulation, pressing against it. When he parted his lips and took it in his mouth, dizzying pleasure made her vision flicker.
“Ahh…! Ah!”
A moan mixed with crying burst from Rihana’s lips.
“Don’t…! Hah…! Rai! Ah…!”
Her body, invaded below for the first time in her life, trembled helplessly from pleasure she had never felt before. Raiden pressed her thighs firmly with both hands and began to tease her below in earnest.
Her thighs, spread wide to either side and pressed by Raiden’s hands, kept twitching. His thick, hot tongue licked at Rihana’s v*lva like it would melt it away. At his skilled caresses, Rihana was helplessly swept up in waves of pleasure. Her confused mind made Raiden’s name burst from her lips.
“Ah! Rai…! Mmh! Rai! Rai!”
Even that was stimulation that demanded self-control from Raiden.
Lewd sounds echoed throughout the room. It felt like electricity was flowing through her entire body, destroying her mind. At the stimulation that seemed like it would melt even her brain into mush, Rihana burst into tears and kept calling Raiden’s name.
“Mmph…! Rai! Hah…! Ah! Rai!”
That was Raiden’s limit. He had planned to loosen her up more with his mouth and also insert fingers to widen her so she could accept his member without pain, but at this rate, his p*nis felt like it would burst and kill him.
Raiden raised his upper body and supported himself on his knees. When he lowered his hand and pulled down the comfortable pants hanging on his hips, his member, glistening with prec*m, sprang up to his navel.
Rihana’s eyes widened to the point they seemed ready to pop out. Standing stiffly er*ect and constantly twitching, it was a size unthinkable for something attached to a human body.
When Raiden’s large hand wrapped around that menacingly sized p*nis, the fierce veins on the pillar erected by his hand became clearly visible. Rihana unconsciously swallowed dry saliva. Thinking that such a thing would enter her body, her hazy mind instantly became clear and she felt dizzy.
Suddenly, Raiden bent down and spread Rihana’s thighs, beginning to rub his gl*ns between her v*lva.
“Mmh, ah…!”
A moan mixed with confusion and fear flowed from Rihana’s lips. For some reason, tears poured out as well. Raiden licked up her thoroughly wet eyes with his tongue and asked her in a gentle, soft tone.
“Are you scared?”
“…”
“I’ll make it hurt as little as possible. I promised to help you forget, so I’ll make you feel good enough to forget everything.”
She didn’t doubt those words, but still, the barrier of first experience created fear.
During the time Raiden had been biting, sucking, and licking, the image of Casian and Melissa had already disappeared from Rihana’s mind. She could endure pain in the first place.
She had been cut by swords many times, and during the northern subjugation, a blade had even been embedded in her thigh. If there hadn’t been potions to make wounds disappear cleanly, her entire body would have been covered with fierce sword scars.
So fear of pain wasn’t a big deal.
What she feared now was what would happen after experiencing a man.
The guilt and regret about accepting a man other than her fiancé for the first time. The unrefined emotions toward the man who would take her first time. Her heart that seemed like it would lose its way after being intimate with him.
Those were the things Rihana feared.
But even so, she had no intention of stopping this moment’s actions. She had no desire to preserve her purity for Casian Lewandes, and Casian wouldn’t welcome that purity anyway.
The Empire’s nobles wanted skilled and seductive partners rather than pure ones. Whether they were men or women. Only Rihana herself was an exception.
“Trust me.”
Raiden’s pleasant baritone instantly cleared her complicated mind. Her heart stirred. Instead of nodding, Rihana stretched both arms toward him.
Raiden offered his neck into those arms and began to slowly rub his held p*nis against her vaginal opening. Tears gathered in Rihana’s eyes again. Wet, lewd sounds echoed throughout the room.
“Rai.”
Rihana called Raiden.
“Mm?”
Raiden answered her question gently and tenderly. Rihana closed her eyes and said to him.
“Kiss me.”
Tears rolled down from under her tightly closed eyelids. Raiden looked at her with surprised eyes for a moment, then immediately lowered his head and swallowed her lips. His hot tongue slipped between her closed lips and began to slowly stir throughout her mouth.
Tears flowed down again under her closed eyes. She didn’t know what was so sad. Complex yet trembling, exciting yet troubled feelings that she couldn’t handle were making her dizzy.
“Mmph…!”
The member that had only been rubbing against her vaginal opening carefully but forcefully entered inside. The invader that had entered a place no one had ever violated began very carefully and slowly to make a path for all of himself to enter.
The lips that seemed like they would stay pressed together forever separated. As soon as their lips parted, Raiden lifted his head, briefly stamped Rihana’s lips that tried to press against his, and moved to her cheek as though everything was fine, rubbing his lips there. Then he lowered his head a little more and began to carefully move his hips while licking her snow-white nape.
“Ahh…!”
Even though it was a slow insertion, a sharp moan burst from Rihana’s lips. At her moan, Raiden immediately stopped even that slow movement.
“Does it hurt?”
Raiden asked in a somehow deeply subdued tone. Instead of answering, Rihana groaned and shook her head. Raiden weakly sucked at her nape, then gently licked it again with his tongue. His lower body still remained motionless. Even so, the burning pain below made Rihana let out only faint moans.
Being her first time, plus the unbearably large p*nis made insertion far from easy. Her inner walls were squeezing his member, which hadn’t even entered halfway yet, like they would bite it off.
“Hah…”
Raiden caught his breath. He wanted to make it hurt as little as possible, but it was harder than expected. He felt like he might climax before properly thrusting and moving. He had never been like this before, so he was very flustered.
“Mmph…”