Chapter 17

“No way.”  

Seo Eunha couldn’t hide her shocked expression. After starting to date Yeo Dohun, she’d been so focused on his face that she thought she just wasn’t noticing her surroundings.  

‘For days now, I haven’t been seeing other people’s s*xual fantasies!’  

It wasn’t a mistake. In crowded places or public spaces, she’d always felt stressed by seeing those things, but now everything seemed normal.  

Was this really reality? She’d even asked her now-boyfriend Yeo Dohun and the disgusted Seo Jinha to try having dirty thoughts, but nothing happened!  

She couldn’t tell if they were really fantasizing or not, but there were no strange signs at all.  

“I’m finally free!”  

Seo Eunha, moved to tears, spoke with a look of relief, and Yeo Dohun, who was eating across from her, looked down and said bitterly,  

“It’s kind of disappointing.”  

“Hey, how can a boyfriend be disappointed about that!”  

“Well. But to be honest, it was literally a fantasy. Not a common experience.”  

“You’d understand my feelings if you’d experienced it yourself.”  

Seo Eunha, gritting her teeth, irritably stuffed meat into Yeo Dohun’s mouth.  

He quietly accepted the meat and chewed. Seeing him so docile when she vented her frustration made him seem even cuter.  

Why was Yeo Dohun getting cuter the longer they dated, even after three months? He was such a big, bear-like guy!  

“Half-joking. Still, it’s good that your stress is gone.”  

“Yeah. But why did dating you solve it?”  

“Who knows. Maybe your pent-up desires finally found an outlet?”  

Yeo Dohun now spoke casually, grinning slyly. Seo Eunha hurriedly covered his mouth and looked around.  

Luckily, in the restaurant with music playing, no one seemed to have overheard. Yeo Dohun laughed quietly at her flustered reaction.  

“You know you’re getting more mischievous?”  

“You said you like this side of me.”  

“…Guess it’s my fault for always indulging you.”  

“Isn’t it?”  

Yeo Dohun tilted his head and smiled with his eyes. When she avoided his gaze, he teased, asking where she was looking.  

He definitely knew by now that she was weak to his face. That’s why he kept using it to his advantage.  

“Eunha.”  

Yeo Dohun now called her by name instead of ‘Senior’ or ‘Noona’, and it still felt awkward and embarrassing.  

When she glanced at him as if asking why, he stood up after finishing his meal.  

“If you’re done, let’s go.”  

“…Okay.”  

And today was their one hundredth day as a couple. It was a truly innocent date.  

During that time, Seo Eunha and Yeo Dohun surprisingly hadn’t slept together. The most they’d done was kiss and touch a little.  

Even then, Yeo Dohun would hesitate and consciously restrain himself, not going any further.  

‘Why? In the fantasy, he was so eager for s*x, but in reality, he holds back?’  

When they kissed, she’d see him get hard, so it wasn’t that he wasn’t aroused.  

Seo Eunha wasn’t oblivious—she could tell from his dark, lustful eyes when he silently watched her.  

She wasn’t new to s*x, so she was always ready to accept him if he made a move. She even kept condoms in her wallet.  

Seo Jinha had once found them and burst out laughing, shouting, ‘If you want it so badly, you should seduce him first!’ Seo Eunha had wanted to crawl into a hole.  

‘Why isn’t he making a move? Is it just me who wants it?’  

Just three months ago, he’d tormented her so much she barely had a moment to feel empty.  

Why? For what reason?  

Still, Seo Eunha decided to wait until Yeo Dohun made the first move. It had already been a hundred days.  

She felt like she was losing her mind.  

‘Today, I’m going to make the first move.’  

So today’s last date spot was Yeo Dohun’s apartment. She’d gotten permission from her parents to stay out, saying she’d sleep at a friend’s place.  

She’d said she wanted to watch a movie they’d put off seeing, and Yeo Dohun gladly invited her over, clueless about her sly intentions.  

‘He seemed to like white underwear before.’  

She remembered Yeo Dohun whispering in her fantasy that wet white underwear was incredibly s*xy, so she wore it. She had prettier underwear, so she wondered why he got excited by this, but everyone had their tastes.  

‘Even if you don’t want to, I know how to seduce you—because you taught me.’  

It was embarrassing, but Yeo Dohun liked when his partner was direct and assertive.  

Or he’d get excited by making her say embarrassing things.  

‘Compared to Tae Minhyuk, who was obsessed with my chest, this feels even harder.’  

She felt dizzy thinking about what she’d have to say in a few hours, but she couldn’t give up. The first time was always the hardest.  

“I’ll leave the clothes to change into outside.”  

Since they might fall asleep after the movie, Yeo Dohun kindly suggested she shower first and handed her his smallest t-shirt.  

It was a white t-shirt, long enough to cover her hips.  

‘Men go crazy for this kind of thing.’  

He was helpful without even realizing it.  

Seo Eunha grinned and quickly brushed her teeth and showered. Wearing only panties, she looked at her bra, then left it hanging on the towel rack and put on just the t-shirt.  

She was determined to seduce him.  

“I’m done showering.”  

“Really?”  

“Yeah, you should shower too. Is there anything I need to set up?”  

“No. I’ve got snacks and drinks ready…”  

Yeo Dohun turned his head and fell silent for a moment. Seo Eunha, knowing exactly where his gaze landed, pretended not to notice and walked into the living room.  

Without pants, she felt his gaze clinging to her bare legs.  

“Then I’ll wait while you shower. You’ll be quick, right?”  

“…Yeah.”  

When she turned her head, Yeo Dohun hurried into the bathroom, avoiding her gaze. She noticed the bulge in his pants just before he went in.  

At least his body was honest.  

“Dohun.”  

“Yeah?”  

“Don’t hold back when you come out.”  

Her declaration got no reply.  

After a while, she started the movie and sipped her drink. Yeo Dohun came out of the bathroom. Had he taken a cold bath?  

As he approached, she felt a chill.  

“You showered in cold water for that long?!”  

“Yeah. To clear my head.”  

Yeo Dohun smiled awkwardly, still embarrassed by his persistent arousal.  

“But it didn’t really work.”  

“…Why are you avoiding me? Do you not want to do it with me?”  

By now, Seo Eunha asked seriously. She tried to sound calm, but couldn’t hide her disappointment.  

Seeing her sulky expression, Yeo Dohun quickly hugged her. He always held her gently, as if she might break.  

He could’ve held her tighter, like he did in her fantasies.  

“It’s not that I don’t want to.”  

“Then why avoid it? In your fantasy… you wanted it so much that even when I said stop, you clung to me. …Are you sick of me now?”  

“Never!”  

Yeo Dohun’s face grew serious, telling her not to joke like that. Then, looking troubled, he sighed deeply.  

After hesitating, he spoke.  

“I wanted to wait until I could be a bit more rational about it.”  

“What do you mean?”  

“It’s my first time doing it with you.”

Yeo Dohun covered his mouth, blushing with embarrassment.  

It was his first time with Seo Eunha. The only time they had been together physically was in their imagination.  

Which meant—  

“Is it your first time in reality?”  

“…Yeah. That’s why I was scared. I worried that if I moved thoughtlessly, just following my desires like before, I might hurt you.”  

Wait, so even though it was his first time having s*x, he’d acted so skilled and daring in their fantasies?  

That was surprising in its own right.  

Seo Eunha couldn’t bring herself to say it aloud and just mouthed silently.  

‘Tae Minhyuk obviously seemed like he had lots of experience with women, so I thought Yeo Dohun would be similar. Honestly, I never imagined someone with that face had never had a girlfriend.’  

Now that she thought about it, he’d said he liked her since high school. Had he really liked her all that time and never dated anyone else?  

Instead of disappointment, Seo Eunha’s face flushed with gratitude and happiness.  

“Are you disappointed?”  

Yeo Dohun asked, looking crestfallen. If he had ears and a tail, they would have drooped.  

“No. Actually, I almost got disappointed by how you acted in ways that could be misunderstood.”  

“But I was serious.”  

“I know. But even that side of you is lovable to me. If you’d just told me honestly from the start, I would have been even happier.”  

She added, “It’s not disappointment,” and gently pinched his cheek. From her soft smile, Yeo Dohun could sense she wasn’t lying, and his tension eased a little.  

Still, he seemed a bit nervous, so Seo Eunha nudged him. He leaned back on the sofa, looking up at her with wide eyes, and she deliberately grinned playfully.  

“And, the fact that I’m the one taking your first experience… it’s kind of exciting.”  

“…Eunha, you sounded just like Minhyuk just now.”  

His voice was grumbling, but his reddened face couldn’t hide his embarrassment. When she reached out and slid down his pants, she saw he wasn’t wearing any underwear; his member was boldly exposed.  

As expected, whether in fantasy or reality, his size was impressive.