“Leon, what are you touching?”
“Don’t you like it here?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it…… I’m just embarrassed……”
Eva averted her eyes slightly out of embarrassment, but Leon didn’t stop there. He slowly pulled down the thin strap of Eva’s dress and left a light kiss mark on her br*ast.
“Leon, wait. You’re not…… really trying to eat me, are you?”
Eva somewhat understood what Leon meant when he said he didn’t know how to express this feeling. She too couldn’t explain what she was feeling now. It was frightening yet heart-pounding, wanting to run away yet not wanting to be apart from him—an unfamiliar sensation that Eva tried to laugh off as a joke. But Leon’s eyes, once heated, showed no signs of cooling.
“Leon……?”
“Is this not okay?”
“This…… is something we should do after marriage……”
“We’re going to get married, aren’t we? Can’t we do it in advance?”
Only then did Eva understand exactly what Leon wanted.
—How could I do such a thing?
When she first heard from her tutor about how to have children and that act. She couldn’t even imagine it clearly, and just thinking about it made her stomach churn and she simply hated the idea…… but with Leon, because it was Leon, everything seemed like it would be fine.
“Do you…… want to do that? Leon?”
Leon answered without even taking a breath.
“I want to touch you. I want to lick you. I want to kiss you. I won’t bite. Though I want to do that too.”
“You’re impossible. Wanting to bite me.”
Eva didn’t dislike this side of Leon. Though Leon’s gaze was so serious it was a little frightening, she was happy with his eyes fixed solely on her. She liked those blue eyes that revealed his uncontrollable desire for her.
“I love you, Eva.”
“I love you too. I love you too, Leon.”
“I love you, but I don’t know why that alone feels insufficient.”
“Insufficient?”
Leon inserted his fingers between Eva’s, interlocking their hands completely, and still said it wasn’t enough.
“Even the tiny space created between our joined hands drives me crazy with longing.”
“Then what do you want to do?”
“I want to…… embrace you, Eva.”
Though Leon was the one who said he couldn’t hold back, it was Eva who first wrapped her arms around Leon’s neck and pulled him to her body. Passionately exploring each other’s lips, Eva and Leon collapsed onto the bed with their bodies intertwined.
Leon hurriedly removed his shirt, then pulled Eva’s nightgown down to her waist and openly sucked on her br*asts.
“Ahaha. It tickles, Leon.”
Leon sucked her right br*ast, then her left, looking almost childlike in his actions. Eva laughed, but simultaneously felt a warm stirring in her lower abdomen. Though she had been told about it, she didn’t properly understand what it was, yet she felt it.
“Ah! There……”
Still, the tingling sensation inside made her feel not bad but rather made her want to laugh. Then Leon’s hand, which had been busy moving below, suddenly invaded inside her underwear. When Leon’s hand touched a place that absolutely should not be touched, a place she had never exposed even when bathing, Eva was startled and had to raise her head.
“Leon……”
“Should I…… stop……?”
Eva noticed Leon was now n*ked and instantly blushed. It wasn’t that she didn’t like it, but she was embarrassed. She felt a little afraid, wondering what exactly they were doing.
“No. It’s okay.”
He didn’t want to stop, but if Eva didn’t want to, he would have to. So please, please give me permission.
Though his body had grown several times larger than before, Eva forced a smile at Leon’s desperate gaze still seeking her permission. Despite his growth, Leon’s blue eyes still held the same vulnerability she had seen when he was a child. Leon, who would anxiously search for Eva whenever she moved slightly away from his side.
Facing Leon, who had grown into a man, gave Eva tension, but she didn’t want to ignore his desperation. Additionally, Eva’s heart pounded at these emotions she was experiencing for the first time. She wanted to connect with him more strongly, more deeply.
“Ahh. Mmm. Ah. This feeling is…… so strange.”
Leon carefully spread Eva’s thighs apart. As he did so, Eva clutched the bedsheet, making involuntary moans from sensations she had never felt before. Then when one finger slid inside, she was so surprised she couldn’t help but let out a scream that didn’t match the situation.
“Does it hurt?”
“It doesn’t hurt. But it’s my first time having something enter there……”
He must have known it was her first time, but at Eva’s utterance of the word “first,” Leon’s already hot body grew even hotter. His finger circled around a space Eva didn’t know existed in her body, stirred inside a few times, then withdrew, after which something hot and hard pressed against the entrance as if trying to enter the same space.
“It hurts.”
“It hurts?”
“Yes. What is this that hurts so much……?”
It was definitely different from his hand, painful enough to feel actual pain. Eva startled, raised her waist to look down, and her eyes widened when she saw Leon’s thing trying somehow to enter between her thighs.
“Is that…… that…… your thing?”
“Huh?”
She had certainly heard about it. That a man’s thing, shaped differently from a woman’s, enters a woman’s inside, and that is s*x and the act of conceiving a child. But no one had told her that a man’s “thing” would be this big.
With some exaggeration, Leon’s thing was as thick as a child’s forearm.
“Why…… is it normally……”
“Huh?”
“Is it normally that big……?”
“Not normally…… it gets bigger when doing this. Is it disgusting……?”
“Um…… well…… a little?”
Leon seemed a bit embarrassed that his thing was so big, his cheeks turning slightly red in a different way than before. Eva couldn’t believe it even as she stared at Leon’s thing. To think that all of that would enter her. But since others all conceive children this way, she thought it must be possible somehow.
“Should I…… try putting it in?”
“What?! You’re going to touch this?!”
“What’s the big deal? You touched me plenty too!”
Leon was about to wave his hands in refusal, not wanting Eva to touch his disgusting thing, but at “You touched me too,” he seemed to have no retort and quietly lowered his raised hands. Eva thought it might hurt less than before if she knew what she was doing, so she grabbed Leon’s thing and made several attempts at her opening, but it didn’t work. Moreover, somehow the more Eva struggled, the bigger Leon’s thing seemed to get.
“This can get even bigger?”
“I’ve never seen it this big before either, so I don’t know.”
“This big before……?”
“Ah…… it’s been like this sometimes when I think about you since a while ago……”
It wasn’t the right time to think about this while they were both n*ked and struggling with something not working, but Leon, with his body grown so large yet blushing furiously from embarrassment while saying those words, was quite adorable. And as adorable as he was, strangely, her lower part started getting wetter. Looking closely, her own area seemed slightly swollen too.
“Doesn’t it hurt?”
“A little.”
“Then it must have hurt when it grew on its own too.”
“Yes.”
“What did you do then?”
“I just waited for it to go down.”
“So if we leave it alone now, it will go down too?”
Her teasing words hit the mark, and Leon’s eyes reddened.
“Did you lose interest because it seems painful?”
Even as his voice trailed off in disappointment, Leon’s thing didn’t shrink at all. Rather, something was flowing from the tip—she wasn’t sure if it was what she had learned about in class, but some liquid was coming out of the tip of his c*ck. For some reason, it looked precarious, and the bulging veins seemed like they might burst if left like this.
“That’s not it……”
The more she looked, the more she couldn’t believe this was Leon’s thing. Where had the small thing she saw when they were children gone, and how had it grown so big? It was subtly disgusting. It seemed like she might faint from pain if that thing entered her, but…….
—It’s only like that at first, everyone’s crazy for it because they like it so much.
She remembered what Christine had whispered to her when she first learned about what happens between men and women after marriage and asked how anyone could do such a thing. In truth, more than anything else, the more adorable Leon looked, the more her lower part seemed to want Leon’s thing. She felt empty, like only Leon’s thing could fill her and resolve this feeling.
“Eva.”
“Yes?”
“I’m sorry!”
Leon must have thought Eva would stop if they continued like this, so he grabbed Eva’s shoulders, laid her down, spread her legs wide, and aligned himself below.
“Ah. Wait!”
She thought she would faint if that thing entered her just like that! But somehow, more naturally than before, the front part of Leon’s thing dug into her.
“Ahck!”
“Does it hurt a lot?”
It did hurt a little, but Eva’s sound this time was more from the strange sensation than pain. The pressure felt from below was unfamiliar but not unpleasant.
“A little……?”
Even though it felt like her thighs were being torn apart and her lower part was aching, the fact that she didn’t dislike it made Eva want to cry a little at this sensation she was feeling for the first time in her life. It was scary, but she didn’t want to stop, it was just a strange feeling overall.
“Slowly…… move slowly, Leon.”
She didn’t know exactly what was happening, but one thing was certain—she wanted more. Eva wanted Leon’s thing to go deeper inside her, not just stay where it was. Eva did her best to relax her body. And slowly, very slowly, she took in Leon’s thing as it pushed in, even holding her breath. In truth, just doing that left Eva’s body drenched in sweat and exhausted, but for Leon, that was just the beginning.
- ianthe
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