“H-help me…! Do something…!”

Should I be grateful that my vision was blurry? I couldn’t see his expression. I kept rubbing my legs together and pleaded in a voice ready to cry.

“You really…”

I heard Thadeus let out a deep sigh. Uncharacteristically, he seemed to hesitate. After a moment, his low voice rang out near my ear.

“What do you want me to help you with?”

“My body is so… hot…”

“Where?”

“D-down there…!”

I could barely register what I was saying anymore. I felt no shame. I just desperately wanted someone to quench this feverish heat.

“I don’t really understand when you say ‘down there.’ Here?”

Thadeus circled his finger around my v*lva. The ticklish feeling of almost-but-not-quite touching made my body ache even more. When I moved my hips to press the itchy spot against his thick finger, he suddenly pulled it away.

“You need to explain in detail, Clea.”

“Below… the very inside. It feels strange. Mmh…”

Thadeus then thrust his finger deep into the hole inside. The unfamiliar sensation of his finger penetrating made me feel like my breath stopped for a moment. My entire body trembled like lightning had struck.

“Hnn…!”

“…F*ck.”

Thadeus roughly pulled out his finger. I opened my eyes in disappointment and looked at him—his face was flushed red. He looked flustered, unlike his usual self.

Though I’d known him for a very long time, I’d never once seen Thadeus with that expression. It felt somehow unfamiliar and foreign. He let out a long sigh and said,

“I don’t know how to be gentle. Is that still okay?”

I nodded to show it was fine. Then something soft gently covered my lips. The movement was careful, like sharing warm heat. With one hand supporting the back of my head and the other touching my chest.

His large hand repeatedly squeezed and released my br*ast. Alternating between gentle squeezes and hard ones stimulated me until my lower half grew wet. Then suddenly, he grabbed and twisted the sensitive peak in the center of my br*ast.

“Ahng…!”

I opened my mouth in surprise, and seizing that moment, his tongue plunged deep inside. Every breath I exhaled was stolen entirely by Thadeus. It was a rough kiss that seemed to devour everything about me.

I shook my head at the increasingly insufficient air. Thadeus drove me to the edge, then reluctantly pulled his lips away with eyes full of regret when it became unbearable.

“Haa, haa…!”

“If what I’m doing disgusts you, tell me. I’ll try my best to stop.”

How could that be? I wanted to beg him to do more. This time, Thadeus bit down on my br*ast with a full mouthful. Then he rolled it around in his mouth like melting candy.

Soft stimulation continued, and whenever he bit my n*pple between his teeth, I felt sharp pain and pleasure simultaneously. Just when I thought something was wrong with me, the continuing stimulation scattered my thoughts into a haze.

After messily sucking on my chest for a while, Thadeus inserted his knee between my legs. Then he roughly rubbed my v*lva with his hollow knee.

“Mmh…! Ah…!”

At that trivial movement, I burst into moans while tears streamed down. The world froze white then instantly darkened in repetition. Water flowed abundantly from my lower half, making squelching sounds.

“This isn’t enough to satisfy you, Clea?”

I had no capacity left to answer. I clung to Thadeus, craving greater stimulation.

“Please… do something to me…”

His breathing gradually grew rougher. With a low curse, a massive pillar plunged deep into my flesh.

“Hnn, it hurts too much…!”

The sensation was on a completely different level from fingers. Every time the thick flesh pushed in densely, I suffered tearing pain. When I looked at him with a face ready to cry, Thadeus looked lost and comforted me.

“Does it hurt a lot?”

When I nodded, Thadeus stopped pushing in and gently moved the flesh pillar back and forth. It was much better than blindly pushing in. Very gradually, a feverish heat rose.

Confirming my expression had relaxed, Thadeus alternated between pushing in and moving back and forth. In between, he gently bit my n*pples or softly caressed the small bud. Whenever pain threatened, pleasure rose instead, leaving me panting without composure.

When the gently inserting flesh had entered more than halfway, Thadeus thrust his hips powerfully. Along with pain, sharp pleasure deeply pierced my spine. What had been moving slowly gradually picked up speed.

“Ahng, ngh, ahhh…!”

Each time the pillar penetrated my inner walls, it went deeper. The moment it burrowed to the root, stars seemed to pour down before my eyes.

Thwap, thwap, thwap!

While I received him with my thighs spread, Thadeus lifted one of my legs onto his shoulder. 

Then the already thick thing pierced even deeper into my cervix. My breath caught in my throat and it became hard to endure.

“Ahng! That’s, that’s strange…!”

“How is it strange?”

“I don’t know…!”

The sensation was indescribable. At my reaction that it was strange, Thadeus persistently prodded the spot that made me whimper. Seemingly unsatisfied with just that, he roughly rubbed the small bud hidden above the narrow gap with his finger.

“Ahhng…! Ngh!”

I moved my hips in rhythm with his movements. As the rough breathing filling the room grew thicker, pleasure tingled around my waist. Then I was swept up in a strange feeling like something was about to burst out. It felt like I might have an accident.

“Thadeus! W-wait…!”

Thadeus answered while swallowing his moans low.

“Why.”

“Something, hnn! I-I think something’s coming out…!”

At my urgent reaction, he only smiled leisurely. Even when I begged him to stop, he wouldn’t listen. Instead, he focused on stirring deeper inside our junction and tormenting me mischievously.

“Ah, ngh, ahng!”

“If you can’t hold it, hnn, then come.”

My toes curled at the overwhelming stimulation. My entire body trembled and tensed up. And finally, I reached my limit.

“Ahhhhng…!”

With a sound like urinating, a stream of fluid leaked from my lower half. Thadeus shamelessly thrust the flesh pillar even more roughly.

“Mmh, s-stop…!”

As he pounded away, the stream splashed in all directions. In the inescapable abyss of pleasure, I had to travel between heaven and h＊ll countless times.