I’m not a little rat—I’m a proper flying squirrel. I wanted to protest about why he had eyes just for decoration. But getting caught would do me no good. I had no idea what Thadeus, with his nasty temperament, might do.

“But why isn’t this thing moving? It seems to be alive though.”

When he poked my cheek with a suspicious voice, a sense of crisis rose that I couldn’t just stay still. I felt pressured to show some natural flying squirrel behavior.

Though I couldn’t exactly show him flying. After some thought, I made a decision.

“Squeak, squeak…?”

That’s right. I was a cowardly flying squirrel who’d decided to comply with harsh reality. Whether rat or flying squirrel, avoiding his suspicion came first. Sure enough, Thadeus seemed to fall for my perfect imitation.

“Now you look a bit more like a little rat. That aside, what punishment should I give you for waking me from my nap?”

Thadeus pondered deeply and smiled wickedly.

“Should I just toss you to the cat in the yard as a toy?”

‘Wh-what…?’

My body flinched. I didn’t want to die being hunted like this. I hadn’t even gotten close to Schwein yet. If I ended my life so pointlessly because of this devil, I wouldn’t be able to rest in peace even after death.

“Or… giving you to Kilbarons as a snack seems pretty good too.”

‘Anything but that… No!’

Kilbarons was the name of a beast raised at Thadeus’s estate. I’d heard its jaw strength was tremendous—once it caught prey, it would never let go until the life was snuffed out.

If I had to choose, the yard cat seemed better than Kilbarons, but even with the yard cat, I had no confidence I’d survive. I shook my head with pleading eyes.

‘You heartless, crazy bastard. Please don’t! Just let me go!’

“Put on a cute show for me. Maybe then I’ll consider sparing you.”

What kind of tricks did he mean? I fell into serious contemplation. When Thadeus placed me on the bed, I stood on two legs and danced however my body moved.

I threw away any dignity as a noble lady. I had to survive first. I crossed my legs this way and that, then poked the air with my fingers. 

I tried a forward roll, but my body was too stiff—I nearly rolled but toppled sideways instead. Before long, Thadeus burst out laughing.

“Your effort is commendable, so I’ll spare you.”

I nodded up and down like my head would fall off. Honestly, after doing this much, shouldn’t he spare me? Because I was a small, precious flying squirrel no bigger than a handful.

Then a strange amusement flickered in Thadeus’s black eyes. That expression he always wore when teasing me. Goosebumps rose all over my body. Soon I learned my worry had become reality.

“Why does this rodent seem to understand everything I’m saying?”

Oh no. My eagerness to survive had backfired. Pretending not to understand now would look strange too. In my predicament, I rolled my eyes around. A scoffing laugh followed my ears.

Then suddenly, my lower belly felt like it was sizzling. It was an unfamiliar sensation, different from usual. A tingling between my legs and a hazy feeling somewhere made it hard to keep my composure.

‘Why am I… like this?’

I panted out rough breaths and collapsed onto the blanket. My head spun and my stomach churned. Even the ceiling whirled around, and I had an intuition that something was wrong.

“What’s wrong all of a sudden?”

Thadeus, who’d been watching me, seemed to sense something strange too. He poked me with his finger, and the spot he lightly touched became extremely sensitive. I bit down hard to keep from making strange sounds.

How should I describe this? An itchiness between my legs and a feeling that I needed to do something, but I was troubled because I didn’t know what to do.

Heat rushed over me like I was in heat, and my vision blurred white. I wished someone would do something about this. I wished anyone would relieve this sensation. The moment I thought that, there was a sudden pop, and the world that had been huge returned to its original size.

My plump, short fingers had become long and slender, and the ceiling that seemed unreachable when I stretched my hand had gotten closer than before.

But strangely, Thadeus said nothing about my appearance. He should be picking a fight or sneering, but the room is only filled with my rough breathing.

“Haa, ngh, hnn…!”

“Hey, you…!”

Now even tears came. I couldn’t keep still between my legs and rustled. A strange heat rose hazily. It was agonizing. Painful. But right now, the only person I could ask for help was the devil-like Thadeus.

“Help me… somehow…!”

Should I be grateful my vision was blurry? I couldn’t see his expression. I kept rubbing my legs together and pleaded with a voice that sounded like crying.

“You really…”

I heard Thadeus’s deep sigh. Uncharacteristically, he seemed hesitant. After a moment, a low voice echoed around my ears.

“What do you want me to help with?”

“My body is so… hot…”

“Where?”

“D-down there…!”

I could barely comprehend what I was saying anymore. I couldn’t feel any shame. I just desperately wished someone would relieve this feverish heat.

“I don’t really know when you say ‘down there.’ Here?”

Thadeus circled his finger around my v*lva. The teasing sensation that almost touched but didn’t made my body ache more. When I moved my hips to bring the itchy part to his thick finger, he suddenly pulled his finger away.

“You need to explain in detail, Clea.”

“Below… the very inside. It’s strange. Ngh…”

Then Thadeus plunged his finger deep into the hole. The unfamiliar sensation of his finger digging in made me feel like my breath stopped for a moment. My whole body trembled like lightning had struck.

“Hngh…!”

“…F*ck.”

Thadeus roughly pulled out the finger he’d thr*st in. I opened my eyes in disappointment and looked at him—his face was flushed red. He looked flustered, unlike usual.

I’d known him for a very long time, but I’d never seen Thadeus with that expression before. It felt somehow unfamiliar and foreign. He let out a long sigh and said,

“I don’t know how to be gentle. Is that still okay?”

I nodded to mean it was fine. Then something soft gently covered my lips. A careful movement, like sharing warm heat. With one hand supporting the back of my head, he touched my chest with the other.

His large hand repeatedly squeezed and released my br*ast. Squeezing gently, then sometimes hard, alternating stimulation—my lower parts grew damp. Then suddenly he grabbed and twisted the sensitive peak in the center of my br*ast.

“Ah…!”

I opened my mouth in surprise, and not missing that moment, his tongue plunged deep inside. Every breath I exhaled was stolen entirely by Thadeus. It was a rough kiss that seemed to devour everything about me.

I shook my head at the increasingly insufficient air. Thadeus drove me to the edge of a cliff, and when it seemed I really couldn’t take it anymore, he pulled his lips away with eyes full of reluctance.

“Haa, haa…!”

“If what I’m doing is unpleasant, tell me. I’ll try to stop as much as I can.”

How could that be? I wanted to beg him to do more instead. This time Thadeus took a full bite of my br*ast. Then he rolled it around in his mouth like melting candy.

Soft stimulation continued, and whenever he bit my n*pple between his teeth, I felt both stinging pain and pleasure simultaneously. Even when I thought this version of me was strange somehow, the continuing stimulation scattered my thoughts hazily.

Thadeus, who’d been messily sucking on my br*ast for a while, inserted his knee between my legs. Then he roughly rubbed my v*lva with his concave knee.

“Ngh…! Ah…!”

At the trivial movement, I burst into m*ans while tears streamed down. The world froze white then darkened repeatedly in an instant. Water flowed abundantly from my lower parts with squelching sounds.

“You’re not satisfied with just this, Clea?”

I had no capacity left to answer. I clung to Thadeus, craving greater stimulation.

“Please… do something to me…”

His breathing gradually became rougher. With a low curse, his massive pillar plunged deep into my flesh.

“Hngh, it hurts too much…!”

It was a completely different sensation from his finger. Every time the flesh pushed in densely, I suffered tearing pain. When I looked at him with a face about to cry, Thadeus made a helpless expression and soothed me.

“Does it hurt a lot?”

When I nodded, Thadeus stopped pushing in and moved his flesh pillar back and forth gently. It was much better than when he’d pushed in recklessly. Very gradually, feverish heat rose.

Confirming my expression had relaxed, Thadeus repeated pushing in and moving back and forth. In between, he gently bit my n*pples or softly caressed the small bead. Whenever pain tried to come, pleasure rose instead, and I panted unable to keep my composure.

It was when the flesh that had been inserting gently had entered more than halfway. Thadeus made a large hip thr*st. Along with pain, sharp pleasure stabbed deeply into my spine. The thing that had been moving slowly gradually increased speed.

“Ah, ngh, aah…!”

Each time the pillar pierced my inner walls, it went deeper. The moment it dug in to the root, it seemed like a swarm of stars poured down before my eyes.

Thwack, thud, thud!

I was receiving him with my thighs spread when Thadeus lifted one of my legs onto his shoulder. Then the already thick thing stabbed deeper into my cervix. My breath caught and it was hard to endure.

“Ah! That’s, that’s strange…!”

“How is it strange?”

“I don’t know…!”

It was an indescribable sensation. At my reaction that it was strange, Thadeus persistently poked the spot where I whimpered. Seemingly unsatisfied with just that, he roughly rubbed with his finger the small bead hidden above the narrow gap.

“Ahngh…! Ngh!”

I moved my hips in rhythm with his movements. Each time the rough breathing filling the room deepened, pleasure tingled around my waist. Then I was swept up in a strange feeling like something would burst out. A feeling like I might have an accident.

“Thadeus! Wait, just a moment…!”

Thadeus answered while chewing down a low m*an.

“Why?”

“Something, hnn! I think something’s coming out…!”

At my urgent reaction, he only smiled leisurely. Even when I begged him to stop, he wouldn’t listen. Instead, he focused only on stirring deeper inside the junction and wickedly tormenting me.

“Ah, ngh, ah!”

“If you can’t hold it, hnn, then come.”

My toes curled at the unbearable stimulation. My whole body trembled and tensed up. And finally I reached the extreme.

“Ahngh…!”

With a sound like urinating, a stream of water leaked from my lower parts. Thadeus shoved his flesh pillar in even more roughly, showing off.

“Ngh, st-stop…!”

As he pounded in, the water stream splashed in all directions. In the inescapable abyss of pleasure, I had to go back and forth between heaven and hell countless times.

Even when I didn’t know what to do with the surging pleasure, I felt fear at the endless stimulation. Before long, my mind went dark and was dyed black. When I came to my senses again, Thadeus had collapsed on top of me, his breathing heaving.

The truly unbelievable fact was that even though I was so exhausted I couldn’t move a finger, my body began boiling again. Even though I hadn’t said anything, Thadeus, who seemed to have figured it all out when our eyes met, pulled up one corner of his mouth in a grin.

“You’re worked up again.”

I didn’t avoid the lips that came at me roughly and wrapped my arms around his neck. Thadeus dragged me once more into the swamp of pleasure. After colliding flesh with him several more times like that, I fell into pitch-black darkness before I knew it.