Chapter 15

Lavian let out a sob-like sigh and lifted her eyelids, moist with tears. Her blue eyes, closer to the sky than the sea, glistened in the light as they took him in.

“You know what? About the evidence of the first night. Actually, most of the time it’s because the man doesn’t do it properly.”

“Was it like that?”

“Do you think this just goes in easily?”

Klen asked as he gently lowered his gaze.

Lavian, not knowing what was happening, instinctively followed his gaze downward.

His pants had disappeared, though she didn’t know when he had taken them off.

“Ah……”

A dazed sound like an exclamation flowed from her red lips.

“Still want to just do it?”

Klen asked while massaging her shoulders firmly. He spoke as if giving her a choice. But there was no such thing right now.

Lavian suppressed her chest that tried to heave with tension, but under his sensual touch and heated gaze, she didn’t know what to say or where to look. She turned her head to the side abruptly and tormented her luscious lips with her white teeth.

Klen chuckled as if amused, turned her head back, devoured her lips, and continued what he had briefly paused.

“Mmph.”

The indescribably wet stimulation kept making sounds that were swallowed by him, continuing as muffled moans. And when the path was adequately formed, his fully swollen desire delved into her.

Lavian tightly closed her eyes and bit her lips.

She thought fingers were better. Lavian shook her head and ended up creating scratches on his arms. Even as he watched her head falling back, unable to breathe properly, Klen moved slowly without hesitation.

“You need a lot of work.”

A sigh mixed with displeasure spread over her along with whispers.

Though knowing it would be difficult for her to get used to it easily, he lifted her smooth legs, kissed them, draped them over his shoulders, and leaned in more. He pressed even deeper into their already deeply connected place, creating wet, obscene sounds.

“Mmh.”

Nevertheless, Lavian swallowed all the moans she had occasionally let slip. Even though it was clearly evident that pain outweighed pleasure, she steadfastly refused to scream in pain.

Klen quite disliked this and deliberately pushed in hard enough to make a sound.

In response, Lavian bit her rolled lips even harder.

“You have a stubborn side. If it hurts, say it hurts. Don’t hold back.”

Klen whispered in her ear and pushed his finger into her lips where blood was seeping out.

And again, he moved his lower body quite roughly.

“Ugh.”

This was the first time Lavian had heard Klen tell her not to hold back if it hurt. For someone who thought it natural to endure pain, his request was quite difficult to comply with.

Lavian raised the hand that had been holding him to cover her mouth. As if anticipating this, Klen grabbed her wrist, lowered it, and said.

“I told you not to hold back.”

“Let, let go.”

“If you promise not to cover.”

“……”

When she didn’t answer, Klen, who had been rolling his hips firmly, increased his previously slow pace. Again, as her lips were hidden between them, Klen thrust his lower body more violently.

“Ah! It hurts. Slowly.”

Finally, the scream she had been trying to suppress burst out, and her face contorted visibly.

A pleasure like stripping away the stubbornly created mask she had been thoroughly wearing rushed through his entire body. Klen, now seemingly satisfied, smiled slightly and slid his hand to her waist, stroking the concave part.

“Ah!”

“This is much better.”

He smiled with satisfaction and skillfully found the parts she felt pleasure in, drawing out her moans. He certainly didn’t forget to move his lower body slowly.

Gradually, unstoppable moans repeatedly burst from her mouth, and each time, his body, like a hot fireball, moved. And when they reached a certain point, Lavian convulsed, fluttering as if startled. Having found a good spot, Klen led her to climax in various ways.

“Aah! Ngh!”

At first, it was pain that felt like her entire body would split from his repeated thrusts. But at some point, an indescribable feeling rushed from her head to her toes.

With his movements that were sometimes slow and sometimes fast, her mind melted so completely that she couldn’t think of anything else. She just instinctively embraced his back, relied on him, and swayed.

“Ngh! Haah. Wait…… ah.”

At her strangely changed moans, he added speed even more freely and rampaged. From his perspective, he hadn’t moved that much, but for her, at the end of an act where each second felt like a distant year, she tasted an overwhelming climax for the first time in her life.

Lavian’s stomach tightened, and her thighs, marked with red traces, trembled finely.

“If you come this early, what will we do?”

He licked the tears flowing down her temples and said mischievously. But his words didn’t properly register in her ears.

Only after a long while did her vision, which had become distant with intense pleasure and rough breathing, return brightly.

“Ungh!”

But soon she had to face another moment where her vision flickered as she let out another moan. Because Klen was still moving as if it wasn’t enough.

Her eyelashes, clumped together with moisture, trembled, and shock appeared in her eyes. Regardless, he stirred her now highly sensitive area again to release his desire that had not yet burst.

“Isn’t it over……”

“How could it be? I’m not done yet.”

“Ah!”

Unlike his appearance, Klen was quite rough in bed, and that drove Lavian to her limit again in an instant.

Throughout the long night, Lavian eventually had to moan with tears.

At first, she cried from pain, and then from pleasure and ecstasy. Finally, she cried while begging that she couldn’t take it anymore. Nevertheless, Klen was persistent to the point of obsession and acted as he pleased to an excessive degree.

But Lavian thought this was normal. She thought everyone was like this. So even as she shed tears drop by drop, she tried her best to fully receive him until she fell asleep.

“Now it seems… we’re more alike.”

An incomprehensible sound came from him, but Lavian couldn’t do anything.

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Lavian, who had fallen asleep, woke up after not sleeping much due to the pain in her lower abdomen.

“Ah.”

Opening her eyes with a bitter grimace, Lavian exclaimed in surprise at the broad, firm chest before her, then quickly covered her mouth at her own hoarse voice.

Then she couldn’t help but laugh emptily.

Lavian felt as if she had gone mad. Her emotions swirled chaotically, beyond control.

‘I’m pretty sure I was so sick of living that I wanted to die, but I desperately tried to survive and ended up selling myself. But is this better than lying with a man old enough to be my grandfather? Fate is really……’

She turned the hand covering her mouth to cover her entire face.

She felt like crying at the ridiculousness of her situation.

Though it hardly mattered who her partner was in a loveless marriage, she consoled herself that a man her age was better than a grandfather. Thanks to that, she was able to not cry.

‘If I’m not going to die, I have to live somehow. After living as husband and wife, we’ll grow fond of each other. Yes, I’m fortunate it’s this man…… right?’

After repeating to herself several times that she was fortunate it was Klen, she suddenly shuddered as if getting goosebumps when recalling their past act.

‘Surely we don’t do this every day? No way….. But this person didn’t show any sign of fatigue. What should I do?’

More terrified by the thought of having to continue such physically demanding activities than by the embarrassment of the sensations and acts she had experienced for the first time in her life, Lavian quickly shook her head to scatter her thoughts.

But her first experience wouldn’t let go of her easily.

Eventually, she rolled her eyes around, looking for something to focus on to divert her mind. Under the dim light, she discovered scars on his body and newly made scratches.

‘That must have hurt.’

Lavian frowned as she looked at the now somewhat faded scars and the wounds she must have newly created. The previous scars must have been from swords, so they must have been undoubtedly painful, and the new scars, though not as bad as sword wounds, would probably be irritatingly painful.

Thinking ‘Could I secretly bring some medicine?’ Lavian unconsciously stroked her white neck and tried to get up.

“Ugh.”

A moan escaped involuntarily. Lavian became serious, thinking about what if they had to do this every day.

Unable to move easily, she postponed getting medicine and lay on her side again, staring blankly at his sleeping face.

It was a handsome face that remained unchanged day or night, awake or asleep. However, his sleeping face looked quite gentle, making it somewhat unfamiliar.

Lavian spread her palm toward the familiar yet unfamiliar face.