“……”
“Then I suppose I’m the one who should be asking you for help.”
Her pale blue eyes trembled, unable to settle. It was a remark she would never have expected from Kailos, who had always seemed so taciturn and composed. And yet, perhaps because of that, it stirred something in her all the more.
‘Was I always this easily aroused?’
The unfamiliar sensation of heat and dampness spreading below startled her, leaving her flustered.
Selonia looked down at him, her lips moving silently. She wanted to ask what kind of help he meant, but she didn’t need to. The implication in his words was obvious. Kailos, too, seemed to have no intention of explaining further. He pressed a brief kiss to her softly panting lips, then immediately lowered his head.
“Ah—mm…”
His mouth lingered on her collarbone, nibbling and teasing, while his hand slid behind her back to support her gently. His fingers worked at the ties there, carefully yet urgently. The loosened fabric could no longer hold and slipped downwards. When her pale, generous curves were revealed, Kailos swallowed audibly and bent down at once.
“Ah—! Kailos, ngh!”
The sensitive peak, tinted a deeper pink than her hair, had already hardened before he took it into his mouth. As the firm tip of his tongue circled the tender bud, Selonia arched her back in a smooth curve. Cold—so cold. The wet, greedy sounds of him sucking her br*asts echoed in her ears, making her want to cover them, yet she could not bring herself to push him away.
As the heat built, her legs moved restlessly of their own accord. She crossed them tightly, straining as she panted; the pleasure she had been holding back gathered and slid downwards, leaving her aching.
“If you need my help, I can help you now.”
His hot breath brushed over her br*ast, which was wet with saliva. When he spoke, seemingly asking for her final consent, she hesitated for only a moment before slowly reaching out to him.
She had suggested they sleep together first, and if he agreed, she was determined to go through with it. Besides, she didn’t want to extinguish the steadily rising pleasure within her. The hungry look in Kailos’s eyes, wanting her, filled her with a faint sense of fulfilment.
‘I want to feel even better.’
When she finally yielded and melted into his embrace, a languid smile curved his lips. As Selonia pulled him towards her, he lifted her into his arms and carried her towards the bed. He swiftly removed the dress that was hanging uselessly from her, half-undone and slipping. Beneath the sheer chemise, her pale, bare body was revealed in all its glory.
Kailos swallowed hard and hastily undid the buttons of his shirt. As the fabric fell away, his sculpted body came into view, every line carved with deliberate precision. Under the bedroom light, deep shadows traced the contours of his muscles with striking clarity.
Lying back on the bed, Selonia covered her br*ast with one arm and stared at him, having forgotten her embarrassment. Although she had seen a man’s body before, she could not tear her eyes away. Every muscle looked solid enough to serve as a weapon. Even when he was clothed, he had always seemed lean and well-proportioned — the fact that such a powerful frame had been hidden beneath his clothes was astonishing.
Kailos sensed her gaze and lifted his head to meet her eyes as he loosened his belt. Inevitably, her gaze shifted downwards. Below his smooth waist, her vision was filled with muscular thighs as powerful as a stallion’s. And between them—
She blinked rapidly, wondering if she was seeing things. It felt as though a heavy club was pressing insistently against his groin, which was still covered.
‘Were men always that… large?’
She searched her memories of the past and present, but with so little experience, she could not be certain. One thing, however, was unmistakable: this was far from ordinary. Could it even fit inside her?
Unaware of the fear that had made her flinch, Kailos took off his remaining clothes and stood completely n*ked. Exhaling slowly, he grasped the thick p*nis in his hand and stroked it gently as he moved closer.
With the gentle curve of his eyes as he smiled, he looked like an incubus come to tempt her. Lost in the perfect symmetry of his face, Selonia was captivated for a brief moment — until he pressed a light kiss to her lips, nipped her ear, and whispered.
“Did you know?”
“Mm… ugh. What is it?”
Instead of answering, he lifted Selonia’s chemise. Focused only on covering her br*asts, she failed to resist his strength in time and found her thighs parted wide. His gaze lingered on the damp fabric between her legs before he brushed it aside.
The cool air touching her most sensitive spot made her flinch, causing her waist to jerk upwards as Kailos extended his tongue and slowly traced it. As he flicked his tongue over her swollen nub, he answered his own question in a low murmur.
“This counts as mucosal contact too.”
“Mm—! K-Kailos, th-there…!”
Panicking, she tried to close her legs, but she was no match for his strength. A sharp, electric surge of pleasure shot through her, causing her to throw her head back. Her ears burned with embarrassment as heat rushed to them.
To be touched like this in that place—
Even when she had been Alix’s lover, he had never done anything like this. This made it even more mortifying. Yet, even as she shook her head and her legs trembled, Kailos remained intent on tasting her.
After removing the last of the fabric, he gazed at her exposed skin as though spellbound, then lowered his mouth to her without hesitation. Each time his nose brushed the swollen, sensitive nub, sweet moisture spilled freely. As if unwilling to waste a single drop, he swept his tongue upwards, gathering everything that flowed down.
Slurp, suck.
Each wet sound made Selonia writhe in pleasure even as she whimpered and shook her head.
“Ah—ugh! No, mm—! That’s dirty…!”
“Dirty? I could lick this all day.”
“N-no, stop—ah, that’s—!”
The moment his firm tongue grazed her most sensitive spot, Selonia experienced a shallow org*sm, arching her back. The strength drained from her thighs, causing them to fall open, and her toes curled involuntarily. A clear liquid spilled freely from her pulsing, clenching opening.
Kailos pressed his lips to her soft flesh and drank it as though it were holy water. He let out a low groan as he finally lifted his body.
“Hah… ugh…”
Her pale blue eyes, glazed with the lingering tremor of release, fixed on him. Having finished removing her chemise, he looked down at her flushed, n*ked body, his gaze heavy with desire.
Still panting, Selonia tried to shield her face with an arm, feeling overwhelmed by the intensity of his stare, but only for a moment. She gasped and shuddered as she felt a foreign sensation pressing inside her.
“Ah…!”
Kailos’s long fingers moved slowly in and out of her. Even with just one finger inside her, she felt overwhelmed by the fullness. Selonia twisted slightly and a soft moan escaped her lips.
“Slowly… If I put it in like this, you’ll tear.”
“Ah—ngh… Th-this is strange… strange.”
Each time his fingers moved inside her, an obscene, wet sound echoed out. She could hardly believe that she was lying exposed beneath him, openly accepting his touch, and while she writhed in disbelief, another finger slipped inside her. Two slick fingers slid smoothly into her tight entrance and began to move back and forth, stretching her open.
As her body gradually loosened, Selonia’s tension eased. In its place, a new kind of pleasure took root, heating her from within.
“Mmh… ah—! Ngh!”
A soft whimper escaped her lips as a ticklish sensation bloomed deep inside her. He increased the number of fingers inside her to three and moved them in and out steadily and rhythmically. One hand worked between her thighs while the other slowly kneaded her br*asts. Each time his rough knuckles brushed her tightly peaked n*pples, a sharp jolt shot through her lower belly.
Panting, Selonia stared at Kailos in a daze. The only other man she had ever known, before and after the regression, was Alix, so the comparison came instinctively, whether she wanted it to or not.
But, unlike Alix, who had always focused on satisfying his own desires, Kailos moved as though warming her body mattered more than anything else. Every touch was deliberate and attentive. Even though he was aroused, the furrow in his brow showed that he was fully focused on preparing her.
This realization sent a fresh wave of warmth through her. She could no longer endure the growing ache. His fingers felt good, but she wanted something thicker; she wanted to be filled completely. Her hips began to move of their own accord.
Selonia reached out and grasped the wrist of the hand caressing her br*ast.
“That’s enough… ugh— put it in now…”