I bit down hard between my teeth and nodded. Thadeus’s black eyes rippled with fury. His voice flowed out full of anger.

“What if I hadn’t been home?”

“Mmnh, hng…”

“What were you thinking, acting so recklessly then?”

“I don’t know either! Hngh, hurry up and, my body, do something…!”

“Why should I?”

Whether I was suffering or not, Thadeus just crossed his arms and stared with a crooked expression. I was in agony, ready to die right now, but his leisurely attitude while I suffered alone made me feel miserable. On top of that, he kept getting angry, and now tears burst out.

“You keep… hng, just getting mad…”

When I sobbed with a pained expression, Thadeus roughly ran his hand through his hair and approached me. His black eyes sank darkly.

“Did you ask to become a flying squirrel again to meet Schwein this time too?”

“N-no…!”

“Then?”

“Suddenly, my body… ahngh…!”

While speaking, I cl*maxed again. My thighs became drenched in slick fl*id. I felt so ashamed showing this side of myself that I wanted to disappear somewhere. But right now, Thadeus was the only one I could cling to.

When I bit my lips tightly and quietly shed tears, I heard his low sigh. Then he immediately burrowed under my dress hem and tried to pull down my underpants.

“What are you doing right now…!”

When I squirmed, I heard his irritated voice.

“You asked me to do something about it. Then stay still.”

Since I was the desperate one right now, I silently obeyed him. Before long, the underpants I’d been wearing were completely removed.

Though my lower body was clearly exposed, the ironic fact was that only Thadeus, who’d gone under the dress hem, could see it. A large form wriggled along with the dress hem. Suddenly something soft dug deep into my intimate flesh.

It felt different from the hardness his member gave. That hot, squishy thing was unfamiliar and strange. Unbearably hot sensations spread through my whole body.

“Hngh…! Wh-what…!”

When I squirmed, Thadeus spread my thighs wide and held them firmly so I couldn’t move. Then without any explanation, he continued what he’d been doing even more fiercely.

“What do you mean what? This kind of thing.”

Slurp. Slurp. Every time I heard sounds like a newborn sucking milk, terrible pleasure enveloped me. It ruthlessly stabbed deep inside the hole, then greedily sucked on the small bead. At the merciless movements, I trembled and reached extremes repeatedly.

“Hngh, mmnh. Ahngh…!”

Rachel might be listening from outside the carriage. Even trying not to make any sound, I couldn’t hold back my m*ans from the surging pleasure. Instead, it came across even more stimulatingly.

This time when Thadeus chewed on the thoroughly sensitized bead, I gushed out another stream.

“Ahhhngh…!”

My toes curled. My body convulsed, trembling as I panted urgently, and Thadeus, who’d been inside the dress hem, finally came out.

His violet hair was damp with moisture, and his face glistened wetly too. Among everything, what caught my eye most were his reddened, swollen lips.

Imagining what he’d done under the skirt, I couldn’t meet his eyes. Turning my head away in embarrassment, I heard a reproachful voice.

“What if the servants outside hear you?”

Unlike his tone, a faint smile appeared on his face. Since Thadeus wasn’t wrong, I couldn’t find anything to say in my defense and closed my mouth. Then Thadeus undid the pants he was wearing.

“Someone like you, Clea, probably isn’t satisfied yet.”

His pants dropped down with a thud, revealing his flushed, menacing flesh. Thadeus must have been aroused too, as the front of his member was thoroughly wet. Seeing it, I swallowed dryly.

Just like he said, though I’d gone through countless climaxes, my body still boiled. I felt ecstasy at the new stimulus, but my body seemed to have become one that couldn’t feel complete satisfaction unless it was his.

“Try to hold back well this time.”

Thadeus pushed two of his fingers into my mouth. I couldn’t close my mouth for fear of accidentally biting his fingers. Meanwhile, Thadeus spread my thighs apart and pushed his member into the narrow gap.

“Ahng…!”

Even though I was thoroughly wet, it was still difficult to push his entire flesh inside. I was scared my lower parts might tear if done wrong. So Thadeus moved back and forth gently, thrusting.

The repeated movements gradually released the tension. When plenty of fl*id leaked out, squelching sounds came from the junction. Matching his movements, I also gently moved my hips.

“Your lower mouth, Clea… hng. Somehow it bites more fiercely than the first time. Determined to taste c*ck no matter what.”

I tried to deny that wasn’t true, but my words were muffled by the fingers in my mouth. When Thadeus moved his fingers to rub my tongue, I instinctively sucked on his fingers matching the thr*sts.

“Mmnh, hngh, ngh…!”

“Doing that makes it seem like you’re licking my c*ck with your tongue.”

Thadeus looked down at me with a flushed face like he was holding his breath. Soon his member thr*st up faster.

Thr*st, thr*st, thr*st—!

My breathing became thoroughly disheveled matching the pounding speed. It was hard to maintain my sanity from the massive pillar thrusting into the narrow gap. 

Just receiving his member was overwhelming enough, but Thadeus lifted my right leg.

Constantly stimulating deep inside, I felt like I might pee. Just when I wanted to taste more stimulus, fear arose and the moment I pulled my hips back, Thadeus mercilessly shoved his member in.

“Mmngh, ngh…!”

It was violent to the point of being sadistic. But the more he drove mercilessly, the more I trembled at extreme cl*max. 

At the ceaselessly bursting climaxes, tears leaked out both top and bottom without distinction.

“Ahng, uh, hnngh, ah…!”

Thadeus, who’d been thrusting relentlessly, trembled and spewed out hot liquid. I too curled my toes, suffering from pure white shivers.

His body collapsed and rough breathing scattered through the air. The moment I met his languidly lowered black eyes again, we needed no more words.

* * *

When I opened my eyes, what I saw was a large chandelier attached to the ceiling. From the dull gray wallpaper to the utterly bland furniture, I bolted upright at the unfamiliar scene that wasn’t my room.

“Where is this…?”

Hot memories from just before flashed through my mind. My appearance clinging to Thadeus and the beast-like m*ans I’d let out in the carriage were all horrible enough to want to deny.

‘Then is this the Chervandia Duke’s Estate…?’

When I was young, I’d often visited the estate to see Thadeus. Each time I’d asked several times to see Thadeus’s room, but he’d never let me. 

Then once, quite by accident, I’d gotten lost and entered by mistake—chewing over the memory, the room structure seemed similar to back then.

Where had Rachel gone? Had our shameful acts been revealed to everyone in the estate? Not only that, had this news been delivered to my parents? Figuring these things out was urgent, but my body stirred with unbearable curiosity.

“Right, if not now, when else will I get to look around Thadeus’s room? Just a quick peek.”

Getting up from the bed, my lower body throbbed with each step. Even when I begged him to stop, Thadeus wouldn’t stop rolling my cl*toris with his tongue tip, saying my reactions were amusing. Thanks to that, I learned just how many techniques his tongue could perform.

‘D*mn Thadeus.’

Just recalling it felt like heat rising in my lower belly. I looked around his room to shake off those thoughts as much as possible.

The first place that caught my eye was a shelf piled with all sorts of splendid objects. Unlike his rotten personality, Thadeus was a candidate for the Empire’s youngest knight commander.

So every time he distinguished himself, he received gifts from the Emperor, which seemed to be collected here. Should I say it was very Thadeus-like that he’d carelessly shoved objects other people would have treasured onto the shelf like they were bothersome?

“Knight commander candidate…”

Certainly, seeing the muscles that split distinctly even under soft sunlight, I could guess how much he’d trained with a heart ready to cough blood. 

The firm skin that touched my fingertips and the sharp gaze looking down at me could be considered befitting a knight commander candidate in a way.

Young ladies facing marriage thought such a Thadeus was cool and would follow him around. 

His handsome appearance rivaling Schwein’s and being the heir to a prestigious ducal family seemed to put him forward as a top marriage candidate. 

Of course, knowing that vicious bastard’s true nature, I could only quietly click my tongue from behind.

Everyone was fooled by his decent exterior and didn’t know the inside. I could predict the young ladies who’d learn the truth someday would be full of tears, but that wasn’t my concern.

“To think I’d be having s*x with that Thadeus.”

Shuddering at the unbelievable reality, I saw a thoroughly messy desk. Perhaps he’d written and erased letters repeatedly, as crumpled papers were piled high. Knowing I shouldn’t but unable to overcome curiosity, I checked the contents of the unfinished letter at the front.

「I intend to move the engagement ceremony earlier than the date you mentioned.

Currently, I’m thinking around June.

Additionally, I plan to proceed with the wedding as quickly as possible without going past this year.

I will personally explain the proceedings to her, so please wait with a generous heart.

—Thadeus Chervandia—」

“En… gagement ceremony? And even a wedding…?”

If the common knowledge I knew hadn’t changed, engagement ceremonies and weddings were things done with someone you’d promised a future with. 

Moreover, if it was June, less than three months remained. To be discussing such deep matters, they must have exchanged words for quite a long time.

‘He had a woman? Since when exactly?’

I couldn’t believe it. Not just that he had a woman, but I hadn’t thought that arrogant bastard would write letters while agonizing like this. Unable to contain my curiosity, just as I tried to confirm which family’s young lady it was—creak, I heard the sound of a door opening.

“Uh, ahhh…!”

Startled, my body jumped high into the air. I’d jumped so high that when I came to my senses, I was on top of a small shelf. Unfortunately, I made eye contact with Thadeus, who’d just entered the room. At my bizarre behavior, he frowned with an expression of complete incomprehension.

“What are you doing up there?”

I absolutely didn’t want to say I’d been secretly reading his letter and climbed onto the shelf when caught. So I just blurted out whatever came to mind.

“The view is nice here…?”

“…You didn’t get hit with mental magic in the meantime, did you?”

“No, nothing like that.”

I felt extremely embarrassed at his serious reaction. I gave an awkward smile and slowly came down from the shelf. Thadeus let out a shallow sigh and continued.

“The physician will be here soon.”

“Physician? Why suddenly a physician?”

“After causing that commotion, I thought calling a physician would at least save face.”

‘That commotion…’

As expected, everyone in the estate must have learned what we did in the carriage. 

But why call a physician when we did well? Wasn’t it rather announcing to everyone around that we’d spent such a passionate time that my body hurt?

But that wasn’t what was important right now. First, I needed to call Rachel and make sure she kept her mouth shut. And I should gather the estate’s servants too and warn them not to let the secret leak.

However, no matter how hard I tried, I didn’t know how long the secret would be maintained. For example, Rachel, who wouldn’t hesitate to act independently when it concerned my wellbeing. 

Or the estate’s servants spreading word here and there despite our warnings. Besides those, there were countless other reasons for rumors to leak.

“This is hopeless… What excuse should I make to my family?”

The more I thought about it, the darker my future looked. They hadn’t waited all this time for their daughter past marriageable age for this. 

I covered my face with both hands and let out a soundless scream.